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EXTRA JUICE: "My Boyfriend Wants To Return To The Scene Of The Crime" #133

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Welcome to our drink, Extraduce.

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This is our brown set of soda.

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We have to be a little bit looser and a little bit less of chicken than our main episodes.

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We have a new year, so it's a new wardrobe, pressed up your wardrobe with a central

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Heys up everything that you need to make sure you're the best dress in 2025 from cozy

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units to cute baby teas to the perfect pair of jeans and stylish wore-hirt clothes,

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including their super soft hero match and sets and yoga pants which we love.

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We have a reel upon the home I drink page and you can see both where ill fits they are

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stunning.

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Oh my god, and that board, please, that's hell.

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I loved, I need that myself, it's so nice to get rid of it like all the sets.

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Ah, so cozy and look at that.

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John, I also need the cold as well.

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Yeah, cold as yours.

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So wherever your goal is this year, whether it's Pilates Princess trying to just be

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busy, trying to get back into routine, whatever it is pennies have got you, cold wrist,

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and you have all the other rings.

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Good stores now.

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We're honestly really quick to get there with something that is like stupid or like currants

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in our life, or something that's been peeping or something.

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Something like those ends for any of you first world problem.

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Mine is a find, search me, hate the way there's someone to conflict an information on it.

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Oh, enlighten me.

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Like you know, when I take talk when someone's telling me one thing is bad, but someone's

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telling the same thing as God's or like a certain food is regal for some reason, then

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it's someone telling me next week, oh, that actually is prone to cause and this fucking

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disease.

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Oh, you saw actually a video going around about, is it like a weight loss drink?

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Oh, slim fast or something.

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I don't know what it is or I've never talked to you.

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Yeah, a drink.

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That's some girl did like an ad on it and then my turn is a troche of Jesus.

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I'm gonna see what some girl didn't add on it and then someone asked like, came on and

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was like saying one thing about it, but somebody else was saying it was a thing about it

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or like, how do you know what's true?

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What's not, is that kind of where I go?

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Yeah, exactly.

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It's like, there's so much different things like one week, one thing's about every next

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week, it's the next and like I see in Kim Ki-hee fit, she does like recipes of weird,

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she's like cornflake.

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Oh, yeah, people come to me like come thanks uncle for your knowledge. You never claim and

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you're conscious. Yeah, she's never complain. She's ever claiming that it won't be where held

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the book. It's a healthy recipe. Healthier alternative. Much healthier alternative. Like it's

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like I just think it's too confused and I feel like you never feel like you do that right then.

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Yeah, I mean like maybe people just take things too literally sometimes. Yeah, it's very like

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come on. You use your head. Yeah. Common sense. Yeah. Lie that sometime. Yeah. I just think I

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just that just annoy me with social media sometimes. That's good. Like it's too much things.

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Yeah, very good. Yeah. Um, my rant of the week this week is actually listeners rant for a change.

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So this one says I have zero self confidence. I feel like I have always been like this but it's

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really getting to me in the past few years. I don't really know where to try and to get help.

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I don't ever feel pretty enough smart enough. I can be funny but at the same time I'm shy and

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self conscious so it stops me from letting it show. I believe it's effect on my life because I feel

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shit about myself most of the time. It puts me in a rut and in turn I can perform right and

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work. I'm high-percentive to anything anyone says to me and I constantly feel like I'm not

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good enough for my boyfriend. I know Charlene is an advocate for therapy. So I've tried this but I

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felt like it just made me feel worse afterwards and I would spend the whole session crying and the

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rest of my day would be ruined. I've also tried Diaries gratitude journals but I cannot complement

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myself because I don't believe it. The only compliment I can give myself is that I am kind and

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thoughtful of others but that can also be detrimental. Thank you. Desperamental to be so conscious of

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other people's thoughts. It's very, I wish I could feel more confidence in myself and stop

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looking for other people's validation to make me feel better. Oh my god. Girl that's beautiful.

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That's actually such a good way of putting it. It's like that you're

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sometimes really going to be kind and nice that it's detrimental because you're so aware of what

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M.I.L. thinks and their thoughts and what they're thinking of you and how they're perceiving you

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or that you're always putting other people's thoughts and feelings before you're wrong.

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For your own. Yeah. That's why it's detrimental. If you're a gym and that for everybody else who's

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going to do it for you? I like to do it for yourself. Oh. Oh.

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That's so like I do feel like some you do meet people and they just have no self-care.

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It's nearly like they were just like that since a child. Yeah. But like and they're always the

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most gorgeous people. Oh yeah. It's always like the people you'd least think. You feel like that? Yeah.

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Oh that's horrible. I feel like I know you went to therapy and you felt worse afterwards but

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I felt like you're dating around. It's not worth it. It's like eating. But then I'm like is that

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even more assigned you need to go over your crying all the time? Like you know if I really get to

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a point where you stop crying? Yeah. There was like because I use cry and then you cry less and

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less and then you're like as good as the one and then you go and you're like oh my god. I'm sorry.

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Yeah. And then you're like oh that's a really nice good place. Yeah. When you put them run dry.

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I have to tell the truth. I know it's hard to have them run dry. I know it's hard to have them

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when I want to help them out. It's horrible. Hopefully my mum is going to be like home with

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her plastic drops. When I was a kid for a come to me come to my mum because I had no

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come from the spheris tats. What is it a drop of while? You know how we're passing like

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I describe it as like it's like a medicine but like not it's like all like natural. Yeah. Yeah.

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Yeah. Yeah. Well, help me give you comfort. It was like a homey pat for comfort.

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Oh. Homey pat. Meaning. I've never heard of that before. Home pat is a funny

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way. A home. Homey pat not home pat. Homey pat is an alternative medicine based on

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period treatment like what like just give me for feed me anxiety. I wouldn't have

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yeah. So those who practice their new tiny amounts of natural substances like plants etc.

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Oh way. Yeah. That's how you have to go take them. Yeah. I think when it's a fact in your life

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someone takes thought you can't live like that. No that's not what it looks like.

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Got them does need to change. Yeah. But what that is. So hard. I'm hoping it's just a thing that

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when you said actually about three years. Yeah. I think it's really straight when you're

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in that state of mind I think like you can see online and like I just have gratitude and I'll

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like when you're in the pit of it the fucking last thing you know what I do is write what the

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fuck you're great before in your day. I'm sorry and I'm love what I'm actually positive

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or something but like I hate when someone meets like a fucking someone like who's feeling

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fucking shit and I'm like just have got no. Because you don't have it when you're feeling that. Yeah.

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No. It's not me can practice and it's not my retirement. I can get better at but like

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it's not just a water stuck here. I wonder if can you say fake it or you make it. Yeah. Put on a

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bright face. Fake or something. Yeah. And then one day it might just naturally come.

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I think as well like thinking about things that you feel that you do like about yourself.

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Because I think everyone you must have something like whether it's you know you're so you're

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already have one you're a kind person. Yeah. You're tarful. Like that's already. She can be

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funny. Funny. That's already two things and like little things are like even about your body or

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your face or your hair. Like I like the color of my hair. I've got like little things like that

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can start making you love yourself. But I think self-emergency said it was like you can't hate

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yourself into loving yourself. Like you know people try to like I don't know mad diets. So like

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these things just because I hate themselves trying to love themselves but like it's not going to

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ever actually have to love yourself in from the inside out. So yeah. The fact that you're already

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like I think that yourself is really I feel like it's a good place. But I think therapy I know you're

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not known as I think you should keep going. That's really stuff if you're crying every time.

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There's some. Even if you're crying every time. Think about that what I've been stuck inside

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if you didn't go. Yeah. You're gonna build up and build up and make it efficient. Yeah.

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It's for your day afterwards but it will probably around your week if you keep it all

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everything in. Yeah. You know it probably where you know and out again it doesn't see everyone.

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I'm sure people don't it doesn't suit by I think trying a few more sessions even six just for me.

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And then just let me know. Yeah. Yeah. What that's I don't really feel like no I know.

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I wish people could see themselves.

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I was sure he was eyes.

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I know.

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You see it all the time.

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You'd be yourself so differently.

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So different.

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Everything that you pick, a part of yourself,

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another person just need bat and oil in them.

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Did you see that?

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I tried and it's like, he was the take a picture.

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Like, I hate this picture.

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And it's swipe and it's like, it shows with your guy.

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And it's like, would you have noticed the role

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in my outfit?

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Yeah, something small on you don't see it.

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Until they point out, that's the sort of thing

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that might have made her post that picture at all.

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That's how it's up.

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You know what I mean?

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And I think that's girls.

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It's really hard because you're a constee.

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Compare and always seeing that.

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For the world for it.

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It's yeah, it's got to happen.

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Well, please let us know how you got on.

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And I think tried there.

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But again, I think talking to people about it as well.

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So when you say things that are loud, like that, it makes...

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It lifts away off you nearly.

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Yeah, a little bit.

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A problem shared is the problem has.

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Yeah, they say.

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Yeah, something like that.

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And even your boyfriend.

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Make telling him that.

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Yeah.

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I don't know how you feel.

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You feel like what the fuck?

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Yeah, like I don't see you that way.

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Oh, like every bad thing you say,

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he's not going to agree what he sees.

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Yeah.

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And then out there with people around it as well.

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Mm-hmm.

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And again, picking things that you do like.

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And hope it's not there.

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Yeah.

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Growing from there.

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What's you are?

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Beautiful.

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Beautiful girl.

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Sexy.

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Comfort.

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You will be comfortable.

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Yeah.

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If you agree with Arance, you want to send in a dilemma.

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You can send in to homewiredrinkagrawlednow.com

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or you want to send in to run as well.

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If I was you, we'd have to give you very honest

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and very raw advice about what we do for you.

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We can't sound offence.

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I guess maybe these are ifs and exactly.

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We have to look exactly what you feel about your dilemma.

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So this is, I'm 21.

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And I've been my boyfriend for 18 months.

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After start, he was a sweet, it smells like a person.

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Anyone could ever me.

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Then around six months into a relationship

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he went on a large weekend to Amsterdam

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where he cheated on me.

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When he came home, he was after a shifty

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and had guilt written all over his face.

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So I knew something had gone on.

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No question to him.

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He confessed it straight away.

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I forget him what Riesnu told me.

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He's gone there again for his friends

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working a couple weeks.

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This would be the first time abroad since she'd done me.

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And I'm, he's gone by the same place.

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It sent me to the spiral.

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I feel physically sick.

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We're in it. It's going to happen again.

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I know I can't stop him.

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I'm going.

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I would never want to be that hurt.

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I'm trying to stop her fellow.

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I can't feel uneasy.

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I'm even just suspect by him.

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Going back to the exact place he hurt me.

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Half of me thinks it's best to end our relationship here.

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And now you have one to tell on.

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Do you think I should finish with him or say,

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William, please, please help.

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My head is melted over it.

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Do you break open and say it's because you're gone

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where your friend is sliding to go for a birthday?

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I think he done, he cheated on her.

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He could have cheated on you anywhere.

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No, but I think he cheated on her there

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for that to be the first place he's gone again.

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It's kind of like, it's a bit like,

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if he misses friends where he are,

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but like, well, that's your fault.

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Yeah, I mean, yeah, that's, I think that is a consequence

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that he should have played.

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I wouldn't, how could you sit there and become to the death?

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Like no one might have managed on his somewhere else.

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He's gone to the exact spot again.

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Like I just think you're run enough.

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You're going to be really upset.

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It would be really uneasy that whole weekend.

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Well, how do you say it?

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What it's like to break it up, but you, I know.

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Because his whole thing then is going to be,

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well, I don't decide where he's gone for a birthday.

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I wish, I hope in my head that he can return with a look.

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His birthday's here.

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Like, I know what happened there.

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Yeah, he didn't say it.

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He was at it. I'm going to have something.

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Yeah. That's nice.

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No. And I think that is it.

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Like, can't see.

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Should I play the knock on?

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Is that bad?

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I know I would be happy there.

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Do you let him go and a kill on go?

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No, let him. That's the wrong choice of words.

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Does he go and do you just see how differently maybe he acts this time?

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Like, it also might make it,

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it might make you see, do you trust him?

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Yeah.

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And make you like,

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realizing the relationship,

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like, maybe it could be good thing,

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but I think, I think it's normal to feel upset and respected that,

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but that he's gone and exactly where he's on that, you know?

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And that's the first time I'm going away as well.

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I'm just thinking of a few say to him,

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I really don't want you going there.

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Like, blah, blah.

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I'm just thinking of his way that he's going to act for it or then is

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towards that, like, yeah, do you?

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Does he go and you see how it is?

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And like, Shara said,

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they're like, not tests.

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One is going to be unhappy either way.

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So someone's going to realise.

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So him, I guess him.

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Uh, I think you can tell him how you feel and see how he reacts.

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And see if he wants to still go.

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I think that will tell you a lot of both.

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I don't know.

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I don't think it's that of a big, big ass enough to go.

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I don't know.

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Then again, you could do anywhere else.

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If you go somewhere else next year, if he is going to do anyway.

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Yeah.

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You can't, if it was his birthday and he was like, hang on,

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Amsterdam.

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I would actually know.

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Way, yeah, true, because it's all of his friends.

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I'm kind of like, just he have to say to be like, no,

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last week, I can't go there.

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Yeah, he doesn't really know the man.

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And then you want him to resent either.

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But I'm like, why are you always looking big and what he wants?

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Yeah.

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But it's either.

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You're an idol.

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He's like, he's not.

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Yeah, you don't have to toss the coin.

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If it was me, I'd be like, look, I'd rather obviously didn't go,

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but I understand your friends birthday.

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So you would not do.

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Yeah, yeah.

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You decide.

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They've only recently kind of.

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I don't know.

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That's what I would do if I was you.

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Give him, give him that and see what he does.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Also, so young still as well.

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I don't even have an A.

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I mean, 21.

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Yeah.

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And you can send me a letter first or run to home.

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I drink a cold and there's a calm.

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Thank you so much to Penny.

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So probably so.

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So you love you.

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You can freshen up your wardrobe now while there are essential pieces available.

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And there is Penny's or prime of store right now.

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Make sure it's like writing sky, more of a podcast platform.

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And this is us on right now.

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You can also give us a review.

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Bye.

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Thank you very much.

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Yeah.

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And we love you.

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Love you.

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Love you.

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Love you.

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Love you.

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