Break Up-Date #46 — Hold My Drink

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[00:23–00:26] Now we've definitely both had a boy we'll never share another relationship online ever.
[00:26–00:30] No, never ever ever. For some reason I feel like I'm gonna be like the
[00:30–00:35] auntie who like chose a career over it, man. No, it doesn't have any kids.
[00:35–00:38] It's kind of married love with just stuff. I can't wait to get married.
[00:38–00:42] This is giving me major like law farm and vibes. That's bad. That's all law farms here and then
[00:42–00:45] obviously they like to take a back and you get like a dixie because you're like oh my god.
[00:45–00:49] Yeah. Why are they like how they were? Yeah. So welcome back to this six episode
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[02:02–02:08] we head in. Very handy. So this week on How to Drink We Smoke About How to Single
[02:09–02:15] our tips and also how we're getting on we can single talk about kind of a recap
[02:15–02:21] or reflection on our last two ones because it's in two ones since they're a rake of
[02:21–02:28] themselves and like I were feeling and I like moving on and all that good stuff.
[02:28–02:30] Yeah we don't have a way to tell you.
[02:30–02:32] So we're in a couple of A&E. My Dudes.
[02:32–02:36] That's what they are. And our seats themselves as well.
[02:36–02:42] Well I think if you're a newly single or anyone's been to a rake of at all.
[02:42–02:45] And everyone has. Yeah at any stage in their life.
[02:45–02:48] One of the only things in the world that like everyone's gone through isn't there?
[02:48–02:52] Yeah and everyone can relate to yeah. I think that's why I can like relate to rake of someone
[02:52–02:57] because it is everyone. Yeah. But if you're yeah if you're anyone actually if you're here when
[02:57–03:00] you relate to this I think yeah and like it so you hope you enjoy.
[03:00–03:05] So welcome back to How My Drink We're Shining and Ellie.
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[03:24–03:26] I feel like I haven't done that in a while. Have you not?
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[03:32–03:36] But yeah if you're returning let's turn it down. Welcome back.
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[03:53–03:59] everyone. Yes. So I'm back after when we create us. Yes. Oh it's been a few we create us.
[04:00–04:06] Since before I meet her. Yeah yeah. I love her here. I'm so happy to be back.
[04:06–04:13] I love it. I love it. Yeah I was unwell yes I would tell you about when a few but yeah
[04:13–04:18] I'm back. I'm back. Are you still dead after me? Oh surely. I'm not really right to be honest
[04:18–04:24] either don't I think this hell here just fucks me up. I'm dumb with it like I can't keep down this.
[04:24–04:29] Yeah you can now. No I really it's put me in bad form. I'm put myself in bad form.
[04:29–04:34] I had a fresh weekend that's again not to rub it in but it was the best fuck yeah.
[04:34–04:39] I was like I can't wait to speak to no one sitting my bad journal on my eye.
[04:41–04:45] Were you calling out of wedding? It's not like you just went out like yeah that was great memories
[04:45–04:48] to me. Oh like best weekend ever. I don't think anybody will or I don't think anything
[04:48–04:53] will ever talk out weekend. I probably not even my own wedding will talk to me. Oh no I swear to God
[04:54–05:00] it was unbelievable. It was so good. I was a bright face adorable. And he cried off the
[05:01–05:04] oil. No that's so. I cried anything you know me. That's what that was just so.
[05:06–05:09] There's just so many emotions. Did you cry at Caitlin Tony's wedding? Caitlin Tony's
[05:09–05:14] are our friends whether it is. Yeah I'm always crying. Weddings are just so cute. Weddings are
[05:14–05:19] adorable. I actually cried today in the salon. What? Which I believe. Oh but I just I don't know
[05:19–05:24] I'm just feeling emotional. But she was a jammer jammer. She in my hair. She was she's a guy
[05:24–05:29] you just be so proud of yourself like with the live show and so she's like imagine like younger you
[05:29–05:34] look looking at that. I was like I was like is she kind of make me tear up and then I started
[05:34–05:39] tearing up. Oh my god that is so. That is so. That is so. That is so. The live show is tomorrow.
[05:40–05:45] Holy God. Well if you're listening to this it will have been in my video past or else it will
[05:45–05:48] be today. You can listen to some of my songs. Oh yeah yeah. But yeah how do you feel?
[05:48–05:55] Nerves. Yeah. Why? I'm just getting it up pulling you. I know I can say. No you won't. I'm just
[05:55–05:59] getting I just won't say anything. No of course you will. I just want my energy to be fully
[05:59–06:03] back for tomorrow. Yeah you need to yeah yeah. And like you can have a little coffee or something
[06:03–06:09] before. First shot. I can't keep it in sight. Or if I see another shot. Why did I think I was
[06:09–06:16] fucking the experts at Yeagerbumps? I was dying the day after the wedding and I was like why
[06:16–06:22] I'm either gonna I had a pint first. Oh of your tips? Yeah and I was like the pint leader saved me
[06:22–06:26] or send me. Yeah but it sent me. Oh I got really tired then and I know I need something else now
[06:26–06:31] I need a bit of a pick me up like and red. Well as an Yeagerbump is it Red Bull? Yeah. The day of the
[06:31–06:36] wedding I was just on the same level the whole day. Mm-hmm. Just because obviously we were
[06:36–06:40] since half six this morning. Half that and ready. Not that morning. Get ready. Do you start? Do you
[06:40–06:43] start? Do you start going to get ready for when? Like when you're getting your makeup done. Yeah
[06:43–06:49] it will drink for me more. Yeah. So we were drinking all day so my drunk level just stayed the same. Yeah
[06:49–06:57] like and I nearly drank myself so over. Oh god. So the Sunday I was like okay you're gonna get
[06:57–07:01] married today. Yeah so someone said come on we go do a shot and I was like okay
[07:01–07:05] I'm gonna say something different I don't want to keep around like yeah and someone mentioned
[07:05–07:10] a Yeagerbump and I was like oh I haven't had one of them in years and then I remember just every
[07:10–07:15] time I walked into the brown walk back out I was like girls I'm on my turd and then it was
[07:15–07:21] getting to girls. Oh god don't forget to me post them on my stories all the time and then I think
[07:21–07:26] I did I was trying to think of it I think I did about 12 Yeagerbumps. Yeah oh it black
[07:26–07:30] Joe clapped my number. No no no when you're drunk when you when you put up a story. Well my
[07:30–07:36] dog was around the first minute. Why do I do it? Why is someone trying to say she's doing
[07:36–07:41] for me. They're like can we get a picture when you put up my story? When you put up in your
[07:41–07:46] first story I don't know how to be like no I should be though from just like okay I will
[07:46–07:50] like really follow me and all I'm like oh no I saw your message you're like you're sending me
[07:50–07:57] wet all these random people like sorry I was like oh I need to read that never I need to delete
[07:57–08:02] the Instagram when I review something. But if they ask you like I thought you'd be getting them in
[08:04–08:08] no no no I take out the videos of the shop but like that I like oh yeah like you're
[08:08–08:11] going to yeah yeah I always don't have these random people that I read before I'd
[08:11–08:16] want to go on my story and I'd like it. No oh god I just get off first oh yeah I don't
[08:16–08:23] remember going to bed around. Oh god like do not remember don't remember leaving the
[08:23–08:26] put but I just cause it's because you had it in your head I'm gonna get really drunk. Oh yeah
[08:26–08:29] yeah that was my plan I was asking the girls I was like I was like sloppy drunk and they were
[08:29–08:34] like no no no you weren't yeah that's what I like I was definitely still folks yesterday
[08:34–08:38] more than when I woke up. Really? 100%. Yeah yeah you would do it. There's no alcohol in your system
[08:38–08:44] like doesn't just go no no it's just go to like the evening. Oh I don't think mine did. No even when I
[08:44–08:48] got home yesterday from the wedding I was sitting there looking at Bobby and I was like I was kind
[08:48–08:53] of forgetting who he was and I said oh god that's not my brain I was looking at that like it's
[08:53–08:58] dog and oh my god I'm just scared myself I was like I need to go to bed for a few hours. Yeah yeah
[08:58–09:00] so once we had and then we'll go.
[09:00–09:02] last night, like, and I was like, no, back to bed,
[09:02–09:03] back to bed.
[09:03–09:04] It's just that alcohol even your body
[09:04–09:06] you're gonna be feeling with drained.
[09:06–09:08] We're down, so it was a hammer.
[09:08–09:09] Oh yeah, we need to.
[09:09–09:13] Yeah, I'm doing so we're 2022, like,
[09:13–09:14] the rest of 2020.
[09:14–09:16] Well, I have a few, like, I'm just gonna, like,
[09:16–09:17] I feel like I should have one drink,
[09:17–09:20] or like, at EP, I don't even want to drink,
[09:20–09:20] I don't know.
[09:20–09:21] No, yeah.
[09:21–09:25] We just need a bit of a time off.
[09:25–09:25] Yeah.
[09:25–09:26] I think I'd be able to start it off with one drink.
[09:26–09:29] We just had, yeah, we just had a bit of a wild
[09:29–09:30] summer, like, yeah.
[09:30–09:31] Well, look, we got single, we had to.
[09:31–09:32] It was a load, yeah.
[09:32–09:36] You have to be, you just have to leave it after a while,
[09:36–09:37] but it's important to go back on the rest.
[09:37–09:39] Yeah, you need to get it over yourself.
[09:39–09:40] Yeah, exactly.
[09:40–09:41] So that's what we did.
[09:41–09:43] Yeah, we just drank ourselves into hate and drink.
[09:43–09:45] Yeah, and that's fun.
[09:45–09:45] Yeah.
[09:45–09:47] But for the live show, I, if you ever,
[09:47–09:49] because you've done massacres before,
[09:49–09:51] for like, make up and stuff,
[09:51–09:52] if you haven't pulled a blank, no.
[09:52–09:54] No, I cry at them though.
[09:54–09:55] Yeah, well then, you're not gonna pull a blank at this,
[09:55–09:57] and you have me with you as well.
[09:57–09:58] Yeah, thank God.
[09:58–10:00] If something, like, if you go blank,
[10:00–10:00] I have someone to say,
[10:00–10:02] when I poke and it's like this,
[10:02–10:04] you're doing both on the pitch.
[10:04–10:05] Yeah, we find.
[10:05–10:06] I feel like we know if one of us
[10:06–10:08] has gone more quiet to say,
[10:08–10:09] to say something, yeah.
[10:09–10:11] So we find, when you say,
[10:11–10:13] do the telepathy,
[10:13–10:15] do you want telepathy?
[10:15–10:16] Yeah, that's it.
[10:16–10:17] Yeah, that's it.
[10:17–10:18] Yeah.
[10:18–10:20] I drew a blank one time when I was singing.
[10:20–10:21] I've never, I wasn't even that nervous,
[10:21–10:22] I don't know what it was.
[10:22–10:23] I've seen someone like you,
[10:23–10:25] and I just completely forgot the words
[10:25–10:26] for the second verse,
[10:26–10:27] and I just left the stage.
[10:29–10:30] What I thought I used to sing on the songs.
[10:30–10:31] What I really do love.
[10:31–10:33] It was in a skill challenge,
[10:33–10:33] I was something like,
[10:33–10:35] but I literally never happened to be,
[10:35–10:38] I never used to get really that nervous to be forgotten.
[10:38–10:40] I went to a stage, I was like, what the fuck?
[10:40–10:41] Well, I was in a room where,
[10:41–10:42] like, why did that happen, like,
[10:42–10:43] Oh God.
[10:43–10:44] So strange.
[10:44–10:45] No, that wasn't happening.
[10:45–10:46] No, it wasn't.
[10:46–10:47] But it was weird,
[10:47–10:48] because I wasn't nervous that happened.
[10:48–10:49] Yeah.
[10:49–10:49] I never happened to,
[10:49–10:50] so I never had like,
[10:51–10:52] it's an after.
[10:52–10:53] Yeah, that's all.
[10:53–10:55] But we haven't even talked about it either.
[10:55–10:57] I know.
[10:57–10:57] I just started to say,
[10:57–10:59] I got a little bit of a room to my life.
[10:59–11:00] Yeah, I touched on it last week.
[11:00–11:01] Oh, you did?
[11:01–11:02] Yeah.
[11:02–11:03] I said, we wait until you come back.
[11:03–11:04] Yeah.
[11:04–11:05] I'm feeling everyone in.
[11:05–11:06] Do you know what?
[11:06–11:08] I thought, like,
[11:08–11:09] where do we begin?
[11:09–11:10] Yeah.
[11:10–11:10] Yeah.
[11:10–11:12] And we begin.
[11:12–11:15] And we begin.
[11:15–11:16] So first of all, we were there obviously for ourselves
[11:16–11:17] for a few days.
[11:17–11:18] Yeah.
[11:18–11:20] Just lovely, steady memory.
[11:20–11:21] Lovely.
[11:21–11:22] Gorgeous hotel.
[11:22–11:23] We'll be saying there again, definitely.
[11:23–11:25] Yeah.
[11:25–11:26] Simply beautiful.
[11:26–11:26] Oh, gosh, it's a smell.
[11:26–11:27] Lovely as well.
[11:27–11:29] I just, you loved the smell of it.
[11:29–11:30] It's smell of it.
[11:30–11:32] Like, I remember getting in at what was after I'm knee,
[11:32–11:33] so I got an eight in the morning.
[11:33–11:35] Like, it's quite a fancy hotel.
[11:35–11:36] Yeah.
[11:36–11:37] And I got in because the taxi's,
[11:37–11:38] I'm knee to end at six.
[11:38–11:40] I couldn't get a taxi with two errors.
[11:40–11:41] I walked in my little, like,
[11:41–11:42] rave real fun.
[11:42–11:43] And he's like,
[11:43–11:43] the couple's like,
[11:43–11:45] walking around in real fun.
[11:45–11:46] We're gonna be like,
[11:46–11:48] we're very couple of hotels.
[11:48–11:48] It was.
[11:48–11:50] Yeah.
[11:50–11:51] Like, we looked like a couple of like,
[11:51–11:53] yeah, I was talking to Charlie and my lady.
[11:53–11:54] She was like, get off me, people.
[11:54–11:56] We really think we're together.
[11:56–11:57] I can't, if there's men here,
[11:57–11:59] they can't think we're together.
[11:59–12:00] Yeah.
[12:00–12:01] Well, it was really,
[12:01–12:02] it was really cool.
[12:02–12:04] People were so nice.
[12:04–12:05] I would go there again.
[12:05–12:07] And then I would end up coming over
[12:07–12:08] then on the Saturday.
[12:09–12:11] And then on the Saturday, if I did think of,
[12:11–12:12] Friday, Sean and I came up.
[12:12–12:13] Yeah.
[12:13–12:16] And they, yeah, they brought the party.
[12:16–12:17] They really did.
[12:17–12:18] Yeah.
[12:18–12:19] At least we had those few days before that
[12:19–12:21] to just relax a little bit.
[12:21–12:22] Yeah.
[12:22–12:23] But now it was so good.
[12:24–12:26] I can't even think of any of this like,
[12:26–12:28] oh, it was me just good.
[12:28–12:29] Yes.
[12:29–12:30] It was so drunk in that.
[12:30–12:31] Dude, is he our pictures?
[12:31–12:32] We talking about that.
[12:32–12:33] No, awful.
[12:33–12:34] Oh, awful.
[12:34–12:35] I don't remember taking them.
[12:35–12:36] I'm like this.
[12:36–12:38] I don't remember taking them.
[12:38–12:39] Brown.
[12:39–12:40] Oh, it looked like I had been out for days.
[12:40–12:41] I want the second I got there because I just
[12:41–12:45] want my hair up like, took the shoes off.
[12:45–12:45] Yeah.
[12:45–12:46] No.
[12:46–12:47] So good.
[12:47–12:49] Oh, it makes you so drunk because,
[12:49–12:50] I don't know why.
[12:50–12:51] I think everyone's just so giddy as well.
[12:51–12:52] You do be giddy, yeah.
[12:52–12:54] You know, everyone around, yeah.
[12:54–12:54] Yeah.
[12:54–12:57] Also because the drink is on your table.
[12:57–12:58] You can just pour in yourself.
[12:58–12:59] You're not waiting at the right.
[12:59–13:01] And you just keep like,
[13:01–13:02] top of your cell phone even when you're
[13:02–13:04] doing style even empty.
[13:04–13:05] You just put, oh, it kind of retains the bug right now.
[13:05–13:07] I was putting it over in.
[13:07–13:07] And you can't even take it.
[13:07–13:09] It's great to use anyway.
[13:09–13:10] On the best of days.
[13:10–13:11] So,
[13:11–13:12] I'm very drunk.
[13:12–13:13] That day.
[13:13–13:15] Can't actually remember leaving.
[13:15–13:15] Wow.
[13:15–13:17] Oh, S.E.K.
[13:17–13:18] I see your birthday.
[13:18–13:19] That was great.
[13:19–13:20] Ball.
[13:20–13:21] Sal goods.
[13:21–13:22] One of the best nights.
[13:22–13:24] I think I hate the mask people.
[13:24–13:27] Oh, there's this fellow that runs around.
[13:27–13:28] He looks like, um,
[13:29–13:30] to see look like.
[13:30–13:32] It looks like cousin is from the Adam Cosley.
[13:32–13:33] That is so funny.
[13:33–13:33] Say that because,
[13:33–13:35] yeah, I'm at the girl in my hair.
[13:35–13:36] Say it was only sat talking with her.
[13:36–13:37] Him.
[13:37–13:37] Yeah.
[13:37–13:38] And I haven't heard him.
[13:38–13:39] I mean, I just,
[13:39–13:41] because she was saying she's like him because of her hair.
[13:41–13:42] Oh,
[13:42–13:42] yeah, but he's like,
[13:42–13:43] cool, it's cousin.
[13:43–13:44] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[13:44–13:45] Just hair,
[13:45–13:46] just hair.
[13:46–13:47] And I just don't like the way he moves.
[13:47–13:48] I was done.
[13:48–13:50] So, he reminds me of a window at the car wash.
[13:50–13:51] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[13:51–13:52] The things in the car wash.
[13:52–13:52] Is there anything?
[13:52–13:53] What's the thing called?
[13:53–13:54] What's the thing on a plane?
[13:54–13:55] What's the thing called?
[13:55–13:56] I don't know.
[13:56–13:57] What's the thing?
[13:57–13:58] What's the thing?
[13:58–13:59] What's the thing?
[13:59–14:00] What's the car wash?
[14:00–14:01] No,
[14:01–14:02] my car needs to look wash.
[14:02–14:03] That was things,
[14:03–14:04] but I don't like them.
[14:04–14:06] No, it is a bit scary,
[14:06–14:08] but I also want to run away and talk to my back to him
[14:08–14:10] and hidden the car and I throw a,
[14:10–14:11] don't like them.
[14:11–14:12] I don't know what it is.
[14:12–14:14] Some of the people in costumes,
[14:14–14:15] I don't like,
[14:15–14:16] I friend,
[14:16–14:16] he was like,
[14:16–14:18] she hates like any,
[14:18–14:19] um,
[14:19–14:20] see like,
[14:20–14:21] the leather plaques.
[14:21–14:22] Yeah.
[14:22–14:23] Johnny's were also like that.
[14:23–14:24] People in the costumes.
[14:24–14:25] Yeah.
[14:25–14:26] It's a thing.
[14:26–14:27] It's definitely a thing.
[14:27–14:28] I think I have it.
[14:28–14:29] Yeah.
[14:29–14:30] I just don't like it.
[14:30–14:31] Something about it.
[14:31–14:32] I just find,
[14:32–14:33] like uncomfortable.
[14:33–14:34] Yeah.
[14:34–14:35] Now what's for it?
[14:35–14:36] It's unsettling.
[14:36–14:37] Yeah.
[14:37–14:38] Yeah.
[14:38–14:39] Yeah.
[14:39–14:40] Yeah.
[14:40–14:41] Like I'm not scared in a sense.
[14:41–14:42] But you don't like it.
[14:42–14:43] Like,
[14:43–14:44] Yeah.
[14:44–14:45] It's because you don't know who's underneath.
[14:45–14:46] I think so.
[14:46–14:47] No, it is.
[14:47–14:48] I think so.
[14:48–14:49] I think so.
[14:50–14:51] I was like,
[14:51–14:53] I've no client either day for it to go and walk.
[14:53–14:58] And there was like this bear in a costume sitting like on the road like this.
[14:58–14:59] And I was like,
[14:59–15:00] Oh, I see.
[15:00–15:02] I'm hanging your watch going on and talking like on a main road.
[15:02–15:03] On the main road.
[15:03–15:04] And you had a sign.
[15:04–15:07] It was obviously for like a bed company or something to say when a client,
[15:07–15:08] like,
[15:08–15:09] and he's just sitting there like,
[15:09–15:10] way even like this.
[15:10–15:11] And I was like,
[15:11–15:13] I think that's he looking at us and she's like, oh, no, I can't tell.
[15:13–15:14] No.
[15:14–15:15] Oh my god.
[15:15–15:16] Terrified.
[15:16–15:17] That's what it was in like,
[15:17–15:18] it was not in contact.
[15:18–15:19] Yeah, what are you doing here?
[15:19–15:20] Like,
[15:20–15:23] anyways, work and anyway, whatever is advertising.
[15:23–15:30] I also need to be just for you and ourselves.
[15:30–15:31] It was just a lot this year.
[15:31–15:32] Obviously the club for that open.
[15:32–15:34] So it was just more intense last year.
[15:34–15:36] We didn't get to do that last year.
[15:36–15:37] Everything close at one o'clock.
[15:37–15:42] Yeah, so you'd go back to the party somewhere, but like it would never be that intense.
[15:42–15:43] That's a good place.
[15:43–15:44] Yeah.
[15:44–15:45] Do you know what I mean?
[15:45–15:47] Like we were in a major just six o'clock in the morning.
[15:47–15:48] Yeah.
[15:48–15:49] So that was the best.
[15:49–15:52] No, that's the Konesia and oh, it's from my favourite night.
[15:52–15:53] Yeah.
[15:53–15:54] Yeah.
[15:54–15:56] I'm not even mad into all of them big clubs.
[15:56–15:57] But I'm the usual good, isn't it?
[15:57–15:58] Yeah.
[15:58–15:59] And I love Lancers.
[15:59–16:00] Hey, are you hating that?
[16:00–16:01] Yeah, you hate that.
[16:01–16:02] I hate that.
[16:02–16:03] Lancers very heavy.
[16:03–16:04] Very tackled.
[16:04–16:05] Not a lyric in sight.
[16:05–16:06] I would have loved to go to Calvin Harris.
[16:06–16:07] I know.
[16:07–16:08] I was having a stories.
[16:08–16:12] It was either what you see to your cock and say, ah, good, yeah.
[16:12–16:13] Yeah, that.
[16:13–16:14] Yeah.
[16:14–16:15] You want to go back?
[16:15–16:16] Not to lecture.
[16:16–16:17] I need a year off.
[16:17–16:18] Would you not go back to this year?
[16:18–16:19] I don't know.
[16:19–16:20] Actually.
[16:20–16:21] No.
[16:21–16:22] So for September.
[16:22–16:23] Oh, shit.
[16:23–16:24] No, I wasn't going back in September.
[16:24–16:25] What did you know?
[16:25–16:26] How did you go?
[16:26–16:27] Oh, it's all closed.
[16:27–16:28] It's all closed.
[16:28–16:29] It's all closed.
[16:29–16:30] It's all closed.
[16:30–16:31] It's all closed.
[16:31–16:32] It's all closed.
[16:32–16:33] It's all closed.
[16:33–16:34] I think so.
[16:34–16:35] I think it's mad that it just closes.
[16:35–16:36] It isn't it?
[16:36–16:37] Everything just closes.
[16:37–16:38] I know.
[16:38–16:39] The whole thing.
[16:39–16:41] Obviously, it makes so much money during the summer that they don't have to.
[16:41–16:42] Yeah.
[16:42–16:43] Or is it the later when I beat them?
[16:43–16:46] But then besides the parts of the drinks in that country.
[16:46–16:48] What if you live in Ibiza?
[16:48–16:50] Oh, well, all the rest ones we still have open like.
[16:50–16:51] Yeah.
[16:51–16:54] But there won't be enough people to be to the clubs to be like.
[16:54–16:55] Oh, yeah.
[16:55–16:56] They would be like 10.
[16:56–16:57] Yeah.
[16:57–16:58] You're not 10.
[16:58–16:59] You're not 10.
[16:59–17:00] Yeah, you do.
[17:00–17:01] Do you know?
[17:01–17:02] It's a private show.
[17:02–17:03] Yeah.
[17:03–17:04] And that's what that is.
[17:04–17:05] But.
[17:05–17:06] Yeah, we're back.
[17:06–17:07] We're happy to be back.
[17:07–17:08] Happy to be back.
[17:08–17:10] And we are excited for the live show.
[17:10–17:12] And we'll tell you that later next week.
[17:12–17:13] Oh, God.
[17:13–17:19] For this week's way to tell you, we always do a story of like, we can't take their ends
[17:19–17:22] of like a bit of drama or something that happened in their life.
[17:22–17:23] Or just a random story.
[17:23–17:24] Yeah.
[17:24–17:26] But it's not that you just happen.
[17:26–17:28] So I ended up in tell hospital.
[17:28–17:29] Where are they after a beat?
[17:29–17:30] So it was.
[17:30–17:33] Let me say it after a beat or was it?
[17:33–17:35] It's the next day.
[17:35–17:36] No.
[17:36–17:38] That was last Monday or in eight.
[17:38–17:39] I was doing it.
[17:39–17:40] Yeah, so we go anyway.
[17:40–17:46] Two days after we decided to get in this, it was the day before I think I was really
[17:46–17:47] bad.
[17:47–17:49] I was like, it was just a hunger pain.
[17:49–17:50] Okay.
[17:50–17:54] And I went to my kitchen and I every single morsel of food in that kitchen.
[17:54–17:55] I had two flake bars.
[17:55–17:56] I had crisps, bread.
[17:56–17:58] And nothing was filling the hunger pain.
[17:58–17:59] It was a good thing.
[17:59–18:00] Yeah, it was like, it was a good thing.
[18:00–18:01] It was like, it was.
[18:00–18:02] It was like, there was a hole and there was a quarter book.
[18:01–18:02] It was.
[18:02–18:03] It was.
[18:02–18:04] It was this eighth, right?
[18:03–18:04] It was.
[18:04–18:05] And then that was fine.
[18:04–18:05] It was.
[18:05–18:06] It was.
[18:05–18:06] I was obviously so wrong with it.
[18:06–18:07] It was.
[18:06–18:07] I don't know what it is.
[18:07–18:08] I'm only back for a week.
[18:08–18:09] It probably hooked up.
[18:09–18:12] And then the next day I started getting these mad pains.
[18:12–18:15] And like every time I get them, it felt like that,
[18:15–18:16] to my butt.
[18:16–18:16] It felt like that pain of like,
[18:16–18:19] do you ever really need to shoot yourself?
[18:19–18:19] Not to shoot yourself, but...
[18:19–18:21] No, it's not to shoot.
[18:21–18:22] Yeah, but it's like a sore.
[18:22–18:24] Yeah, it would never be on the toilet as soon as...
[18:24–18:25] It was just really to your mind, right?
[18:25–18:26] No.
[18:26–18:27] Fuck, we're out.
[18:27–18:28] We're out of breath, aren't we?
[18:28–18:30] That feeling, like, aw, and like, that feeling.
[18:30–18:31] Yeah.
[18:31–18:34] But that times a hundred and it doesn't leave even if you go toil.
[18:34–18:35] Oh.
[18:35–18:38] Then the pain was so bad I was bumming with the pain.
[18:38–18:41] And also bumming from whatever it had.
[18:41–18:45] So then, went to any, was waiting there for 12 hours.
[18:45–18:47] 12 hours with this pain.
[18:47–18:48] Guess I'm not going to do it anymore.
[18:48–18:49] Pain, because it's not there.
[18:49–18:50] Like, we can't give you no more.
[18:50–18:54] And that, like, thing of not being able to not eat.
[18:54–18:55] The deal was like, it was...
[18:55–18:56] Are they home-trained ones?
[18:56–18:58] Like, you didn't know if you were hungry or you
[18:58–18:59] didn't?
[18:59–19:00] Yeah, yeah.
[19:00–19:02] So, you ended up bringing me up a sandwich.
[19:02–19:03] I did.
[19:03–19:04] No, but...
[19:04–19:09] But every time I ate it, it was like the second I put something in my mouth, it
[19:09–19:10] was that hurting?
[19:10–19:11] It was so weird.
[19:11–19:12] It was like, I'm nearly...
[19:12–19:13] It was like, I'm nearly...
[19:13–19:14] It was like, I'm nearly...
[19:14–19:15] It was like, I'm nearly...
[19:15–19:16] It was like, I'm nearly...
[19:16–19:17] It was like, I'm nearly...
[19:17–19:18] Yeah.
[19:18–19:19] And what the problem ended up being, is gastritis, I was basically in your line and
[19:19–19:20] I was stomachs and flames.
[19:20–19:21] The tabins were now at, I feel like stomach acids.
[19:21–19:22] Okay.
[19:22–19:23] So, like, obviously acids were irritated.
[19:23–19:27] So, obviously when I was going to eat something, this sort of started producing acid to
[19:27–19:28] break it down.
[19:28–19:29] Yeah.
[19:29–19:30] And that was...
[19:30–19:31] Yes, it was...
[19:31–19:32] And I put it on a drip.
[19:32–19:34] Oh, they gave me gava scone.
[19:34–19:35] Oh.
[19:35–19:38] The top of it, I've never felt so sick.
[19:38–19:41] I've never had gava scone in my life.
[19:41–19:42] I'm full of course.
[19:42–19:43] Is it minty?
[19:43–19:44] I actually feel like rationing.
[19:44–19:45] I'm not even that sick.
[19:45–19:46] It is.
[19:46–19:47] It's so horrible.
[19:47–19:48] No, it tastes like licorice.
[19:48–19:49] Oh, like sambuga?
[19:49–19:52] Yeah, and it's thick and it's pink.
[19:52–19:53] It tastes like sambuga.
[19:53–19:54] Yeah.
[19:54–19:55] But it's thick.
[19:55–19:56] Oh no.
[19:56–19:57] It's like texture.
[19:57–19:58] Yeah, I don't really like milk texture.
[19:58–19:59] And like that or like...
[19:59–20:00] It reminds me of that.
[20:00–20:01] And to be able to go on a longer to take good.
[20:01–20:02] The texture was like that.
[20:02–20:03] Do you ever have it?
[20:03–20:04] Do I own it?
[20:04–20:05] Oh, disgusting.
[20:05–20:06] Disgusting.
[20:06–20:07] And they gave me that.
[20:07–20:10] They gave me anti acids and then they gave me painkillers and stuff.
[20:10–20:13] And then they put like a drip in my arm for fluids.
[20:13–20:15] And look at the fucking bears on there.
[20:15–20:16] I was on it.
[20:16–20:17] Yeah.
[20:17–20:18] And that is, yeah.
[20:18–20:19] Why did they put in the top of your arm?
[20:19–20:20] I don't fucking know.
[20:20–20:21] I think it was his first time, I think, too.
[20:21–20:22] And it was a doctor.
[20:22–20:23] It wasn't even a nurse.
[20:23–20:26] And I feel like when I've gotten stuff done before in nurses, they're always better because
[20:26–20:27] they do it more often.
[20:27–20:28] Yeah.
[20:28–20:29] Because the doctor doesn't really do that.
[20:29–20:31] Like for you to do a nurse, because I was in a nurse's veil.
[20:31–20:35] So he was like, he sat me down on like a random wooden chair and I was doing it and he's
[20:35–20:36] like, are you ready?
[20:36–20:37] And I was like, yeah, he's like, are you ready?
[20:37–20:38] And I was like, oh my god.
[20:38–20:39] I feel like he was nervous.
[20:39–20:40] What did you do to me?
[20:40–20:41] Yeah.
[20:41–20:42] And I was like, oh my god, I'm going to pass out.
[20:42–20:43] I'm going to pass out.
[20:43–20:44] I'm going to pass out.
[20:44–20:46] I ended up being fine.
[20:46–20:51] But whatever it happens gave me very faint and like real nauseous.
[20:51–20:54] And then I was sitting there with the drip in and the drip ends.
[20:54–21:00] So if it's a band's blood starts going, remember it was a band's blood starts going.
[21:00–21:03] But if you get up the back, the blood starts getting sucked out of your arm.
[21:03–21:04] Yeah.
[21:04–21:07] So I get up and I'm sitting there with all the people and the little chairs with their drips.
[21:07–21:12] Like these all people and they were like, I think there's something in it and I look down and this is blood.
[21:12–21:13] I'm going to get sick.
[21:13–21:14] I'm going to get sick.
[21:14–21:15] I'm going to get sick.
[21:15–21:16] I'm going to get sick.
[21:16–21:18] And they were all like, oh no, when you were not today.
[21:18–21:19] And I had to run in my look.
[21:20–21:22] Yeah, everyone's stuck on their drips.
[21:22–21:23] Now I'm going down.
[21:23–21:24] Like there was nothing they could do.
[21:24–21:28] I had to run and get a nurse because there was no nurse round and they took it out and the blood went.
[21:28–21:30] I don't know where it went to be on the second.
[21:30–21:32] Where it was on her in the drip.
[21:32–21:34] Oh, even the thought was sick.
[21:34–21:40] And then I got the charge of like 5am or something and a cent on my memory.
[21:40–21:41] I feel so bad to say.
[21:41–21:43] My husband, my husband, Annie, no, didn't you?
[21:43–21:44] Yeah, it's gone bad.
[21:44–21:45] I was like, I feel very sick.
[21:45–21:46] I feel sick.
[21:46–21:49] I feel like my Annie said she was like, you shouldn't have said no, I'm staying here.
[21:49–21:50] Because I felt the exact same.
[21:50–21:51] I felt the exact same.
[21:51–21:52] Yeah.
[21:52–21:53] Like not one would be better.
[21:53–21:55] Like, I had more fluids and stuff.
[21:55–21:57] Still dehydrated next morning.
[21:57–21:59] What time would I go back to sleep?
[21:59–22:00] I don't like to sleep.
[22:00–22:04] I woke up at like 9 or 10.
[22:04–22:07] So I got a kind of a shit sleep and then I got sick again.
[22:07–22:08] And the pain was so bad.
[22:08–22:09] I was on the phone to add a screen.
[22:09–22:10] I was crying.
[22:10–22:11] It was a little horrible.
[22:11–22:13] Like, and the sequence I've come and I was like, I'm going to fuck you.
[22:13–22:14] I'm going to get sick.
[22:14–22:15] I'm going to get you hydrated and die.
[22:15–22:17] So I was like, so now it's panicking.
[22:17–22:21] And I honestly, it was just a good night's stop.
[22:21–22:24] And I hadn't even, like, I couldn't keep down food or water.
[22:24–22:26] And then I had a nap.
[22:26–22:28] And then I felt much better for my nap.
[22:28–22:29] Did you?
[22:29–22:31] Yeah, so I took my tablets and then I had a nap.
[22:31–22:32] No, it's tough.
[22:32–22:33] It's tough.
[22:33–22:34] It's tough.
[22:34–22:35] It's tough.
[22:35–22:36] It's tough.
[22:36–22:37] It's tough.
[22:37–22:38] It's tough.
[22:38–22:39] It's tough.
[22:39–22:40] It's tough.
[22:40–22:41] It's tough.
[22:41–22:42] It's tough.
[22:42–22:43] It's tough.
[22:43–22:44] It's tough.
[22:44–22:45] Yeah.
[22:45–22:46] And I'm, hey, good.
[22:46–22:47] It was not as powerful.
[22:47–22:48] Like, and I wasn't sick.
[22:48–22:49] That's the main thing that I didn't like.
[22:49–22:50] I've gotten sick.
[22:50–22:51] The cat was gone.
[22:51–22:52] Yeah, it appeared for my ring.
[22:52–22:53] It appeared for my ring.
[22:53–22:54] How do people do that?
[22:54–22:55] I've got it.
[22:55–22:56] When I came home.
[22:56–22:57] Sorry, sorry.
[22:57–22:58] It's just alcohol.
[22:58–22:59] And I'm up.
[22:59–23:01] No, I'm just pure bile.
[23:01–23:02] Oh.
[23:02–23:03] It was great.
[23:03–23:06] With the reason for my gastritis, which I have, is...
[23:06–23:09] Well, it can be from excessive amounts of alcohol.
[23:09–23:10] Is it?
[23:10–23:12] It can be, like, one of the main things.
[23:12–23:13] And you got it when you came home from a beach.
[23:13–23:14] I was like, I beat it.
[23:14–23:16] I beat it literally sent you on my leg.
[23:16–23:17] Literally sent me off.
[23:17–23:18] Literally ripped when someone...
[23:18–23:20] So when you're lying, never someone can be inflamed.
[23:20–23:21] My stomach's bad anyway.
[23:21–23:22] Yeah.
[23:22–23:23] Over there we weren't eating right.
[23:23–23:24] We weren't drinking right.
[23:24–23:25] We weren't drinking water.
[23:25–23:26] Yeah.
[23:26–23:27] We were barely eating.
[23:27–23:28] We were running down as well.
[23:28–23:29] So it was just...
[23:29–23:31] Everything just hit your arm at once.
[23:31–23:32] It was not just too much.
[23:32–23:33] It really was.
[23:33–23:34] But yeah.
[23:34–23:35] Right.
[23:35–23:36] Why didn't you remind it?
[23:36–23:38] 12 hours in A&E, though, it was kind of like, I was on my iPad.
[23:38–23:39] I was like, little snottie kid with right.
[23:39–23:40] You know what the kids?
[23:40–23:41] Swing in a leg.
[23:41–23:42] I'm sure.
[23:42–23:44] I'm just chatting to people all day.
[23:44–23:45] What are you here for?
[23:45–23:48] You said there was a woman in there that was like, bloating her head and all.
[23:48–23:49] Nobody was saying to her.
[23:49–23:50] She was a nanny.
[23:50–23:51] Yeah.
[23:51–23:52] She was feeling that she went to long.
[23:52–23:55] She literally had a black eye and all like a big gush on her head.
[23:55–23:56] It was the saddest thing I ever like.
[23:56–23:57] And there's just a effigy in there.
[23:57–23:58] Yeah.
[23:58–24:01] Now everyone that had broken limbs got seen to very quick.
[24:01–24:03] It must be like a knot of a spizzy of department.
[24:03–24:04] There's something.
[24:04–24:05] Sorry.
[24:05–24:06] I know I was getting the X-ray.
[24:06–24:08] I got X-ray in my chest because I didn't think that it was such a knot.
[24:08–24:09] I don't know what it was.
[24:09–24:13] Um, there she was like, do you have any like jewelry on your stuff?
[24:13–24:15] And I was like, I just got my nipples pressed.
[24:15–24:16] Oh, shit.
[24:16–24:17] And she was like, can you get a thing?
[24:17–24:18] I was like, no.
[24:18–24:19] She's like, okay.
[24:19–24:20] How was she doing?
[24:20–24:21] I don't know.
[24:21–24:22] She put that mat over your chest.
[24:22–24:25] Oh, so you are able to get...
[24:25–24:26] Yeah.
[24:26–24:27] I looked, yeah.
[24:27–24:29] I think it was fine.
[24:29–24:30] I don't know.
[24:30–24:32] Maybe it's like a...
[24:32–24:36] For her, she's kind of thinking like, yeah, maybe it's more for her to be the only one.
[24:36–24:38] I just wanted to take it off.
[24:38–24:39] I couldn't...
[24:39–24:40] I had to make it...
[24:40–24:41] I had to make myself and stuff.
[24:41–24:42] Yeah.
[24:42–24:43] Yeah.
[24:43–24:44] It wasn't that too much.
[24:44–24:45] And they said I feel my legs.
[24:45–24:47] And I was like, oh my god, I have to look like I'm so scared.
[24:47–24:48] Oh, yeah, that was it.
[24:48–24:50] Did you get your Berlin Doria?
[24:50–24:51] No, I wouldn't have...
[24:51–24:53] Anything, I think, is like a hundred euros.
[24:53–24:54] I was like, yeah.
[24:54–24:58] I was so sad that there was no, but like there was a man talking to me and he was like,
[24:58–25:00] I was in a nice, I'll ask my looking for a bed.
[25:00–25:01] Couldn't get one.
[25:01–25:03] And now I'm in here, I'll like still, couldn't get one like...
[25:03–25:08] Because people on trial, it was about six people on trial, he's a girl, people like not even in a realm.
[25:08–25:13] I remember when my sister Quayva was in A&A for something, I just don't know how to count my what was.
[25:13–25:17] She was putting like a cupboard room, like it wasn't even a realm.
[25:17–25:21] Oh, it's like the little like, you're in like a little cube, wouldn't really.
[25:21–25:24] No, like it was literally like a, like a sock room.
[25:24–25:26] Oh god.
[25:26–25:28] And she was left on a chair, if I was at like, what was that?
[25:28–25:29] Yeah, I was on a chair.
[25:29–25:32] And I was in a bed for a little bit, and they fucked me up.
[25:32–25:34] They took it out, like, what did they say?
[25:34–25:35] You can't be here anymore.
[25:35–25:38] No, they were just like, you can just sit on your chair.
[25:38–25:39] Get out of the bed.
[25:39–25:40] Oh my god.
[25:40–25:41] Get out of here.
[25:41–25:44] You should've put it on, obviously, if you don't like when your mommy is walking to your room.
[25:44–25:46] Yeah, she would've actually put it in a bed.
[25:46–25:50] But in a fair and a so you don't want a bed, because that means that something's bad or wrong.
[25:50–25:51] Oh, okay.
[25:51–25:54] So they take you straight up for a set of out, like I'm actually grateful to him.
[25:54–25:55] Healthy.
[25:55–25:56] Yeah.
[25:56–25:57] Yeah.
[25:57–25:58] Back to normal now again.
[26:00–26:01] Turn more the week.
[26:01–26:03] Did you listen to my one last week?
[26:03–26:05] No, I only got half a tree of the episode.
[26:05–26:06] Spinner.
[26:06–26:08] Oh, yeah, spider.
[26:08–26:10] And the sentence was,
[26:13–26:14] if,
[26:14–26:16] have a
[26:16–26:18] Spinner kazan or something.
[26:18–26:19] Like, yeah.
[26:19–26:20] Is that it?
[26:20–26:21] I know Spinner kazan.
[26:21–26:22] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[26:22–26:23] Yeah, I'm basically German.
[26:23–26:24] Very good.
[26:24–26:25] Very good.
[26:25–26:27] Very, very fucking proud, see?
[26:27–26:28] Wait, how do you think it's spider?
[26:28–26:29] Did you just look it up?
[26:29–26:30] So, is it?
[26:30–26:32] I don't know, could even, and I was looking at the car at the car, and she was like,
[26:32–26:33] what are you looking at?
[26:33–26:34] Is it spider?
[26:34–26:35] And then I was like, ooh.
[26:35–26:36] Oh, is it a little bit new one?
[26:36–26:37] No, it wasn't spider, it's not in there.
[26:37–26:39] Oh, she thought it was just looking at it when she was terrified of it.
[26:39–26:40] Oh, very, very, very happy.
[26:40–26:41] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[26:41–26:42] I was like,
[26:42–26:43] Spinner.
[26:43–26:45] And I put it in on Google Translate lane, and got her to say it.
[26:45–26:46] Yeah, yeah.
[26:46–26:47] It was like,
[26:47–26:48] Spinn.
[26:48–26:49] So we don't have a Spinn box.
[26:49–26:50] Spinn.
[26:50–26:51] She kept thinking the word was Spinn.
[26:51–26:52] I was like, you don't know.
[26:52–26:53] Yeah.
[26:53–26:54] You didn't get to say it on like that, right?
[26:54–26:55] That's why I put it in on a sentence.
[26:55–26:57] I was like, right, I'll say the fourth three words in a sentence.
[26:57–26:58] And then she got it.
[26:58–26:59] So we got it.
[26:59–27:00] Spinn.
[27:00–27:02] Very fucking proud to go out of me!
[27:02–27:04] So what I'm gonna do?
[27:05–27:06] I think you might notice.
[27:07–27:08] Kankenhouse.
[27:10–27:12] Um, have you heard it?
[27:12–27:13] Do you recognize the words?
[27:13–27:14] I think so.
[27:14–27:15] Yeah.
[27:15–27:16] But I don't know what it is.
[27:16–27:17] It's house house.
[27:17–27:18] Yeah.
[27:18–27:19] Firehouse.
[27:20–27:20] No.
[27:21–27:22] Hospital.
[27:22–27:22] Yeah?
[27:22–27:23] Is it?
[27:23–27:23] Yeah.
[27:23–27:27] So it literally translates as sick house.
[27:27–27:28] Oh god.
[27:28–27:29] Sick house, yeah.
[27:29–27:30] A sick house.
[27:30–27:31] Yeah.
[27:31–27:32] Yeah.
[27:32–27:33] That's how they feel some of the words are.
[27:33–27:34] Yeah, yeah.
[27:34–27:35] They're broken down.
[27:35–27:37] Yeah, take that hospital in.
[27:37–27:39] You think about it, like freaks me out.
[27:39–27:39] What the fuck?
[27:40–27:41] Oh yeah!
[27:41–27:42] Hospital, like what?
[27:42–27:43] Ugh.
[27:43–27:44] With another sick.
[27:44–27:46] What when you think of her words are explained?
[27:46–27:47] Like how was the word word?
[27:47–27:48] How was water water?
[27:48–27:49] Like,
[27:49–27:50] Sheldon, I haven't a brain in a while.
[27:50–27:51] Yeah, no, I know.
[27:51–27:52] How last week.
[27:52–27:53] Yeah, but yeah.
[27:53–27:54] Yeah, who named that that?
[27:54–27:56] Who decided that was that, like,
[27:57–27:58] microphone?
[27:58–27:58] Yeah, it's a fucking silence.
[27:58–28:00] This is like the episode we did of...
[28:00–28:01] I'll think about it.
[28:01–28:01] I'll make sense.
[28:01–28:02] Yeah, words.
[28:02–28:04] I talked so much more stuff than sen.
[28:04–28:05] Yeah.
[28:05–28:07] Like how are we all understanding what you're to say?
[28:07–28:08] I know, yeah.
[28:08–28:10] I kept it languages work.
[28:10–28:12] How was what I say to you?
[28:13–28:15] How do you understand it, put in another language?
[28:15–28:16] Somebody else say it.
[28:16–28:17] Yeah, I don't understand that.
[28:19–28:21] Things to think about.
[28:21–28:22] Much to think about.
[28:22–28:23] Jesus.
[28:24–28:27] So this week we're going to talk about how to be single.
[28:27–28:27] Couldn't tell you.
[28:28–28:29] Struggling.
[28:29–28:29] Come on.
[28:30–28:31] No.
[28:33–28:35] Yeah, because we're also learning.
[28:35–28:36] Yeah.
[28:36–28:38] And I have an art skill that I have,
[28:38–28:40] but also we're going to talk about some stuff
[28:40–28:41] ourselves as well.
[28:41–28:42] Okay.
[28:42–28:44] And so, if you haven't listened to our episodes
[28:45–28:47] already on our breakups, that was
[28:48–28:49] out in June.
[28:49–28:50] And in June?
[28:50–28:51] Was it?
[28:51–28:51] Yeah.
[28:52–28:53] God, how many months ago was that name?
[28:53–28:53] Two months ago?
[28:53–28:54] Yeah.
[28:54–28:55] God's.
[28:55–28:56] Beautiful.
[28:56–28:57] We've been like,
[28:57–28:59] openly single since then.
[29:00–29:01] Oh, please single.
[29:01–29:01] Yeah, I know.
[29:01–29:04] It's like some kind of a bit like, um,
[29:05–29:06] yeah, how were you?
[29:06–29:07] How you doing?
[29:07–29:08] Oh, okay.
[29:08–29:09] Okay.
[29:09–29:09] It's been easier.
[29:09–29:10] It's definitely a good one.
[29:10–29:11] Yeah.
[29:11–29:11] Yeah.
[29:11–29:12] Good.
[29:12–29:12] Yeah.
[29:12–29:14] And I'm just finding myself like
[29:14–29:15] thinking back on things being like, wow.
[29:17–29:19] Any time is actually healer.
[29:19–29:19] Yeah.
[29:19–29:20] I believe that.
[29:20–29:22] No, like because I feel like when
[29:22–29:23] you first wake up and people tell you,
[29:23–29:24] I never really, I'm like, fuck off.
[29:24–29:24] Yeah.
[29:24–29:26] I'm just never going to get over this.
[29:26–29:28] I just know if like time is a healer,
[29:28–29:29] I just think I'm just more like,
[29:32–29:33] not understanding of a book.
[29:33–29:34] I'm just like,
[29:35–29:36] it's what it is.
[29:36–29:37] I love that quote.
[29:37–29:39] Very, it's so simple, but so good.
[29:39–29:40] It is what it is.
[29:40–29:41] I can't if there's no.
[29:42–29:45] You can't force someone or something to change.
[29:45–29:47] Or like, if that was the direction,
[29:47–29:50] you're like, like the path you were going to go in.
[29:50–29:52] If it's always going to happen like so.
[29:54–29:55] Does that find dwelling on things?
[29:55–29:56] No, yeah.
[29:56–29:57] Of course, I obviously,
[29:58–29:59] in an ideal world,
[29:59–30:02] wouldn't have wanted things to have been like that.
[30:02–30:03] Like, but that's what happens.
[30:03–30:04] I mean, it's life.
[30:04–30:06] And yeah, I don't.
[30:06–30:08] How gorgeous are fucking.
[30:08–30:11] No, I don't be petty online.
[30:11–30:12] Yeah, I don't be.
[30:12–30:13] You don't be.
[30:13–30:15] Don't be doing none of that now.
[30:16–30:18] But I think I think I think the way some people act
[30:18–30:21] after a breakup online really shows their true character.
[30:21–30:22] Oh, really shows who they are.
[30:22–30:24] Yeah, and who they wanted to be.
[30:25–30:27] Like, I know we definitely both had a boyfriend
[30:27–30:29] never sharing another relationship online.
[30:29–30:29] Ever.
[30:29–30:31] No, never, ever, ever.
[30:31–30:34] Not because I'd be embarrassed of someone who I'm with
[30:34–30:38] or like, I'd be able to protect me and them.
[30:38–30:41] Yeah, like, no way would I do that again.
[30:41–30:44] Like, obviously, I might mention if I end up in
[30:44–30:45] another relationship or something,
[30:45–30:48] but I'm not going to do what I did in my last one
[30:48–30:50] and post-vailed at nal.
[30:50–30:53] But yeah, I think the way sometimes
[30:55–30:59] he's acting online is kind of a practical joke.
[30:59–31:02] Yeah, it's kind of a big to put it nicely.
[31:02–31:03] A bit of a kick sometimes.
[31:03–31:05] Yeah, but if that's what's getting him true today
[31:05–31:06] and he's getting attention to on that
[31:06–31:07] and if it's working for him.
[31:07–31:08] That makes him happy.
[31:08–31:10] Listen, if that's making him happy
[31:10–31:12] and I've said that to him so many times before,
[31:12–31:14] like, I really do wish
[31:14–31:16] whoever you end up with next, you're happy.
[31:16–31:17] Yeah.
[31:17–31:19] Like, I don't want to be better as far as you're
[31:19–31:20] for the rest of my life.
[31:20–31:22] I don't want, not that I want to be friends with you either.
[31:22–31:22] No.
[31:22–31:24] Like, don't I mean, but come here.
[31:24–31:25] I'm happy now.
[31:25–31:26] Yeah.
[31:26–31:27] Definitely getting happier as today is going on.
[31:27–31:29] And you don't have to show your happiness.
[31:29–31:30] No.
[31:30–31:32] Like, I don't have to prove to anyone online
[31:32–31:34] if I'm seeing someone or if I'm not.
[31:34–31:36] I don't owe anybody anything online.
[31:36–31:39] Whether I choose to share that or not is
[31:39–31:40] is your thing the same with you.
[31:40–31:42] Whether you choose to share that or not is up to you.
[31:42–31:45] But like, I think I keep saying that I wouldn't show online,
[31:45–31:47] but like, I think eventually when I do
[31:47–31:50] get in the relationship, like, I will, like, a little bit.
[31:50–31:51] Like, show the art.
[31:51–31:51] Yeah.
[31:51–31:52] Yeah.
[31:52–31:53] No, I wouldn't do what I do.
[31:53–31:55] But like, as well for you, you have different experience
[31:55–31:57] because of that you treated badly then.
[31:57–31:57] Yeah.
[31:57–31:59] But like, I didn't have the, so like,
[31:59–32:00] if the only thing that annoyed me
[32:00–32:02] and we broke up was people I was asking.
[32:02–32:02] Yeah.
[32:02–32:03] Yeah.
[32:03–32:07] But other than that, like, it was always nice to like,
[32:07–32:07] share and stuff.
[32:08–32:10] I wouldn't do it to the extent.
[32:10–32:11] No, Jesus Christ now.
[32:11–32:12] Yeah.
[32:12–32:14] Because people got very, too invested in my life.
[32:14–32:15] And you're as well.
[32:15–32:16] And I remember you saying to me like,
[32:16–32:17] like, yeah, because if you do,
[32:17–32:18] you're like, I love them together.
[32:18–32:19] And like, yeah.
[32:19–32:20] But some of them got like made.
[32:20–32:21] Oh.
[32:21–32:22] Some people are still.
[32:22–32:23] Yeah.
[32:23–32:24] Like, and I don't know how I'd feel.
[32:24–32:27] I know we had this conversation before about, like,
[32:27–32:29] leaving pictures and stuff up on Instagram.
[32:29–32:30] Yeah. Have you left pictures of?
[32:30–32:31] Yeah.
[32:31–32:31] So, I have.
[32:31–32:32] I haven't.
[32:32–32:33] I'm not taking anything down.
[32:33–32:35] Someone told me that was the IK.
[32:35–32:36] If you leave me.
[32:36–32:36] Yeah.
[32:36–32:39] I'm not, I've got your six years of pictures
[32:39–32:39] and delete them all.
[32:39–32:42] Also, like, there were a person in your life
[32:42–32:42] at that time.
[32:42–32:43] It was a man.
[32:43–32:43] It was a chapter.
[32:43–32:44] Yeah.
[32:44–32:45] The chapter in the book.
[32:45–32:45] Yeah.
[32:45–32:46] And I'm very happy.
[32:46–32:48] I just think I'm going to make people
[32:48–32:49] not text me or something.
[32:49–32:50] Oh, no text me.
[32:50–32:51] No text me anyway.
[32:51–32:52] No text me anyway.
[32:52–32:52] But maybe that's why.
[32:52–32:53] Yeah.
[32:53–32:54] We're not fucking missing out.
[32:54–32:55] Memo is answered.
[32:55–32:57] But like, that's also why I don't think I wouldn't.
[32:57–33:00] I wouldn't be plastering someone new
[33:00–33:01] or someone new.
[33:01–33:02] Because you could you look down a little bit.
[33:02–33:04] And there's some pictures of me, my eye.
[33:04–33:04] Yeah.
[33:04–33:05] Yeah.
[33:05–33:05] Yeah.
[33:05–33:05] Why?
[33:05–33:06] Yeah.
[33:06–33:10] And any more like, life learnings you found
[33:10–33:11] through the breakup.
[33:11–33:14] I reckon like that you've.
[33:14–33:15] That you like about being single.
[33:19–33:20] No.
[33:20–33:22] I think I'm just very a relate to your.
[33:22–33:23] Yeah.
[33:23–33:24] I really am.
[33:24–33:24] I'm sorry.
[33:24–33:25] Yeah.
[33:25–33:26] Yeah.
[33:26–33:27] Well, it's wrong with me.
[33:27–33:28] That's not bad thing, look.
[33:28–33:30] I don't think I can be single.
[33:30–33:30] Like what was I like?
[33:30–33:33] And I'd be like, everyone was shocked.
[33:33–33:33] You were so.
[33:33–33:35] I didn't kiss on the road.
[33:35–33:36] Worn man.
[33:36–33:36] No.
[33:36–33:38] I didn't even want to speak to any.
[33:38–33:39] I didn't even speak to any.
[33:39–33:39] No.
[33:39–33:40] Didn't speak to one's.
[33:40–33:42] I thought I knew it was trying.
[33:42–33:43] And I're like, but I just.
[33:45–33:47] That's what's going on with me.
[33:47–33:49] But like, that's just the first.
[33:49–33:51] Yeah, it's not bad thing.
[33:51–33:52] My in love again.
[33:52–33:52] Shit.
[33:52–33:53] Are you in love?
[33:53–33:54] No.
[33:54–33:55] Are you?
[33:55–33:56] No.
[33:56–33:56] No.
[33:56–33:57] No.
[33:57–33:58] No.
[33:58–34:00] But I just can't be.
[34:00–34:01] Yeah.
[34:01–34:02] Well, I hate men so.
[34:02–34:02] Yeah.
[34:02–34:04] You still love the hate men, right?
[34:04–34:04] Oh, yeah.
[34:04–34:05] No, no.
[34:05–34:05] No, no, no.
[34:05–34:07] I hate men, but just.
[34:07–34:09] Oh, just a hell.
[34:09–34:10] Can't be bothered.
[34:10–34:10] No.
[34:10–34:13] Like just on my healing girl.
[34:13–34:14] Yeah.
[34:14–34:15] Yeah.
[34:15–34:17] Like I feel like I'm at the end of my healing girl stage.
[34:17–34:18] Really?
[34:18–34:18] Yeah.
[34:18–34:21] I feel like when I was with Dan, I was like,
[34:21–34:23] it was such a healthy relationship that like,
[34:23–34:26] things I hadn't healed from before I met him
[34:26–34:27] have come back up now.
[34:27–34:28] And I thought it was healed from them
[34:28–34:30] because the relationship was so good.
[34:30–34:31] Yeah.
[34:31–34:32] But now that's over, I'm like,
[34:32–34:34] I'm actually not healed.
[34:34–34:35] No, you still haven't come back, Tara.
[34:35–34:36] I'm joined last week.
[34:36–34:37] Yeah.
[34:37–34:38] She was a lovely woman.
[34:38–34:38] Lovely.
[34:38–34:40] I didn't really like the old therapist.
[34:40–34:40] I had a new one.
[34:40–34:41] I did.
[34:41–34:41] No.
[34:41–34:43] They say that she didn't really get me.
[34:43–34:45] Yeah, you need to take two times.
[34:45–34:46] And I think a lot of me would get you.
[34:46–34:47] Yeah.
[34:48–34:50] But they say that they're saying you need to,
[34:50–34:52] yeah, you find your therapist.
[34:52–34:53] Like they don't find you kind of thing.
[34:53–34:54] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[34:54–34:56] And she knew and actually sound like
[34:56–34:58] the girl I had last year was so lovely.
[34:58–34:58] Really?
[34:58–35:00] I'll never get my four-star professional
[35:00–35:00] around.
[35:00–35:02] I just sat there and bawled for the whole thing.
[35:02–35:03] Just sobbed.
[35:03–35:04] I don't even think I can do that.
[35:04–35:06] I don't even think I spoke much.
[35:06–35:06] Yeah.
[35:06–35:08] But that says, I think that's more than this.
[35:08–35:08] That's more than this.
[35:08–35:09] Yeah.
[35:09–35:11] I was listening to her and I just wanted
[35:11–35:14] somebody who wasn't in my life to give you an opinion.
[35:14–35:15] Yeah, just to let it all out.
[35:15–35:16] Yeah.
[35:16–35:18] I think when I was, she sent me an Instagram down and say,
[35:18–35:20] ah, sure, I think she did follow me.
[35:20–35:24] And she just jumped like, yeah, that's everybody who's wrong.
[35:24–35:24] Has followed me by.
[35:24–35:25] No, no, yeah.
[35:25–35:27] She was mentioning things, I think, like, my 10.
[35:27–35:28] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[35:28–35:29] Oh my god, that's good.
[35:29–35:29] Yeah.
[35:29–35:30] Oh, she's pretty proud of me.
[35:30–35:31] I hope she is.
[35:31–35:32] Ah.
[35:32–35:34] They're not looking at me saying she's back here.
[35:34–35:35] He's a pro.
[35:35–35:36] He's a pro.
[35:36–35:37] Yeah.
[35:37–35:38] And what was they saying there?
[35:38–35:40] Yeah, they were healing.
[35:40–35:42] Oh, yeah, when I was with my old therapist.
[35:42–35:44] Like sometimes with therapy, like I'm very,
[35:44–35:45] I don't trust my own decisions.
[35:45–35:48] And I like will question them even though I've a goffin and stuff.
[35:48–35:50] I want someone else to tell me to do something.
[35:50–35:52] It's like my old therapist was kind of like,
[35:52–35:54] waiting for her to tell me what to do in my life.
[35:54–35:55] And they can't do that.
[35:55–35:56] Yeah, I never knew that.
[35:56–35:57] They can't tell you what to do.
[35:57–35:59] So what do you think you're doing?
[35:59–35:59] Yeah.
[36:00–36:07] and tell you what they just advise you, is it just they give you the tools and you create the
[36:07–36:13] box, they give you the tools and you create the tool kits.
[36:13–36:15] Is it? Maybe, I don't know.
[36:15–36:17] Yeah, they can't, yeah, they're not allowed to tell you what to do.
[36:17–36:19] No, in that case you go and do it and then you blame them.
[36:19–36:22] I think so. I think it's just a thing, like, I think you just
[36:22–36:27] to protect themselves in that sense, but like, yeah,
[36:27–36:31] well, I think I just have things I need to, like, hear from that I forgot that we're there.
[36:31–36:35] I think such a good relationship was so healthy, like, yeah, it was not one time where I felt
[36:35–36:41] which I'm so grateful, like, like, on trust and or like, no, yeah, on edge, you're like,
[36:41–36:46] where it was I had in my last relationships, like, so I think I need to work on everything that I had
[36:46–36:51] from past relationships. So you were to end and take the, and then go forward from there.
[36:51–36:54] I feel very, yeah, yeah. So I feel we're being single.
[36:54–37:00] Yeah, because it's never something that I pictured. Yeah. I know what I am. I'm like, what like,
[37:00–37:04] I'm gonna raise my kids and I have to be in my head. Yeah. Come here.
[37:04–37:07] It's kind of like you have to relearn yourself again. You do.
[37:07–37:10] And like your personality, like, who am I with that person?
[37:10–37:12] Yeah, because you're mulled into one person and that relationship.
[37:12–37:15] Yeah, your life is just you and him. Yeah.
[37:15–37:18] You're mushed into one person. But like, even though you're with him and I was standing out like,
[37:18–37:21] we still, it's not like we ever like didn't see our friends.
[37:21–37:24] No, so in my head, I was like, oh no, I'm still very independent.
[37:24–37:26] And I'll pretend I take when you lose them and it's like, oh shit.
[37:26–37:29] Oh shit. They're still Irelas, even if you're really independent in the relationship.
[37:29–37:34] I think as well as not talking to someone 24 or 7 as well, like, that was my
[37:34–37:37] had to learn really. Yeah. I'm not a good taxi.
[37:37–37:39] I'm not good taxi with like FaceTime calls all the time.
[37:39–37:43] Yeah. So I'm like, oh, and the phone's not ringing.
[37:44–37:48] Yeah. That is weird. I'm not a rank my friends.
[37:48–37:53] I'm able to live. Yeah. But I think we're doing most better than we were.
[37:53–37:55] I think so. In that episode. Yeah.
[37:55–37:57] The days are getting easier and it's one of those things.
[37:57–37:59] Why do I keep thinking of it like the traffic?
[38:00–38:03] Oh, see what people give out about traffic and they're sitting in traffic and they get so,
[38:03–38:07] I can't I use to get you getting so angry about traffic. Like,
[38:07–38:11] okay. Fuming about traffic. I'm like, there is nothing.
[38:11–38:14] Oh, I always think I hate that too. Nothing you can do about it.
[38:14–38:17] You just have to wait. So just for consider and just not let yourself go.
[38:17–38:20] So yeah. Why are you getting so angry over something you can't control?
[38:20–38:24] Yeah. And that's kind of way I'm looking at nearly not even just my
[38:24–38:27] past relationship but life now this age. I'm just kind of like that.
[38:27–38:30] An analogy. If there's nothing I, yes.
[38:30–38:32] If there is, I can do to control it. Okay. I will.
[38:32–38:35] But if there's nothing I can do to to change things.
[38:35–38:36] If things are inevitably going to happen.
[38:36–38:39] Yeah. I'm not going to take it. I'm not.
[38:40–38:44] Get myself away. I'm not. I'm not putting myself in the position that I was in last year.
[38:45–38:48] It is what it is. It is what it is. Until it is.
[38:48–38:49] Yes.
[38:49–38:50] No, that's not true though.
[38:51–38:53] It's just that take each age of cons.
[38:53–38:54] That's what good life you feel.
[38:54–38:55] And you still get days when you're like,
[38:55–38:59] day by day. That's like to take it open down and you kind of like leveled
[38:59–39:02] up to like an even like, yeah. What do you think?
[39:04–39:06] I'm more kind of, I'm not as open down as I was.
[39:06–39:08] No. I don't like many way. Yeah.
[39:08–39:10] I true out a picture of friends because they don't like each other.
[39:10–39:12] I don't know if it was. Yeah.
[39:12–39:14] I true out a dressing gown.
[39:14–39:15] Yeah.
[39:15–39:17] But like it just was collecting just in the world.
[39:17–39:18] I was really excited about that.
[39:18–39:19] Oh, it was really having a great time.
[39:19–39:20] The frame was in the wardrobe.
[39:20–39:22] Because my made it for us.
[39:22–39:22] Oh.
[39:22–39:24] Yeah, we had two matching frames.
[39:25–39:28] But and it was like nine pictures of like just over the year.
[39:28–39:29] Okay. Yeah.
[39:29–39:30] She made them for us.
[39:30–39:34] And I put it in the bin pile,
[39:34–39:35] there they and I was like,
[39:35–39:36] my mom's like, why are you traveling that it was lovely?
[39:36–39:38] And I was like, what?
[39:38–39:39] She goes, those pictures are there.
[39:39–39:41] She was halfway up the stairs looking at us.
[39:41–39:42] She was like, they're gorgeous pictures.
[39:42–39:43] Are they?
[39:43–39:45] But there was one of me on my own at the bar.
[39:45–39:46] Okay. So she only seen me.
[39:46–39:47] She started and she was like, oh,
[39:47–39:49] bird. She just kind of came up and she was like,
[39:49–39:50] okay, okay.
[39:50–39:51] And then last night when I walked into my room,
[39:51–39:52] the one picture of me,
[39:52–39:55] she took it out with the frame and left on my bedside locker.
[39:55–39:57] So she was like, I don't know where the frame is now.
[39:57–39:58] I think she's sure about it.
[39:58–40:01] But stuff like that I found her to get rid of.
[40:01–40:02] His clothes and stuff.
[40:03–40:04] She just gave them back to him.
[40:04–40:05] Yeah, I gave them back to him.
[40:05–40:05] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[40:05–40:06] Key rings and shit again.
[40:06–40:07] Yeah.
[40:07–40:08] Okay, everything back.
[40:08–40:08] Did you?
[40:08–40:09] Yeah.
[40:09–40:12] Because I found me looking at them was just a constant reminder.
[40:12–40:13] Yeah.
[40:13–40:14] Yeah.
[40:14–40:16] I still even get some snapchat memories and stuff.
[40:16–40:17] Yeah, I got one.
[40:17–40:18] So actually, yeah.
[40:18–40:19] But I just go on and delete it.
[40:19–40:20] Yeah.
[40:20–40:21] I don't look at it.
[40:21–40:21] Can't.
[40:21–40:22] Smile, isn't it?
[40:22–40:23] Isn't it?
[40:23–40:25] And I changed my Facebook to single.
[40:25–40:26] For the four of us, I'm in seven years.
[40:26–40:28] See, it might actually never change it into
[40:28–40:29] a relationship thing.
[40:29–40:29] Oh, did you know?
[40:29–40:30] I don't know.
[40:30–40:30] I don't use Facebook.
[40:30–40:32] Oh, I don't use Facebook at all.
[40:32–40:33] But just you want to do it.
[40:33–40:33] Yeah.
[40:33–40:34] Really, like you.
[40:34–40:36] Well, no, I think you did the first time.
[40:36–40:36] I thought I'd go.
[40:38–40:39] Let them fucking know.
[40:39–40:40] Oh, good.
[40:40–40:40] Right.
[40:40–40:41] Yeah.
[40:41–40:42] Yeah.
[40:42–40:46] And you think, like, that I think for what
[40:46–40:50] looking at him, what he's doing, I can't even, like,
[40:50–40:52] boys kind of like break up very differently.
[40:52–40:53] They say that's the only thing.
[40:53–40:54] Oh, it's so true.
[40:54–40:56] I feel like boys at the start, like, yeah,
[40:56–40:59] single, like get my new girls with that.
[40:59–41:01] And then they like months out of a fuck.
[41:01–41:02] Fuck.
[41:02–41:03] What have I done?
[41:03–41:03] Yeah.
[41:03–41:05] And they actually are like fuck whatever they don't.
[41:05–41:06] And you think girls are the opposite?
[41:06–41:07] Yeah.
[41:07–41:10] We're too healed and we're too grown to be like, like,
[41:10–41:13] my two exes before a down out.
[41:13–41:15] That was the two times I was broken up with.
[41:15–41:18] And both times they try to get back to me.
[41:18–41:20] And I was like, so really?
[41:20–41:21] Yeah.
[41:21–41:24] It's always the way they try to creep back in.
[41:24–41:25] Because they see you down the road.
[41:25–41:27] And they're sad.
[41:27–41:28] Yeah.
[41:28–41:29] Yeah.
[41:29–41:30] Always the way.
[41:30–41:32] And do you think you don't know?
[41:32–41:34] I'll never be friends.
[41:34–41:35] Yeah, we're right now, like, yeah.
[41:35–41:36] We're not always friends.
[41:36–41:37] Yeah.
[41:37–41:38] Yeah.
[41:38–41:40] And I was care for them and stuff.
[41:40–41:44] Obviously, and like, him, I was in the future and stuff as well.
[41:44–41:46] Like if it wasn't on bad terms, I'd never rail something out.
[41:46–41:47] Yeah.
[41:47–41:48] In that case.
[41:48–41:49] Yeah.
[41:49–41:52] But for now, this is what I need to be selfish and think of what I need
[41:52–41:55] and what I want and what I.
[41:55–41:56] We were having self-gross on my.
[41:56–41:57] Self-gross on my.
[41:57–41:58] And self-gross on my.
[41:58–41:59] Yeah.
[41:59–42:00] Yeah.
[42:00–42:01] I don't feel any different now coming into winter.
[42:01–42:05] I don't think I'm never going to end up like, I'm going to need a fatifour winter.
[42:05–42:06] I need a fatifour winter.
[42:06–42:09] I want to get like, I'm very focused on how I want to work with.
[42:09–42:10] Yeah.
[42:10–42:14] I want to get just try my self into that and just give that in my heart.
[42:14–42:15] Yeah.
[42:15–42:16] And just be myself.
[42:16–42:17] Yeah.
[42:17–42:18] As a part, I see men as a distraction.
[42:18–42:22] Not when you have a boyfriend, like, just, I mean, like, like, little men.
[42:22–42:23] I'm just a little bit.
[42:23–42:24] You happen to text me, but I'm just a little bit.
[42:24–42:25] I'm just a little bit.
[42:25–42:26] Yeah.
[42:26–42:28] And when you're first-hand, someone you have to be young, but like, how do you text them back?
[42:28–42:29] Yeah.
[42:29–42:31] And like, if I'm, I just can't, I need to just focus on me.
[42:31–42:32] Yeah.
[42:32–42:33] And live my life.
[42:34–42:36] So that's where we are now with our single stage.
[42:36–42:37] That's where we are.
[42:37–42:38] Yeah.
[42:38–42:41] And anyone else who actually got a few messages off of you saying that they're nearly single
[42:41–42:43] and they're like, seeing yous be okay.
[42:43–42:45] It's like, makes me feel like I'm gonna move.
[42:45–42:46] Okay.
[42:46–42:47] And you will be okay.
[42:47–42:48] It will always be okay.
[42:48–42:49] Yeah.
[42:49–42:51] You'll have shit days, of course, but.
[42:51–42:52] Yeah.
[42:52–42:53] God has our life planned out for us.
[42:53–42:54] They truly believe this.
[42:54–42:56] Like the whole thing will happen.
[42:56–42:57] Open till you die.
[42:57–42:58] I think he does.
[42:58–42:59] Really?
[42:59–43:00] Oh, yeah.
[43:00–43:01] Yeah.
[43:01–43:02] But we just don't know what it is.
[43:02–43:04] We're just looking like watching a movie on a plane.
[43:04–43:05] But that's so exciting.
[43:05–43:06] Yeah.
[43:06–43:08] So no, that you have that plan.
[43:08–43:09] Yeah.
[43:09–43:10] Like your opportunities.
[43:10–43:11] You can do it.
[43:11–43:12] What I say is you want to say, it's a change, right?
[43:12–43:15] Like, we might, we might not have met our husbands.
[43:15–43:16] Yeah.
[43:16–43:17] Yeah.
[43:17–43:18] I thought that was my.
[43:18–43:19] Isn't that what it is?
[43:19–43:20] That is my.
[43:20–43:21] I don't know if I want to get married anymore.
[43:21–43:23] Oh, after last weekend, like, how we really?
[43:23–43:24] I'm having a weak long wedding.
[43:24–43:25] I can't.
[43:25–43:26] I can't.
[43:26–43:27] No.
[43:27–43:28] I don't know.
[43:28–43:29] What do you want to do?
[43:29–43:30] I'm going to get married in a dare manner.
[43:30–43:33] The reason I feel like I'm going to be like the auntie who like chose a career over it
[43:33–43:34] man.
[43:34–43:35] No.
[43:35–43:36] And like, it doesn't have any kids.
[43:36–43:37] It can't marry a lot with just stuff.
[43:37–43:38] I can't wait to get married.
[43:38–43:40] I used to feel like, I don't know.
[43:40–43:42] I used to feel like I'm not love.
[43:42–43:43] Yeah.
[43:43–43:44] If I were like, what was I would want to?
[43:44–43:45] Yeah.
[43:45–43:46] Yeah.
[43:46–43:47] That was it.
[43:47–43:48] That's awful.
[43:48–43:49] Yeah.
[43:49–43:50] Yeah.
[43:50–43:54] I think if you compare this episode to like the one liturgy a week ago, that should give
[43:54–43:56] you his hope because two of us were depressed.
[43:56–43:57] That was a lot.
[43:57–43:58] That was a lot.
[43:58–43:59] Do you know what I mean?
[43:59–44:01] Like, we were.
[44:01–44:04] And that was a few months, if you wanted a couple months in.
[44:04–44:05] Yeah.
[44:05–44:06] It was fucking rocky for you.
[44:06–44:07] Yeah.
[44:07–44:12] But even compared that eight weeks ago, today, I like.
[44:12–44:17] So if you were looking back at yourself when you had just broken up, you can't know what
[44:17–44:23] three tips would you give yourself if you could like, tell to past you?
[44:23–44:27] Oh, God.
[44:27–44:33] I wish I'd, I wish I'd talk more about like the future.
[44:33–44:36] Like I know we say now, like you just take a day by day.
[44:36–44:37] Yeah.
[44:37–44:39] And back then, even I said, I'm just taking a day by day.
[44:39–44:40] Okay.
[44:40–44:44] But I wish I had told myself more, like Ellie, think of yourself this time next year.
[44:44–44:45] You'll be fine.
[44:45–44:46] Okay.
[44:46–44:47] You can set a mind instead of taking a day by day.
[44:47–44:48] Yeah.
[44:48–44:49] Okay.
[44:49–44:50] I wish I'd reminded myself more like, mm hmm.
[44:50–44:53] You're going to look back at this and be like, oh my God.
[44:53–44:54] Yeah.
[44:54–44:56] And of course, you're going to have your days in your LL, feel like that.
[44:56–44:58] And don't suppress your feelings and let all that out.
[44:58–45:00] But yeah, I wish I'd remind myself more.
[45:00–45:01] that way.
[45:01–45:02] Yeah.
[45:02–45:03] It'll be cramped.
[45:03–45:04] Yeah.
[45:04–45:05] It'll always be wrapped.
[45:05–45:06] Yeah.
[45:06–45:07] I don't think it has three tips.
[45:07–45:09] But I think you need to go through the waves a bit.
[45:09–45:10] Yeah.
[45:10–45:11] You need to go through the motions of it.
[45:11–45:12] Yeah.
[45:12–45:13] I'd say let yourself be sad.
[45:13–45:14] Yeah.
[45:14–45:15] Definitely.
[45:15–45:16] Have don't force yourself not to feel sad.
[45:16–45:17] No.
[45:17–45:18] And cry.
[45:18–45:19] No.
[45:19–45:20] And cry.
[45:20–45:22] Surround yourself with people who, you know, have things planned to do.
[45:22–45:23] Yeah.
[45:23–45:25] Go off the rails for a little bit if you want, because we all need them.
[45:25–45:26] Sorry.
[45:26–45:27] Yeah.
[45:27–45:29] I'm not even going to, like, people say, don't turn to, like, going out and, like,
[45:29–45:33] I'm going to put, like, yeah, I'm not, like, advertising, but, like, yeah.
[45:33–45:34] Sometimes you do.
[45:34–45:37] Even if, even if, going out isn't your thing, like, doing just things that, like,
[45:37–45:39] don't know if it's the aim.
[45:39–45:40] No, not exactly, do it.
[45:40–45:43] Because that, like, maybe, was been scared to do or, like, you didn't do as much.
[45:43–45:44] Jettin' Doppel's poo is, like, meh.
[45:44–45:45] Yeah.
[45:45–45:48] Tryin' in just little things like that, like, we got tattoos and all.
[45:48–45:49] Yeah.
[45:49–45:51] And then, yeah, just know enough pain is only temporary.
[45:51–45:52] Yeah.
[45:52–45:53] Temporary guess where.
[45:53–45:54] Because it does.
[45:54–45:55] It does.
[45:55–45:56] Yeah.
[45:56–45:58] Surround yourself with the nicest themselves where we give these advice.
[45:59–46:00] Or try to.
[46:00–46:01] Try to.
[46:01–46:02] Not Bible.
[46:02–46:03] Nope.
[46:03–46:08] Um, so first one is, when every of my boyfriend has an argument or a disagreement,
[46:08–46:10] he always jumps to being defensive.
[46:10–46:13] And I always end up hurt because he doesn't think before he speaks.
[46:13–46:16] He's always horrible to me, even after talking about it on a few different occasions.
[46:16–46:17] And he still seems to be doing it.
[46:17–46:19] And it's like, everything goes out of the window.
[46:19–46:23] I understand arguing is normal, but he takes it to another level and then just start there crying.
[46:23–46:24] Hurt and crying.
[46:24–46:25] It's embarrassing.
[46:25–46:29] No idea what to do because they never saw myself end things with him, but it's where he's starting to irritate me.
[46:29–46:30] Help.
[46:30–46:32] We have holidays booked too and I'm stressing.
[46:32–46:35] So he's just holding a grudge like I'm just dragging it out.
[46:35–46:37] So he's just a horrible bastard.
[46:37–46:38] God.
[46:38–46:40] He's gonna go on like.
[46:40–46:45] I think like we said, just there about when someone shows someone's true colors when they, when you break up,
[46:45–46:48] it shows their true colors like when they're angry, I think.
[46:48–46:49] Or sad or something.
[46:49–46:50] Yeah.
[46:50–46:52] Doesn't it like when it's a different emotion?
[46:52–46:56] When yeah, when they're going through something like that, it can be nice when they're happy and like.
[46:56–47:00] Everything's going well, but what about when there's a problem and life gets.
[47:00–47:05] Yeah, is he going to treat you like that if like in the future like your kids or something bad?
[47:05–47:06] Yeah.
[47:06–47:07] Yeah.
[47:07–47:08] Yeah.
[47:08–47:10] How someone acts when they have big emotions like that says a lot of that.
[47:10–47:13] What's, um, what's that saying?
[47:13–47:16] Don't make a temper.
[47:16–47:17] Well,
[47:18–47:22] don't make a permanent decision by the temporary feeling kind of thing.
[47:22–47:26] So like he's having a temporary argument.
[47:26–47:27] Yeah.
[47:27–47:30] What he's permanently dragging it in horrible things.
[47:30–47:31] It's awful.
[47:31–47:34] Like being there sat and really hurting, really crying.
[47:34–47:38] And I think that like if someone can sit there and watch you be that's that.
[47:38–47:39] Yeah.
[47:39–47:40] Yeah.
[47:40–47:42] That's like not right.
[47:42–47:43] No.
[47:43–47:46] You're being a horrible thing.
[47:46–47:47] Yeah.
[47:47–47:50] Being able to pinpoint exactly when you feel like that.
[47:50–47:53] Like if if your being made feel like that more than you are.
[47:53–47:54] Being happy.
[47:54–47:55] Yeah.
[47:55–47:56] That thing.
[47:56–47:57] That's a lot.
[47:57–47:58] Yeah.
[47:58–47:59] Yeah.
[47:59–48:03] I think someone who cares about you should care if they're also making it upset.
[48:03–48:04] Yeah.
[48:04–48:05] That's on him.
[48:05–48:06] Yeah.
[48:06–48:07] Yeah.
[48:07–48:08] Yeah.
[48:08–48:11] I think someone who cares about you should care if they're also making it upset.
[48:11–48:12] Yeah.
[48:12–48:13] That's on him.
[48:13–48:14] Yeah.
[48:14–48:15] I would end things.
[48:15–48:17] And he obviously knows that he's making it upset.
[48:17–48:18] Yeah.
[48:18–48:19] But it's so hard.
[48:19–48:20] Easy for me to say I would end things.
[48:20–48:22] But like when you're in it, it's so difficult.
[48:22–48:24] But also now that I have it and it's something like, don't know what now.
[48:24–48:27] Like it's a big decision, but you do.
[48:27–48:28] It's something you have to make.
[48:28–48:29] You come out the other end.
[48:29–48:30] Yeah.
[48:30–48:31] Yeah.
[48:31–48:35] And it's like you have to put yourself first and say I'm not going to let myself sit there and go her all the time.
[48:35–48:36] By this man.
[48:36–48:37] And him get away.
[48:37–48:38] Would it like?
[48:38–48:39] And the hall is locked.
[48:39–48:41] And I'm not staying down here before.
[48:41–48:44] But I feel kinda like, go with your friends.
[48:44–48:46] Book it with some else and said.
[48:46–48:47] Yeah.
[48:47–48:49] The hall, I would feel like.
[48:49–48:50] Yeah.
[48:50–48:53] I wouldn't keep the hall they're saying in your head if I was saying with someone.
[48:53–48:54] Yeah.
[48:54–48:57] Cause you're probably going to find that hall they need her to even more.
[48:57–48:58] Yeah.
[48:58–48:59] There's nothing more to find on the hall this.
[48:59–49:00] Yeah.
[49:00–49:02] And longer you stay in it the longer he's going to hurt you and it's going to keep going.
[49:02–49:03] Yeah.
[49:03–49:07] You need to let him know like it's not okay for him to talk to like that even when he is angry.
[49:07–49:08] Yeah.
[49:08–49:09] Actually I'd have that come to him.
[49:09–49:10] Not mercy.
[49:10–49:11] Yeah.
[49:11–49:12] Just be like here it's actually.
[49:12–49:13] Were you not okay with your saying?
[49:13–49:14] No.
[49:14–49:15] And not normal.
[49:15–49:16] Yeah.
[49:16–49:18] They shouldn't be hard even like calling your horrible names.
[49:18–49:19] I wouldn't tolerate that at all.
[49:19–49:20] No.
[49:20–49:21] No.
[49:21–49:24] My tolerance with man now is.
[49:24–49:25] Yeah.
[49:25–49:26] I don't mean that.
[49:26–49:27] Down on everyone is not what I mean.
[49:27–49:28] No.
[49:28–49:31] When I got with down out I was like if he ever would call me name I'd beat gone.
[49:31–49:32] Yeah.
[49:32–49:33] No.
[49:33–49:34] I wouldn't.
[49:34–49:35] You can call me any name.
[49:35–49:36] No.
[49:36–49:37] Yeah.
[49:37–49:38] And then once they call you any once it's like they can call you again.
[49:38–49:39] Yeah.
[49:39–49:40] They think that that line is broken.
[49:40–49:41] That's about it.
[49:41–49:42] Like.
[49:42–49:43] Yeah.
[49:43–49:44] So let them know.
[49:44–49:45] Yeah.
[49:45–49:46] That's not okay.
[49:46–49:47] Yeah.
[49:47–49:48] And if he keeps down with you.
[49:48–49:49] If you tell someone something they're doing and they keep doing it.
[49:49–49:50] They know respect for you.
[49:50–49:51] No.
[49:51–49:52] They don't care about you.
[49:52–49:53] And that's just a truth.
[49:53–49:54] Like.
[49:54–49:55] So we love you.
[49:55–49:56] Love you.
[49:56–49:58] This guy has been text me and I'm just not.
[49:58–49:59] Yeah.
[49:59–50:00] And if he keeps down with you.
[50:00–50:01] And if you tell someone something they're doing and they keep doing it.
[50:01–50:02] They know respect for you.
[50:02–50:03] No.
[50:03–50:04] They don't care about you.
[50:04–50:06] They don't care about you.
[50:06–50:07] They're not saying what you're saying.
[50:07–50:08] But it's not just inviting me.
[50:08–50:12] As a woman and woman they're saying and I'm just not feeling it?
[50:12–50:13] I get pleasure.
[50:13–50:14] I don't know how I get pleasure.
[50:14–50:15] I don't know how to tell the lie.
[50:15–50:16] And I don't know who that is.
[50:16–50:17] No.
[50:17–50:18] Well let the girl hear you get some of my shade.
[50:18–50:19] I guess you know what it means.
[50:19–50:21] and with that amount of pressure in my heart,
[50:21–50:22] Okay why,
[50:22–50:23] yeah because I can't touch them.
[50:23–50:24] Gotta go.
[50:24–50:25] Come on.
[50:25–50:26] Okay.
[50:26–50:28] I just want to bring,
[50:28–50:29] Son.
[50:29–50:30] Reward.
[50:30–50:31] She'll choose everything.
[50:31–50:32] I'm in danger of your fear,
[50:32–50:33] now.
[50:33–50:38] Thank you. Oh Lord, are you giving them any indication here though that year?
[50:38–50:42] Well, so on tap because Sherry, he wasn't used to be a cat dog my kids and you're just
[50:42–50:48] like, yeah, I just stopped at XM. Yeah, go. So this is giving me major like love
[50:48–50:52] bum and vibes. That's bad. That's all love arms here and then obviously they like
[50:52–50:55] take it back and you get like addicted because you're like, oh my God. Yeah. Why?
[50:55–50:58] They like how they were. Yeah. Nars assist vibes. I also just tell them come here.
[50:58–51:04] You're actually doing too much. I would say I've said would you tell them like, no, I
[51:04–51:08] would know. I would know. I'd avoid that. I would do. Right, but you could be like, look,
[51:08–51:13] I'm actually like only I'd pretend as a money out relationship or like, I don't really
[51:13–51:16] want to be talking to anyone and this is just a bit too much for me. Yeah. Give them
[51:16–51:19] kind of an indication. Don't be like, who are you giving me the fuck an egg? Who are you?
[51:19–51:25] The walk an egg. Yeah. Oh, that is bad. That's kind of like me. Don't I feel like I'm like,
[51:25–51:34] I feel like I move things quite quick. Yeah. Someone like. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Very
[51:34–51:40] quick. Oh, you do. Yeah. Definitely. But sometimes that's just a personality, but I don't
[51:40–51:46] think you'd be talking about where the ladies are. Well, unless they are. It means like if
[51:46–51:52] they brought it up, I'm like, maybe. Yeah. But yeah. I don't I just don't like all the
[51:52–51:56] like small talking all the time. I'd rather like get right into like her to like me. I
[51:56–52:03] know. I'm sorry. I was trying to get over it. I was going on. Yeah. My two way three
[52:03–52:09] boyfriends. Oh, definitely my second and my two like my ex before Dano and Dano. I was
[52:09–52:13] like, are you going to ask me out? Yeah. And they have made the mask. We like. Oh, good
[52:13–52:18] geez. So why get me out to one again and the aunt engaged or propose and we're like,
[52:18–52:23] oh, yeah. So I'm just going on here. I just don't like my life's too short to be
[52:23–52:30] him and Han like. Yeah. Yeah. But yeah. And now I would end things with him. Just
[52:30–52:36] tell him or just stuff. I'd give him an explanation. But yeah. Yeah. I've never
[52:36–52:40] got to someone I've always had to tell them. And I always feel it's because I feel too
[52:40–52:43] guilty. Like I feel very formal, but like I was in Texas in this guy one time. And
[52:43–52:47] this wasn't really feel now. I had to give like a big paragraph of why I don't want
[52:47–52:51] to text anyone. I'm just I'm like, I'm just I'm like, I'm just not feeling this like
[52:51–52:56] I'm going to have a great trip of like all this. And I just felt bad. I was like, if
[52:56–53:01] you leave someone ghosted, like you're leaving them on. Like question themselves. And I
[53:01–53:05] don't like that. I've got one one request like question myself. So I would tell maybe I
[53:05–53:09] wouldn't even go to them. Maybe that's a stretch. But like I think I'd let it kind of
[53:09–53:14] just physically a bit like, yeah, but this man isn't going to let his kids. This man.
[53:14–53:18] Yeah. This one we send you love let us show the door. I feel like look at what we call
[53:18–53:24] them. Look Bob. Bob. I'm not on the mouse. Yeah. Yeah. Just I actually kind of want to
[53:24–53:27] focus on myself for a little while. And don't really want to be talking to anyone.
[53:27–53:31] PS or else. And I feel like this. I feel like it's just getting a bit too much and too
[53:31–53:36] serious for what I wanted. You're such a lovely guy. Literally right now. You're such
[53:36–53:42] a lovely guy and maybe we'll rekindle in the future. Yeah. Not to love. That's a nice
[53:42–53:46] one. Yeah. And I'll say the weekend look because you get your hopes up now. Oh yeah.
[53:46–53:49] I'll be like, you're such a lovely fellow. But I just not what I'm looking for right now.
[53:49–53:53] Yeah. So the last one. Hey girls, bit of a long one. To use ever feel pressure between
[53:53–53:57] the Germany healthy, etc. I fall on an after fitness wagon all the time. Can never understand
[53:57–54:00] why I can keep up feeling guilty for not going not enough.
[54:00–54:03] plan can ruin my week but i want to say in bad for the day i will
[54:03–54:05] but if i want to say in bad for the day i will
[54:05–54:08] how do you steal a thing shit in this way if you's ever to
[54:08–54:10] i've been to the gym for several
[54:10–54:11] it's currently August
[54:11–54:12] are you pro? yeah
[54:12–54:14] oh because the boobs yeah
[54:14–54:16] and how do you feel?
[54:16–54:17] don't make her
[54:17–54:20] the body's a shell that sounds awful actually
[54:20–54:22] don't talk to her i'm just like we did say it's foreign
[54:22–54:25] broadcast and i go through phases of it like yeah
[54:25–54:28] someone said it to me before actually
[54:28–54:32] this one like yeah we're something they were like i'd use me flat in the gym all the time and i was like
[54:32–54:33] you're like
[54:33–54:35] the grandiser isn't it?
[54:35–54:37] like i go through phases but i'm
[54:37–54:41] but Tony cause you're on instagram that like if you're there you like you'd be fun or
[54:41–54:43] yeah so that's why people are like would think that like
[54:43–54:45] yeah yeah i would say whoever that was
[54:45–54:48] last or right now the last thing on my mind is the gym
[54:48–54:50] yeah i mean healthy and all the time
[54:50–54:53] i feel shit when i eat shit
[54:53–54:53] yeah but
[54:54–54:56] but
[54:56–54:59] i'm just in this mind frame of i sound really care right now
[54:59–55:02] yeah i'm not trying to impress anyone like i just
[55:02–55:07] i don't know if i feel like being on and off is better than being off all together
[55:07–55:07] yeah yeah yeah
[55:07–55:09] do you have any if you've got your phases if you're
[55:09–55:11] get like you're doing at one stage
[55:11–55:14] yeah yeah but what i see as good like you're getting a bit fit
[55:14–55:16] you're getting good new to the gym and then if the next week all you want to eat
[55:16–55:18] my thumbs like yeah
[55:19–55:20] bad luck i mean yeah
[55:20–55:22] one week on one week on
[55:22–55:27] um but now i like i find i have a train it's so
[55:27–55:30] having her like keeps me accountable but like if i don't do something i'd be like
[55:30–55:31] denna feel bad
[55:31–55:34] you would do because i'm like i have on the app and you have to take it off and like if that's not
[55:34–55:37] yourself i'll be annoying me i use an app you know i'd actually add that
[55:37–55:41] my fitness pad bottle of water all that now i don't do no do you know i think that's so
[55:41–55:47] unhealthy really yeah i only do it for my like to get my make sure i get on protein and it wouldn't
[55:47–55:50] be too stress with calories right so i make sure i get enough because i know
[55:50–55:53] i don't have enough calories it would never be like i need to eat this like
[55:53–55:58] soul feel because i eat a lot of calories like yeah like i know i'm obviously no expert
[55:58–56:01] to be even talking about this like i think the whole
[56:02–56:05] like restriction yourself of our foods you can eat and stuff i think that's such an
[56:05–56:10] unhealthy way of yeah i'm thinking yeah i should be able to do things like
[56:10–56:14] you should be able to eat what you like when you're like
[56:14–56:19] within reason yeah for yeah i don't put much pressure on myself feel like as long as i'm in the gym
[56:20–56:26] yeah then i'm like well i need like you i get all the fusions i see people
[56:26–56:32] on Instagram it's like you look so consumed with this yeah in such an old way every day thing yeah
[56:32–56:39] like you look like you live no other life mm-hmm then just that yeah like i don't know
[56:39–56:44] it was set yeah i had a training before and like he had me on like such low calories
[56:44–56:48] and training all time with five seven days a week no i was in even on my rest days i was in doing
[56:48–56:55] cardio and like i got so 10 for me like for my yeah yeah like even looking back on a quattro
[56:55–57:00] like and i didn't want that yeah for he was just like no like i didn't need to like it was so bad
[57:00–57:04] like i know it is hard i was fine that balance and stuff but like that wasn't balanced that was
[57:04–57:11] acting as if i'm prepping for a show for eat like no bodybuild yeah yeah fine and the balance of like
[57:12–57:17] you want to work out you but you also want to be able to live you're like life yeah you want to eat
[57:17–57:21] go but you also don't just want to eat fucking let's leave for breakfast and to do yeah and you
[57:21–57:25] don't want to feel guilty if you do want to eat something back you want to have a brownie eat the brownie
[57:25–57:32] babe like yeah yeah yeah i'm just yeah i've never had thank god Jesus touch words and i know so many
[57:32–57:37] girls and boys go through i've never had an on on on healthy relationship with her but um
[57:38–57:42] you can definitely see like how much you can consume people and i've seen scrims of
[57:42–57:49] tons health health no it's scary yeah even like all them run years out tumbler and all when the
[57:49–57:54] tie gap was in fact like like all these exercises you get tie gap but the tie gap is your body
[57:54–57:57] composition it's not your body yeah have your hips are placed like that's not something you can
[57:58–58:04] you can get no like unless you absolutely stare at yourself and like no it's mental when you think
[58:04–58:08] that is it that's how sad well i don't like don't put yourself under too much pressure like
[58:08–58:13] shaleen said being on and off is better than being off yeah all the time yeah if you want to be off
[58:13–58:18] and you're not into the gym and stuff yeah that's fine too it's so it's so hax is so many like
[58:18–58:24] conflicting oh no decisions yeah like then it's like also you have to be like if you want to be
[58:24–58:29] in the gym like it's dedication if you want to get what's hard i know if you're not feeling
[58:29–58:33] that you're not feeling but sometimes also today you're not feeling the best workout to have
[58:33–58:40] yeah when you do go do you know so i need to go back a sub rocky yeah very easy to say my gym
[58:40–58:45] does be sweat and no to warm but aircon want to go straight i had to get another new gym card and
[58:45–58:51] i know like the devil on my i want to relax my eyes because i like this but that was their
[58:51–58:55] dilemmas for this week if we have more on Monday's in extra juice our bonus episodes
[58:55–59:00] document every Monday and you can listen to that on the go learn app or wherever you get your podcasts
[59:00–59:08] and tomorrow we have dilemmas live oh my god live dilemmas oh we're out of think i'm really
[59:08–59:12] good advice i'm not i'm not be allowed to sit in the couch like this i'm literally sitting here
[59:12–59:18] my legs are spread i'm half asleep i'm the good well that took us from improperly like i know yeah
[59:19–59:24] book fuck we fun yeah next time we're in this studio it'll be all over i know
[59:24–59:28] jealousy after stand on ticsock is like enjoy the butterflies enjoy the uh
[59:28–59:31] oh do you ever see that no oh i'm gonna do a live video oh yeah
[59:32–59:36] next you have super skips we take one topic based on the reset episodes and because the
[59:36–59:44] podcast is home i drink we either sip or we skip um this easy super skip is texting someone
[59:44–59:49] super skip like what do you mean like what do you rather text someone or call someone like
[59:49–59:57] is that what you mean just text man jana skip skip i just know what i like i discovered that
[59:57–60:02] i actually don't like meet someone online like obviously i know it's different because i
[60:02–60:08] texted him but i would i've never like went on a day or like i was someone who's texted me
[60:08–60:13] yeah i've only ever texted a sex with someone twice myself and then everyone else has
[60:13–60:16] own ever been people like me first yeah yeah because if i see someone if someone texts me
[60:16–60:20] and i click on their instagram like even though they might be a good looking person i like i just
[60:20–60:25] get the dick yeah i'm not gonna text it ever again i just said no that's not even the dick it's just
[60:25–60:30] like i like to know someone's unless i text them for it but i like to know like they're about it
[60:30–60:36] or something it's like i can't be attracted to someone until i meet them i think i think in that
[60:36–60:40] i think i'm an instagramer or what it's not even an instagram but just in general like i'm not on
[60:40–60:46] any date after i'm but like i think i was out of time to get to know someone online that you don't
[60:46–60:52] know like if i know of someone yeah through someone or something when they text me i think i'd
[60:52–60:57] yeah i'd be more inclined to text them but rather than a complete and order stranger yeah yeah
[60:57–61:02] true but also do you have people to be dating multiple people like you have to tell them the same
[61:02–61:07] factor yourself and over and over again people love that just constantly being entertained
[61:07–61:13] with people are entertaining people you forget what the italian so yeah but you're like
[61:13–61:18] you're gonna get in here what's in here yeah i don't know the taxing thing i just think it takes
[61:18–61:21] up a lot of time yeah because i like when i'm texting someone i will be good like i'll get
[61:21–61:25] refined so then it takes up space in my brain that i have to keep it on it it's so different
[61:25–61:30] years but i like whenever you're a teenager all you did was text people oh yeah hey twale you look like
[61:31–61:38] between msn bivo the phones yeah then there's not key a key platforms on the Samsung ones and all
[61:38–61:42] you fell off there i don't think i was like i don't think i was a big textor no it's younger i was
[61:42–61:46] bbm and i really don't remember being there i think i was a bit awkward right now actually
[61:48–61:51] yeah i don't know what was the great texty but no i actually'm really good
[61:51–61:57] textor now i think i would be like yeah some of the partners sure have a guy i actually i'm like
[61:57–62:01] i just feel like i'm very like yeah you're very entertaining yeah like your
[62:01–62:05] tolerance it was with me didn't i don't know what's going on with you yeah the single
[62:05–62:12] means you're very funny very funny yeah well now i just need to find a man to be funny no i don't
[62:12–62:18] even want to film do you know no no i really couldn't think of that works now like someone to just
[62:18–62:22] be reliant on me and for their happiness like i just listen to hold me when i'm hungover
[62:22–62:27] well yeah without you find but like other than that can you rent a man for all my own
[62:27–62:34] hopefully yeah so taxing is a skip for me i'm a skipper yeah but then again you might meet like
[62:34–62:38] might someone meet someone and you want to talk to them now but like i'd love if they were a phone
[62:38–62:44] car person like really you like just call every few errors just to check it yeah and that's it
[62:45–62:51] not taxing like oh why did you stop taxing someone like like say if i'm like 35 and still single
[62:51–62:56] which is probable like what do you still do taxing like a little thing you know like
[62:56–63:00] when we're younger and baby sexier what's up kiss kiss yeah like on up much you yeah
[63:00–63:02] How do you start a conversation now?
[63:02–63:04] At this age.
[63:04–63:05] Someone's having a conversation with a lot of them.
[63:05–63:06] You're like, just at home with my child?
[63:06–63:09] Like, you don't text them, what's up now, do you?
[63:09–63:12] I feel like it's just a constant conversation that happens.
[63:12–63:15] It's not like you don't end up with a lot of research next day.
[63:15–63:17] You have to be way more constantly trying.
[63:17–63:19] Because back then it was okay to say what's up with now.
[63:19–63:21] They have to think of like chatpline.
[63:21–63:24] They're like, replied to a story or something like that.
[63:24–63:29] I don't think men text us because they might think we don't reply.
[63:29–63:32] But I did just say I'm not going to reply.
[63:32–63:34] Yeah, no, but like, yeah.
[63:34–63:36] It's really probably a waste of time.
[63:36–63:38] I wouldn't actually recommend.
[63:38–63:39] Sorry about that.
[63:39–63:41] Yeah, but like I said, I'd rather meet someone person.
[63:41–63:42] Mm, more tryable.
[63:42–63:44] There's no one in Dublin so.
[63:44–63:46] Dublin's a very small place.
[63:46–63:47] Happy to.
[63:47–63:48] Very small.
[63:48–63:49] Yeah.
[63:49–63:50] So we're skipping.
[63:50–63:51] Skip.
[63:51–63:52] Skip.
[63:52–63:53] Skip.
[63:53–63:54] Bye bye.
[63:54–63:55] And that was it.
[63:55–63:56] That's us.
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[63:58–63:59] And some hope.
[63:59–64:00] Yeah.
[64:00–64:03] That everything always works out and everything is always going to be okay.
[64:03–64:04] Yeah.
[64:04–64:07] And that things happen for a reason and if someone's going to feel it will be.
[64:07–64:08] Yeah.
[64:08–64:09] In the end.
[64:09–64:10] Mm-hmm.
[64:10–64:11] And things, I feel like things always make sense.
[64:11–64:13] You ever get you bad things happen to you.
[64:13–64:16] But then one good thing happens and you're like, if they happen to happen, this one thing
[64:16–64:17] wouldn't be a good thing.
[64:17–64:18] Yeah.
[64:18–64:19] And it all clicks.
[64:19–64:20] Yeah.
[64:20–64:23] It's going to be a day for us where every realization and you're just like, oh.
[64:23–64:25] And it's nice to be leveraged like you just finished a puzzle.
[64:25–64:26] Yeah.
[64:26–64:27] And you put them, yeah.
[64:27–64:29] And it's framed on your wall now.
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