Emergency Rooms & Emigration #36 — Hold My Drink

[00:00–00:05] Hold my drink with Charlie Nenele, a go-laid original podcast,
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[00:22–00:23] No.
[00:23–00:34] I was trying to get my health family to amigrate to Germany after I joined my
[00:34–00:36] I don't have an exchange over there for a month.
[00:36–00:40] If he broke the June, he wanted to be alone, then got a new girlfriend,
[00:40–00:41] but never was checking in on you.
[00:41–00:42] Like, he's saying, my game for you.
[00:42–00:43] That is my games.
[00:44–00:46] Welcome back to this episode of How My Drink with Charlie Nenele,
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[01:55–01:59] So on this week's episode of How My Drink, we talked about immigration.
[01:59–02:04] We talked about leaving the country, our future plans, how like bittersweet it is as well
[02:04–02:09] some people are leaving and times are changing and then we also helped some listeners
[02:09–02:13] with their seafood sauce, the lemon, which some are Australia-related.
[02:13–02:18] And we talked about having sex dreams about your boyfriend's quarters.
[02:18–02:23] We talked about wanting to keep seeing someone with their moving away soon,
[02:23–02:27] what do you do, do you keep it going, do you stop it, make self sad now,
[02:27–02:32] or sad in the future, and then we talked about watching your ex's stories.
[02:32–02:37] So we were interested in that, then we keep you still.
[02:37–02:38] And enjoy it.
[02:38–02:39] Yay!
[02:39–02:41] Welcome back, bitches!
[02:41–02:45] I was just saying tell you, it's like, how do we...
[02:45–02:47] You forgot how we started, like...
[02:47–02:48] Oh, welcome.
[02:48–02:51] We should definitely do a recap of our first episode, I think it'll be for us.
[02:51–02:52] Oh my god, I loved it.
[02:52–02:55] We should do a first, what's it called, first reaction to it?
[02:55–02:56] Of it.
[02:56–02:57] Yeah.
[02:57–02:58] I think we were rattling down it.
[02:58–03:01] I'd say the first episode would talk us an hour through a card, do they?
[03:01–03:05] I don't even think we were rattling, we were just like, what the fuck is going on.
[03:05–03:08] I think we were really going over, which has kind of been a running team.
[03:08–03:09] Yeah.
[03:09–03:10] The heart of the radio.
[03:10–03:11] Oh, this situation.
[03:11–03:12] Yeah.
[03:12–03:14] What happened to the lovely week?
[03:14–03:16] Was it last week you recorded a Monday's album?
[03:16–03:17] It was a Tuesday.
[03:17–03:18] Tuesday, last week?
[03:18–03:19] Well, it wasn't it?
[03:19–03:22] Yeah, that's why I feel like it was not that long ago.
[03:22–03:24] I didn't actually see it last few days.
[03:24–03:26] No, I haven't seen it.
[03:26–03:28] Er, Thursday.
[03:29–03:34] We had an event on a little meatware management on Thursday, wasn't it?
[03:34–03:35] It was actually so good.
[03:35–03:37] It was like a little...
[03:37–03:38] No, it was like...
[03:38–03:39] It was.
[03:39–03:40] It was.
[03:40–03:42] I was like ready to go.
[03:42–03:44] Yeah, like, hey, well, that was like...
[03:44–03:45] Yeah.
[03:45–03:48] Because before we went, I was like, oh, not nervous, but I was like, wow, god, everybody...
[03:48–03:51] I think I always think that I'm going to get in trouble by my management.
[03:51–03:52] Yeah.
[03:52–03:54] I don't know why we got to get in trouble by my management.
[03:54–03:57] We're being all called here to get sacks, to be honest.
[03:57–03:59] But, you know, it was a really good day.
[03:59–04:01] We all went to have to go to the junk town and stay hotel.
[04:01–04:02] A little flea?
[04:02–04:03] Yeah.
[04:03–04:05] Had lovely food and just...
[04:05–04:07] We're in so much fun.
[04:07–04:08] We're in so much fun.
[04:08–04:09] Yeah.
[04:09–04:12] I saw actually there was a comment on a normal, impromptu, protect our people.
[04:12–04:13] I see.
[04:13–04:14] I was just going to come in today.
[04:14–04:15] It was like one in Irish multiverse is this.
[04:15–04:18] Someone comes in and says, oh, my god, so embarrassing.
[04:18–04:20] They have management for TikTok.
[04:20–04:25] I replied to it and was like, no, actually, I have management to help me with my two very successful businesses that I own.
[04:25–04:26] Fuck you.
[04:26–04:28] And she was like, oh, that's brilliant.
[04:28–04:30] I was like, so why did you leave the comments before she came in?
[04:30–04:31] Change her too.
[04:31–04:32] Yeah.
[04:32–04:33] Someone actually we were out.
[04:33–04:35] So in the end of the day, we had to do like little challenges.
[04:35–04:38] So we got put like, we're one person so I was at Laura Johnson.
[04:38–04:42] And we had to go out and make a TikTok in the face of like, like, six minutes or something.
[04:42–04:47] And we were sitting outside and these two men came up and they're like, ah, TikToks.
[04:47–04:49] And I was like, it's actually my full time job.
[04:49–04:51] I was like, you take selfies and put like, social media and a full time job.
[04:51–04:52] And he goes, oh, really?
[04:52–04:53] I was like, yeah.
[04:53–04:54] Yeah.
[04:54–04:55] Fuck you.
[04:55–04:56] Yeah.
[04:56–04:57] No.
[04:57–04:59] And then he's like, oh, it's happening when back into his booth.
[04:59–05:00] And like, what?
[05:00–05:04] No, I'll, like a lot of the comments on it were like, oh my god, who do they think they
[05:04–05:05] are having management?
[05:05–05:07] Well, a people can, I don't know.
[05:07–05:08] I love my own.
[05:08–05:09] She's Christ.
[05:09–05:10] I can't even answer any email.
[05:10–05:11] No.
[05:11–05:12] I'm in my own email.
[05:12–05:13] Nurse.
[05:13–05:14] No.
[05:14–05:15] I just see the money.
[05:15–05:16] My mother just said, like, need it.
[05:16–05:17] Need it.
[05:17–05:24] But I think people also don't know, like, it's like, I think people also don't know, like,
[05:24–05:25] we pay our management.
[05:25–05:26] Yeah.
[05:26–05:27] We pay them.
[05:27–05:28] Yeah.
[05:28–05:32] So it's not like, it's not like when you had a nine to five job and you had a manager in
[05:32–05:36] your job and like, they were paying you to do certain things.
[05:36–05:37] It's not like that.
[05:37–05:38] They take a court of view.
[05:38–05:39] What you're basically, yeah.
[05:39–05:41] So we're paying them and they're helping us.
[05:41–05:42] Yeah.
[05:42–05:43] That's how it kind of worked.
[05:43–05:44] And they help you kind of build up and stuff.
[05:44–05:45] For example, I don't like that.
[05:45–05:49] I think people actually realize how, I think people might realize now that my, obviously my
[05:49–05:52] hair is gender about three weeks now, maybe two weeks or weeks.
[05:52–05:53] Yeah.
[05:53–05:56] But I've in the last week, I've had to put up two rails that only got pre-approved this
[05:56–05:57] week.
[05:57–05:58] Oh, yeah, you're a blunder where I've planned hair.
[05:58–06:00] But I take for like, what's like, what's she doing?
[06:00–06:04] She's not going to delay, but that's how long you have to have like content prep for
[06:04–06:05] beforehand sometimes.
[06:05–06:06] And that's how it works.
[06:06–06:09] Or like something's not in stock or like something like that.
[06:09–06:12] So there's more to it than people know.
[06:12–06:13] Definitely.
[06:13–06:14] Yeah.
[06:14–06:15] So about the half of it.
[06:15–06:17] We have a content calendar and I'll plan your days and weeks and stuff.
[06:17–06:20] And like Lauren was saying in the comments, some people are like, oh, people considered
[06:20–06:21] a job and all.
[06:21–06:24] We're not saying it's like a really, really hard job, but it's time consuming.
[06:24–06:25] Oh, yeah.
[06:25–06:26] There's no doubt about that.
[06:26–06:27] There's no doubt about that.
[06:27–06:28] It takes up time.
[06:28–06:29] It takes up a lot of time.
[06:29–06:30] And it takes me a lot.
[06:30–06:31] It's like a lifestyle.
[06:31–06:32] It's very lonely as well.
[06:32–06:34] Is that really, is that really, I'm really, I can't say it's that lifestyle.
[06:34–06:35] No, what is?
[06:35–06:39] Because you, there's no way you can't bring it into your personal life.
[06:39–06:41] Yeah, you don't turn, you can't turn it off.
[06:41–06:42] Yeah.
[06:42–06:45] Props to people who can because I find that really hard.
[06:45–06:46] Yeah.
[06:46–06:50] Who can you, to like, to tell people you don't even show like a friend, let alone like
[06:50–06:53] a family or nothing like they just have it completely damn or like fashion base or something
[06:53–06:55] but like, I don't know.
[06:55–06:56] Yeah, it hurts.
[06:56–06:59] And you open yourself up to love.
[06:59–07:01] And I share that.
[07:01–07:02] Yeah.
[07:02–07:03] So, yeah.
[07:03–07:04] There was that.
[07:04–07:05] That was her, is it?
[07:05–07:06] Friday, you had your own candy.
[07:06–07:07] I did.
[07:07–07:09] I met so many people that I'm having candy.
[07:09–07:10] Yeah.
[07:10–07:14] And I kept saying to them, I kept saying like, everything was just, we loved podcasts.
[07:14–07:15] I loved the film.
[07:15–07:17] Well, and I kept saying to them, what's your name?
[07:17–07:20] I remember it and I'll say your name.
[07:20–07:21] I'm the one.
[07:21–07:22] I can't remember one thing.
[07:22–07:24] She's running notes because I'm so bad in age.
[07:24–07:25] I'm so sorry, girls.
[07:25–07:28] So, every girl that I met that I said, what's your name?
[07:28–07:29] I met, oh my god.
[07:29–07:30] For you.
[07:30–07:31] Yeah.
[07:31–07:34] I met girls in Saint-Anne Park in Saint-Anne Park.
[07:34–07:35] I met two lovely girls.
[07:35–07:36] Was it two?
[07:36–07:37] No, there was a few actually.
[07:37–07:38] I met another few girls in the Regini Inn.
[07:38–07:39] That's where you went after.
[07:39–07:40] Yeah.
[07:40–07:43] And so, girls, I'm really, really sorry.
[07:43–07:45] I met few in at Move with the Manor.
[07:45–07:46] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[07:46–07:47] I didn't go.
[07:47–07:51] I was like, when we're on, in Smith's, on Saturdays,
[07:51–07:53] I was like, what's the one that Smith is running?
[07:53–07:54] That's where you run, actually.
[07:54–07:55] Paul?
[07:55–07:56] Yeah.
[07:56–07:57] Good?
[07:57–07:58] Yeah.
[07:58–07:59] But, yeah.
[07:59–08:00] And then when Ellie's up there, I'm like, oh, dear.
[08:00–08:01] I'm happy to hear.
[08:01–08:02] Oh, shit.
[08:02–08:06] You, when it takes me so far, and I actually, yeah.
[08:06–08:07] To go with me, you should have.
[08:07–08:08] Yeah.
[08:08–08:10] I just kept being like, I was like, when I opened up, and I
[08:10–08:11] actually come on.
[08:11–08:12] From the town.
[08:12–08:14] We were on the other side of the planet.
[08:14–08:15] Oh, no.
[08:15–08:18] And then I also, right in my ankle, I'm Friday night.
[08:18–08:19] Oh, yes.
[08:19–08:20] That's for right totally.
[08:20–08:21] Oh.
[08:21–08:23] Through these edges of the leg, like just elevated until
[08:23–08:24] little.
[08:24–08:26] I'm just liability honest.
[08:26–08:27] Oh, no.
[08:27–08:28] No, she won't.
[08:28–08:29] No, she won't.
[08:29–08:30] You haven't seen the stuff.
[08:30–08:32] Which, oh, I thought it was going to be black, the sock.
[08:32–08:33] Oh, I wonder if it was.
[08:33–08:34] No, it was not.
[08:34–08:37] If anybody saw me on the floor of the reunion,
[08:37–08:38] I'm just sorry.
[08:38–08:39] Sitting there for a reason.
[08:39–08:40] Don't even think it's right.
[08:40–08:41] Oh, really?
[08:41–08:42] Yeah, I was just sitting.
[08:42–08:43] Just sitting.
[08:43–08:44] If you were to guys, I remember I
[08:44–08:46] and Queen came in and she was like, get
[08:46–08:47] all brilliant.
[08:47–08:48] I was like, I can't.
[08:48–08:49] Like, what?
[08:49–08:50] Yeah.
[08:50–08:51] Is that where St.
[08:51–08:52] Hancock is, Reini?
[08:52–08:53] I don't know.
[08:53–08:54] You haven't ever been to Reini.
[08:54–08:55] Where is that?
[08:55–08:56] North side somewhere.
[08:56–08:58] Like, the side of the Air Force.
[08:58–08:59] Not as too far.
[08:59–09:00] I think.
[09:00–09:03] I don't know. I've never been there in my whole life.
[09:03–09:07] Isn't a mother's place is it like it's so close that you just never attend?
[09:07–09:12] Yeah. Like when I was younger I used to think like Luke and was the world.
[09:12–09:16] I used to think, yeah, no literally. I remember driving to Valley and feeling like you're driving years
[09:16–09:18] and now I get there in five minutes. It's like, what?
[09:18–09:19] Yeah.
[09:19–09:21] Everybody just feels so much bigger and...
[09:21–09:23] Further away, no, a big adventure.
[09:23–09:25] Do you remember going into Smith's toy store?
[09:25–09:26] Oh yeah.
[09:26–09:28] And you look and hope I got in like the toys and everything.
[09:28–09:30] Now you go and I'm on top.
[09:30–09:32] What did you go to?
[09:32–09:34] I was there one or something.
[09:34–09:36] Yeah, I was there one near you.
[09:36–09:39] But like now I'm just looking over the shelf.
[09:39–09:40] Yeah.
[09:40–09:43] It's not having just looked bigger because you're so small.
[09:43–09:44] Big girls now, sure.
[09:44–09:45] Look at us.
[09:45–09:47] We have so many cute babies on the weekends.
[09:47–09:48] You just?
[09:48–09:49] Yeah.
[09:49–09:51] She gets the glue.
[09:51–09:54] Like, I would love one boy.
[09:54–09:57] I'd love to just have it for like a day and get borrow it.
[09:57–09:58] Yeah.
[09:58–09:59] I'm just so...
[09:59–10:03] But I can't wait to have one and have it like half me, half like the person I love.
[10:03–10:05] But like I just think it's so cute.
[10:05–10:06] No.
[10:06–10:07] I don't know.
[10:07–10:08] I genuinely don't know.
[10:08–10:10] I'm so weird about it.
[10:10–10:12] I think as I get older the more I think about it.
[10:12–10:15] Like I've never actually fully taught...
[10:15–10:18] Do I actually want kids like...
[10:18–10:19] Really?
[10:19–10:21] I've just done seeing myself with a child.
[10:21–10:22] Yeah.
[10:22–10:23] I just...
[10:23–10:24] That's not to say that I want.
[10:24–10:25] I will.
[10:25–10:26] I will have kids.
[10:26–10:27] That's really a bit of...
[10:27–10:29] But I just can't picture myself.
[10:29–10:30] How do you know?
[10:30–10:31] Hold my own child.
[10:31–10:32] Yeah, I know.
[10:32–10:33] I'd be like, what are you?
[10:33–10:34] I know.
[10:34–10:35] I think I'd be nice.
[10:35–10:36] I made you.
[10:36–10:37] You were in my stomach last time.
[10:37–10:38] I said, I used to say the child.
[10:38–10:39] I got rest or so.
[10:39–10:41] Boy, you say the child was like, who made you?
[10:41–10:42] Who made you?
[10:42–10:43] Who made you?
[10:43–10:44] I feel like I'd be doing that with a child.
[10:44–10:45] I'd be like, you.
[10:45–10:46] And you're like me.
[10:46–10:47] You came from me.
[10:47–10:48] What?
[10:48–10:49] I don't know.
[10:49–10:50] 3D words.
[10:50–10:51] It's a word.
[10:51–10:52] It's a word.
[10:52–10:53] I'll put it like...
[10:53–10:54] Yeah.
[10:54–10:55] I'm actually here with this.
[10:55–10:56] It's going to make me sound ancient.
[10:56–10:58] I know I always go on about my age.
[10:58–10:59] Bobby is tree.
[10:59–11:01] Oh no, Bobby is 11 weeks old now.
[11:01–11:02] Okay.
[11:02–11:03] When Bobby is 8.
[11:03–11:06] So that's like the kind of life expressly they give a boxer.
[11:06–11:07] Between 8 and 10.
[11:07–11:08] Kind of thing.
[11:08–11:09] Don't say it.
[11:09–11:11] When Bobby is 8, you're going to say something like that.
[11:11–11:12] I'll be 34.
[11:12–11:13] Yeah.
[11:13–11:14] Ew.
[11:14–11:15] Wow.
[11:15–11:17] That's good.
[11:17–11:18] Good.
[11:18–11:19] Yeah.
[11:19–11:20] Curly.
[11:20–11:23] No, I just do not like to stop again.
[11:23–11:24] I'll...
[11:24–11:25] No.
[11:25–11:26] I covered two years away from myself.
[11:26–11:27] I'm 24.
[11:27–11:28] I'm 24.
[11:28–11:29] I'm 21.
[11:29–11:30] Yeah.
[11:30–11:31] Woohoo.
[11:31–11:32] I'm 24.
[11:32–11:33] I'm just going to lie to everyone.
[11:33–11:34] Yeah.
[11:34–11:35] We did nothing for two years.
[11:35–11:36] We didn't experience life.
[11:36–11:37] We didn't get to grow.
[11:37–11:38] We didn't get to go anywhere.
[11:38–11:39] Yeah.
[11:39–11:40] I did fuck all.
[11:40–11:41] I was crying my birthday.
[11:41–11:42] Yeah.
[11:42–11:43] Yeah.
[11:43–11:44] Yeah.
[11:44–11:45] It's really emotional.
[11:45–11:46] Oh, so why is that?
[11:46–11:47] Because we're old.
[11:47–11:48] To use for flat on like 3 ladies.
[11:48–11:49] No.
[11:49–11:50] Well, I...
[11:50–11:51] No.
[11:51–11:52] I was like, I was going...
[11:52–11:53] I used to even cry when I was like, fucking, going, turning it.
[11:53–11:54] Oh, yeah.
[11:54–11:55] I just get really emotional anyway.
[11:55–11:56] I just get emotional.
[11:56–11:57] I just get emotional.
[11:57–11:59] You see the video on me when I came home from my beat last year and I walked into the kitchen.
[11:59–12:00] Oh, yeah.
[12:00–12:01] And I just...
[12:01–12:02] So...
[12:02–12:03] So...
[12:03–12:04] So...
[12:04–12:05] So...
[12:05–12:06] So...
[12:06–12:07] Oh, yeah.
[12:07–12:08] So...
[12:08–12:09] So...
[12:09–12:10] So...
[12:10–12:11] So...
[12:11–12:12] So...
[12:12–12:13] Oh, yeah.
[12:13–12:14] So...
[12:14–12:15] So...
[12:15–12:16] So...
[12:16–12:17] So...
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[12:21–12:23] Or is actors being worn out and beingj​
[12:23–12:24] For being squared.
[12:24–12:28] an guests, if you may, you don't however sit in your lap and you're dancing with her in 2 pm.
[12:28–12:28] Yeah.
[12:28–12:30] Goddamn.
[12:30–12:34] Cause of some sort, I was like, guys, me and I just got off the plane and she just collapsed.
[12:34–12:36] It's absolutely...
[12:36–12:37] I just made it.
[12:37–12:38] notable.
[12:38–12:39] Dugum.
[12:39–12:41] Well, yeah, that was it.
[12:41–12:42] And then yes, I had a video.
[12:42–12:43] Bad.
[12:43–12:44] Yeah?
[12:44–12:46] Turn lights on your Real.
[12:46–12:48] We just feel like....
[12:48–12:49] ...the real image of her behind her eyes.
[12:49–12:54] I'm a remissite being having anxiety and having a fear and being home over.
[12:54–12:57] But I'm just tearing face back because I'm a hoarder.
[12:57–13:01] If any of you see my room, you probably would not want to listen to the podcast because she's a hoarder.
[13:01–13:03] She's something about women.
[13:03–13:04] So, honestly.
[13:04–13:05] It's really bad.
[13:05–13:06] You've a lot of people.
[13:06–13:07] I need to come and aggy.
[13:07–13:08] You really do.
[13:08–13:09] Definitely.
[13:09–13:12] I can just say about a whole, I'm actually being caught from, like, look, I'm not an African actually owner.
[13:12–13:14] If I need that, I can buy it again.
[13:14–13:15] Yeah.
[13:15–13:16] It's not something like that.
[13:16–13:18] And I also had to vacuum back some pot of windows within them.
[13:18–13:19] Okay.
[13:19–13:20] I put them away.
[13:20–13:21] Yeah, it's not good.
[13:21–13:22] I don't think I have enough of you one second.
[13:22–13:25] Although, my dad says, if in doubt, fork it out.
[13:25–13:29] If you're him and in Han, you don't want to.
[13:29–13:30] No trouble at all.
[13:30–13:33] And that goes to every aspect of life.
[13:33–13:34] Give it away.
[13:34–13:39] Your uncle is the main event on Saturdays Friday.
[13:39–13:41] So for days, wait, I tell you.
[13:41–13:43] That's what you're going to say.
[13:43–13:45] For today's way, so I tell you at least for a year.
[13:45–13:48] Three weeks after having boobs or a surgery.
[13:48–13:52] So for the last three weeks, the top of my body wasn't very functional.
[13:52–13:54] And now it's the bottom of my body.
[13:54–13:55] Yeah, just a lot of it.
[13:55–14:00] You don't like my mom says when I was younger, I was never what I would an arson or an elbow.
[14:00–14:01] What's that mean?
[14:01–14:02] It was always something wrong with me.
[14:02–14:05] She's like, yeah, I always had a bump or a scab or a bruiser.
[14:05–14:07] There was always something wrong with me.
[14:07–14:08] Always.
[14:08–14:09] So.
[14:09–14:11] And you only felt that one step.
[14:11–14:12] One step.
[14:12–14:15] So I was in the reunion.
[14:15–14:16] And I was going down to the side.
[14:16–14:17] I think I was talking to somebody.
[14:17–14:18] It's highly intoxicated.
[14:18–14:19] So I looked at them.
[14:19–14:21] I think I was talking to somebody who was at the bottom of the series.
[14:21–14:24] So I was looking at them instead of looking at the step.
[14:24–14:26] So I do sometimes at home as well though.
[14:26–14:28] You think the next part is the floor.
[14:28–14:29] Getting the food.
[14:29–14:30] Do you ever get a heart just stops?
[14:30–14:31] Yeah.
[14:31–14:33] So I thought I was on the second last step.
[14:33–14:37] And I talked the next thing was the floor.
[14:37–14:38] But there was another step.
[14:38–14:40] So I completely missed that.
[14:40–14:43] Went down on my right foot and just fell.
[14:43–14:44] Did you fall?
[14:44–14:46] Did your ankle go like that to the sides?
[14:46–14:47] Yeah, twisted out.
[14:47–14:49] And I had like platform boots on.
[14:49–14:50] I twisted out.
[14:50–14:52] And then I was just sitting there.
[14:52–14:55] And the lovely Scrooge man that came and gave me money and all of them were.
[14:55–14:56] Money?
[14:56–14:57] What?
[14:57–14:59] I was looking at the windshield with flame.
[14:59–15:01] I just say, war.
[15:01–15:04] I was looking at the window thinking of money.
[15:04–15:05] What was I doing?
[15:05–15:06] Money on my mind.
[15:06–15:07] Oh, God.
[15:07–15:08] There are going to be war on.
[15:08–15:10] Help me and.
[15:10–15:11] God open.
[15:11–15:12] Anyway, they were like, no, go home.
[15:12–15:13] Put ice on it.
[15:13–15:14] And I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[15:14–15:15] I promised.
[15:15–15:16] No, I just say that.
[15:16–15:18] I went to another pub and just say that.
[15:18–15:20] Which definitely did not help.
[15:20–15:21] But I was drunk.
[15:21–15:22] So I could feel the pain.
[15:22–15:24] No, went home and all like.
[15:24–15:27] Walks up the stairs, grind a bottle.
[15:27–15:29] And then I woke up the next morning and started running me.
[15:29–15:31] And I was like, oh, fuck.
[15:31–15:32] Yeah, I just saw.
[15:32–15:34] And I was like, oh my god.
[15:34–15:35] Her and Sean are going to be.
[15:35–15:37] I don't know if he's no, but he's planning on some fifths.
[15:37–15:39] But he broke his ankle.
[15:39–15:40] That's easy.
[15:40–15:42] I was just afraid I might understand the shit with the wheel around the beast.
[15:42–15:43] No, absolutely.
[15:43–15:44] I was just afraid that it was broken.
[15:44–15:45] Yeah.
[15:45–15:46] When I was a bit of a hypercrime drag as well,
[15:46–15:48] I was just sitting in the kitchen screen and crying.
[15:48–15:49] I think it was broken.
[15:49–15:50] Yeah.
[15:50–15:51] I was just crying.
[15:51–15:53] And my mom was like, what you stop you, not what if it was broken?
[15:53–15:55] You couldn't, you'd be an excruciate.
[15:55–15:56] Yeah, I feel like you were.
[15:56–15:57] Oh my god.
[15:57–15:58] You couldn't even move your toe.
[15:58–15:59] I remember.
[15:59–16:00] Yeah, only two.
[16:00–16:01] My toe was good move.
[16:01–16:02] Never in the other guy.
[16:02–16:03] Yeah, they can all kind of move now.
[16:03–16:04] Which is good.
[16:04–16:07] So I went to the her message.
[16:07–16:09] I don't know if he's a remember if you followed me on Instagram.
[16:09–16:10] Do you remember my finger thing?
[16:10–16:11] Oh, yeah, your finger.
[16:11–16:12] We told on the podcast.
[16:12–16:13] Oh, do you think it proves that?
[16:13–16:16] My mom said she was like, no, don't start all that fucking Instagram fiasco with your leg.
[16:16–16:20] She was like, we were sick of hearing about your finger when it happened.
[16:20–16:22] That's like, man, let me help my mom.
[16:22–16:23] It's my life.
[16:23–16:24] But I am.
[16:24–16:27] We were going to go to a video.
[16:27–16:28] I call it.
[16:28–16:29] Yeah, that thing.
[16:29–16:33] But my mom then said she was like, the door was really far away from the.
[16:33–16:34] Carp.
[16:34–16:35] Okay.
[16:35–16:36] That's not a good idea.
[16:36–16:37] Let's get into the her message.
[16:37–16:38] Yeah.
[16:38–16:39] We went to the her message.
[16:39–16:40] We went in.
[16:40–16:41] Went to like their emergency department.
[16:41–16:43] And she your woman was like, I don't know if we'll get to see you today.
[16:43–16:44] If you don't have an appointment.
[16:44–16:45] So she's like, just see her in wake.
[16:45–16:47] But like my mom has to get me a wheelchair.
[16:47–16:51] From the car from my dad had to pull up to the dorm and I got me a wheelchair.
[16:51–16:53] I was just rolling around in there.
[16:53–16:54] And.
[16:54–16:57] But I went in a court pass three and I was home by five and block.
[16:57–16:58] Well, which was good.
[16:58–16:59] You got to scan that quickly.
[16:59–17:00] And I was like, yeah, I'm going to.
[17:00–17:01] I got an X ray on it.
[17:01–17:02] Do you know what I mean?
[17:02–17:03] I'm going to have an X ray.
[17:03–17:04] Don't think I'm going to put like this.
[17:04–17:05] Tying over you.
[17:05–17:06] Like a gown.
[17:06–17:07] Yeah.
[17:07–17:08] Something it's like a heavy thing.
[17:08–17:11] Is it in case your pregnant soul like the radiation doesn't go into you?
[17:11–17:13] No, because you just can't get one of your pregnant.
[17:13–17:14] You're not noticed.
[17:14–17:15] Because the radiation does go into you.
[17:15–17:16] Didn't ask me was I.
[17:16–17:17] There's no chance I am like.
[17:17–17:18] No.
[17:18–17:19] I don't know.
[17:19–17:20] And then my boobs as well.
[17:20–17:22] I was afraid like, oh God, was the radiation.
[17:22–17:23] There's something to the moon.
[17:23–17:24] No.
[17:24–17:25] No.
[17:25–17:26] No.
[17:26–17:27] No.
[17:27–17:28] No.
[17:28–17:29] No.
[17:29–17:30] No.
[17:30–17:31] No.
[17:31–17:32] No.
[17:32–17:33] No.
[17:33–17:34] No.
[17:34–17:35] I was like, shit.
[17:35–17:36] But anyway, got an X ray.
[17:36–17:37] Did you have a body?
[17:37–17:38] No.
[17:38–17:39] It was just an acable.
[17:39–17:40] Yeah.
[17:40–17:41] Got an X ray.
[17:41–17:42] Came back.
[17:42–17:43] He said it's not broken.
[17:43–17:44] I said, woohoo.
[17:44–17:45] So he said it's a sprain.
[17:45–17:46] And I was like, okay.
[17:46–17:48] So I have this like compression sock on it.
[17:48–17:50] And I have to do rice.
[17:50–17:51] Rice.
[17:51–17:52] Rice.
[17:52–17:53] Rice.
[17:53–17:54] Rest.
[17:54–17:55] Oh, yeah.
[17:55–17:56] I'm compression and elevation.
[17:56–17:57] I'm currently in the studio.
[17:57–17:58] My photo panel is still.
[17:58–17:59] Mm hmm.
[17:59–18:00] And my fluffy.
[18:00–18:02] I love you, Saaghania, I need to put ice on it and stuff.
[18:02–18:05] All I can have to ask them was, well, I'd be ready for Friday.
[18:05–18:07] I've got to live with you.
[18:07–18:08] Two hands.
[18:08–18:10] I think you would.
[18:10–18:11] I hope.
[18:11–18:12] I hope to God.
[18:12–18:14] If I just put, it's like loads of ice on it.
[18:14–18:15] Yeah, my hair don't want tomorrow and platinum.
[18:15–18:17] So I'm going to bring ice in, we'll probably.
[18:17–18:18] Yeah.
[18:18–18:20] A bag of broccoli and say, and it shows you can't eat.
[18:20–18:21] I put that in the freezer.
[18:21–18:22] Yeah.
[18:22–18:23] Just keep putting ice on it.
[18:23–18:24] I need to get neurofeng, because there's
[18:24–18:25] anti-inflammatory and neuroflem.
[18:25–18:26] Yeah, neuroflem.
[18:26–18:29] And let's just pray I'm not making it work.
[18:29–18:30] I can hobble on my toe.
[18:30–18:33] No, I think if I'd, I'd say people, some people don't even
[18:33–18:35] rest it like, and you're doing so good, put it up and off.
[18:35–18:36] Yeah.
[18:36–18:37] So it's a, it's fine.
[18:37–18:39] Just story of my life.
[18:39–18:41] There's just always something.
[18:41–18:43] I've got, maybe that's why I was crying a bad last night.
[18:43–18:44] I got really down.
[18:44–18:45] Did you?
[18:45–18:46] Yeah, I got really down.
[18:46–18:49] That was kind of like when I was saying after my boobs, I felt like I could have.
[18:49–18:50] So, yeah.
[18:50–18:52] What's the cult?
[18:52–18:54] I hate relying on being needed to.
[18:54–18:55] Yeah.
[18:55–18:56] You're so healthy.
[18:56–18:57] You're so healthy.
[18:57–18:58] You're so healthy.
[18:58–18:59] Yeah.
[18:59–19:01] I was asking Jack, I was asking Jack and I have a glass of water.
[19:01–19:06] He's like, oh, and then he was like, oh, I'm just starting to take glass of water like
[19:06–19:07] what?
[19:07–19:11] Like my life, and I snore to a bit about my, I like to fail them getting annoyed.
[19:11–19:12] And I was like, can I do it?
[19:12–19:14] Or even Bobby, obviously, if I can 12, we go, poppy.
[19:14–19:15] And he was in.
[19:15–19:16] I'm using all the time.
[19:16–19:19] Oh, he was in at my four trying to eat and all the time.
[19:19–19:23] Oh, but yeah, the feeling of help is I got really down.
[19:23–19:24] That's why I was crying.
[19:24–19:25] Yeah.
[19:25–19:26] So I just sat like, oh, God.
[19:26–19:27] Just sat.
[19:27–19:28] Yeah, but I'm so happy.
[19:28–19:29] I'm so happy for him.
[19:29–19:30] I'm also a hyper-conjure.
[19:30–19:33] Why would he think it's going to happen?
[19:33–19:34] No, I think I think it's worse.
[19:34–19:35] Oh, it's worse.
[19:35–19:36] Yeah.
[19:36–19:37] I just need to.
[19:37–19:38] Yeah.
[19:38–19:39] Like if it was broke, it's not broke.
[19:39–19:40] Because for some time.
[19:40–19:42] Sean, when Sean's one is broken, he was driving the day.
[19:42–19:43] It was a very, my text him.
[19:43–19:46] I looked at his story and he was in drives.
[19:46–19:47] No, that can be right.
[19:47–19:48] It's a commodity flipped.
[19:48–19:49] I was like, no, he's in the drive.
[19:49–19:52] I have a voice in the form of actually, I asked him yesterday.
[19:52–19:54] He was testing and he was like, how's it for?
[19:54–19:57] But he could drive it a broke and then he would definitely walk on the anchor.
[19:57–20:01] But I was like, Sean, why did they shave the leg that didn't get a surgery?
[20:01–20:03] They probably meant to do the wrong one or something.
[20:03–20:04] I don't know.
[20:04–20:06] Is it for a vein or something, maybe?
[20:06–20:07] No.
[20:07–20:08] What was the purpose of shaving?
[20:08–20:09] It's just like where?
[20:09–20:10] Do you send a voice on the back?
[20:10–20:11] I think so.
[20:11–20:15] We were saying as well, it's what you know what the egg is.
[20:15–20:20] When someone breaks their leg or something and like just goes around with no sock on it
[20:20–20:22] and just has like two toes, they're going to.
[20:22–20:24] No, I'm the walk-and-ick with this thing.
[20:24–20:26] No, you're from the way I'm walking with a fluffy sock on it.
[20:26–20:28] You let the car stand and just tell us, like, now I can.
[20:28–20:29] Well, I play what you said?
[20:29–20:30] Yeah.
[20:30–20:32] Let's hope it's super well, because Sean.
[20:32–20:37] Like just like nutrition, like what's really going on for everybody?
[20:37–20:38] What?
[20:38–20:40] Because it's like a whole coping process.
[20:40–20:41] I'm walking with my walk.
[20:41–20:47] I will take the swallow away like because ill-fork and flush out the toxins at an angle.
[20:47–20:49] Like it's a lower-the-war imagination.
[20:49–20:54] But I have all these mountains that I forget what I'm saying because I just can't get alienally.
[20:55–20:59] And I can't say anyone like I'm going off me rocker.
[20:59–21:04] Life, so it's worth, life, compression and elevation.
[21:04–21:05] Okay, tell you whether.
[21:05–21:06] That's not for perstays.
[21:06–21:07] That's all I remember.
[21:07–21:08] So Sean, perstays.
[21:08–21:09] Hey, thank you.
[21:09–21:10] Thank you.
[21:10–21:11] Thank you.
[21:11–21:12] Thank you.
[21:12–21:13] Well, yeah, now that's my way of feeling it.
[21:13–21:15] I tell you what you got in one leg, shapes.
[21:15–21:16] Yeah, I don't know.
[21:16–21:18] I'm thinking of having me on a S and a.
[21:18–21:19] I don't get them.
[21:19–21:23] I really don't put the nourishing side in the room, which is just so nice to me.
[21:23–21:24] Really?
[21:24–21:25] Yeah, she was so nice.
[21:25–21:26] Like, just so lovely.
[21:26–21:27] Do I ever tell you about?
[21:27–21:28] Oh, God.
[21:28–21:35] I never tell you about when I book myself into the hermitage for an MRI.
[21:35–21:36] No.
[21:36–21:37] Why did you do that?
[21:37–21:38] What's in it?
[21:38–21:39] Look at that for your brain.
[21:39–21:40] An MRI is a big machine.
[21:40–21:41] You're going to get scared.
[21:41–21:42] Oh, just like that.
[21:42–21:44] They have to wear earphones on you because they're in there.
[21:44–21:45] You're like cost-a-probe.
[21:45–21:46] Yeah, the noise of it.
[21:46–21:47] Like it's taking the shape.
[21:47–21:48] Oh, I didn't want it in there.
[21:48–21:49] And I've got cotscan.
[21:49–21:50] I've got cotscan.
[21:50–21:57] Oh, an MRI is terrifying, but why did you work yourself in?
[21:57–21:58] Because I have a sore wrist.
[21:58–21:59] Oh, I remember that wrist.
[21:59–22:00] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[22:00–22:03] Was the carpal tunnel or something like that?
[22:03–22:04] No, they taught a lot.
[22:04–22:11] But then it just ended up being a really, really tiny bone in my wrist that's broken.
[22:11–22:13] Like, you can't put a car sound around.
[22:13–22:14] It's so tiny.
[22:14–22:15] It's still in there.
[22:15–22:18] It's broken, but every now and again, I don't know if it moves a certain way.
[22:18–22:19] The pain is excruciating.
[22:19–22:20] So I sent myself for an MRI.
[22:20–22:21] It's so huge.
[22:21–22:22] It's over it.
[22:22–22:23] That's a great one.
[22:23–22:25] Is that what they told you after the MRI?
[22:25–22:26] Yeah, it was like this.
[22:26–22:27] It's just a tiny bone.
[22:27–22:28] It can't be done.
[22:28–22:29] Why didn't it just X-ray it?
[22:29–22:30] Why did you get the whole bone?
[22:30–22:31] MRI sees like veins.
[22:31–22:32] Okay.
[22:32–22:33] A little tissue.
[22:33–22:34] Yeah.
[22:34–22:35] So, like that.
[22:35–22:36] I remember we had the episode saying that we didn't.
[22:36–22:37] I'll just go figure in our sans.
[22:37–22:38] X-ray is excellent.
[22:38–22:39] X-ray is excellent.
[22:39–22:40] What the fuck?
[22:40–22:41] What is that?
[22:41–22:46] I want to put the gel on your body and then all of a sudden they can see your organs.
[22:46–22:47] How?
[22:47–22:48] I'm a baby floating around.
[22:48–22:51] How can you see that from a little plastic stick that you're rubbing on?
[22:51–22:58] The girl actually who brought me from my, um, brought me forward the X-ray.
[22:58–23:00] Like she would wheeled me down to the X-ray.
[23:00–23:01] Yeah.
[23:01–23:02] Oh my gosh.
[23:02–23:03] She was flying me around her.
[23:03–23:04] I was just hospital.
[23:04–23:05] She was brilliant.
[23:05–23:06] When I was leaving the girl.
[23:06–23:07] So like, let me know how she's driving her drive and is.
[23:07–23:09] Now she was flying me around my brain.
[23:09–23:10] Oh my gosh.
[23:10–23:12] But she was saying to me, she was like, if they can't see something in X-ray they might have
[23:12–23:13] to do on her mind.
[23:13–23:14] Okay.
[23:14–23:15] Yeah.
[23:15–23:19] But like people are actually an Instagram scary me being like, oh I spray my ankle too and
[23:19–23:21] I'm recovering eight weeks later.
[23:21–23:22] I'm like, bitch, eight weeks.
[23:22–23:24] No, but people are scary me.
[23:24–23:26] Yeah, but I'm like, get a second.
[23:26–23:28] You have to get a second opinion and all of a sudden you're broken.
[23:28–23:29] I'm like, no, I don't know.
[23:29–23:30] No, I think you know all about it.
[23:30–23:31] It was broken.
[23:31–23:32] Yeah.
[23:32–23:33] I don't think it is.
[23:33–23:34] Yeah, it would.
[23:34–23:36] I don't think you'd move once broken because you can't.
[23:36–23:37] No, it's a good.
[23:37–23:38] No, I can bend it.
[23:38–23:39] Yeah, no, it's fine.
[23:39–23:41] It just feels fast here.
[23:41–23:42] Yeah.
[23:42–23:43] Very fast.
[23:43–23:44] Yeah.
[23:44–23:45] Yeah.
[23:45–23:46] That's great crack.
[23:46–23:49] Can everyone say a prayer for me that I get to do a pill one like one prayer?
[23:49–23:50] Yeah.
[23:50–23:51] I thought I get to do a pill that I can get to do a prayer.
[23:51–23:52] Yeah.
[23:52–23:53] I feel like I'm working on it before.
[23:53–23:54] I know.
[23:54–23:55] I got one before.
[23:55–23:56] I wasn't feeling in my West.
[23:56–23:57] That's just so weak.
[23:57–23:59] I don't want people to think I'm just.
[23:59–24:08] Yeah, but you're not saying the thing, if you're not walking I don't know if it's a long way
[24:08–24:09] to walk.
[24:09–24:16] I feel like you're rubbing the wheelchair to someone else.
[24:16–24:17] You're in this plenty of way.
[24:17–24:19] I also couldn't use crutches either.
[24:19–24:20] No, because the boobs.
[24:20–24:21] Yeah.
[24:21–24:26] So she was like, we'll give you a crutches and crutches and a strap and all.
[24:26–24:27] And I was like, I can't take the crutches.
[24:27–24:28] What's a strap?
[24:28–24:29] Like for my uncle.
[24:29–24:30] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[24:30–24:35] She's not like, I'm not a hold of my own body weight.
[24:35–24:37] So that's definitely why I got sad last night.
[24:37–24:38] I just feel sorry for myself.
[24:38–24:40] Yeah, I just have bad moods that you're in.
[24:40–24:43] You're just nobody else feels sorry for my family definitely.
[24:43–24:45] Yeah, so on a Sunday night, it's there.
[24:45–24:47] But I had a few of them because he wanted to go into the loop hoping that I'm sorry.
[24:47–24:52] And I was like, I need to go hospital and he was like, oh, fuck sake, I do everything for everyone else.
[24:52–24:53] I'm a dog.
[24:53–24:54] Oh, my uncle.
[24:54–24:55] Help me.
[24:55–24:56] I'm really sick.
[24:56–24:57] Yeah, I'm sick.
[24:57–25:01] So you got to go, yes, they don't sound good.
[25:01–25:03] Well, that's my way to say sorry.
[25:03–25:04] I'm going to go to the stool.
[25:05–25:07] There's just always something I know.
[25:07–25:08] But like, get a break.
[25:08–25:10] I said, my friends last night, we were all watching the violence.
[25:10–25:13] And I was like, we literally at one point, something is wrong with someone.
[25:13–25:16] No one is ever just happy at once.
[25:16–25:18] It's kind of tragic what's funny at the time.
[25:18–25:20] When it's something obviously not really serious.
[25:20–25:22] When is my break?
[25:22–25:23] I'd love to know.
[25:23–25:24] Yeah.
[25:24–25:25] Any breaks.
[25:25–25:28] Seriously, any break down my lens.
[25:28–25:29] Yeah.
[25:29–25:32] Honestly, I think life is never ever going easy.
[25:32–25:34] It's time we've got six months into the year.
[25:34–25:35] I know.
[25:35–25:37] And the violence on, like, what the fuck?
[25:37–25:39] I think the violence is not starting until July, you know.
[25:39–25:42] Because this year it's like two, it's like 10 or 12 weeks.
[25:42–25:43] And it's going to be eight years.
[25:43–25:44] Longer?
[25:44–25:45] Yeah, it's all January.
[25:45–25:46] Oh, Lord.
[25:46–25:47] Yeah.
[25:47–25:48] By time they called it.
[25:48–25:49] Yeah, it's in the villa.
[25:49–25:50] Charlie and work.
[25:50–25:53] Imagine being strutting into the thing.
[25:53–25:54] Was it?
[25:54–25:55] Are we good?
[25:55–25:56] You'd be brilliant.
[25:56–25:58] I don't know how to go for a 12 year.
[25:58–26:01] It's like, I think Luke, I guess, like just now.
[26:01–26:02] No.
[26:02–26:06] Just gives me a player and now I'm so pretty game has been with me before the girls in there,
[26:06–26:10] which I get, but like, I just don't get you anyone vibes off them.
[26:10–26:11] Oh, yeah.
[26:11–26:14] Plus I actually follow his ex girlfriends.
[26:14–26:15] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[26:15–26:16] And I really like her.
[26:16–26:17] So I'm just like, oh, see it all.
[26:17–26:18] I just like, no.
[26:18–26:19] My dad loves it.
[26:19–26:23] My dad is like, thank God you are not on that show.
[26:23–26:25] I guess we're in the middle of the world.
[26:25–26:27] Just when the five of us are watching, I'm telling the rest.
[26:27–26:28] So can the face of it, you're on it.
[26:28–26:30] I'm like, I close my eyes.
[26:30–26:31] Oh, no.
[26:31–26:32] Yeah.
[26:32–26:33] No, no, no.
[26:33–26:35] Yesterday I can see you and Daviday.
[26:35–26:38] By the way, these are spoilers if you haven't watched the episode.
[26:38–26:39] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[26:39–26:40] We're on Monday right now.
[26:40–26:42] So if you're listening Wednesday, you probably are caught up.
[26:42–26:44] We are so now and I everybody watches it as well.
[26:44–26:45] So we're keeping short.
[26:45–26:46] Yeah.
[26:46–26:51] But yeah, Luke, I, who would you go for right now?
[26:51–26:53] Do you have to pick one for me?
[26:53–26:55] Um, Jack's probably.
[26:55–26:56] I was going to say that.
[26:56–26:57] Yeah.
[26:57–26:59] I'm going to pick for Luke at a very much my type.
[26:59–27:00] Pretty boy.
[27:00–27:01] Like.
[27:00–27:02] Blue because I think it's a dick.
[27:03–27:04] I think it's a dick.
[27:04–27:06] No, not just a mean, but like a player like.
[27:06–27:07] Yeah.
[27:07–27:08] Yeah.
[27:08–27:09] Not into Davide.
[27:10–27:12] Not into...
[27:12–27:14] Yeah, Davide is beautiful.
[27:14–27:15] Look, man, what the fuck man, he has...
[27:15–27:17] Who wants to get left again, Liam?
[27:17–27:18] Liam, I like him.
[27:18–27:19] I like him.
[27:19–27:20] He'd be my kind of...
[27:20–27:21] I would've... I would've went for him.
[27:21–27:22] Yeah, very sweet, like...
[27:22–27:23] Very sad that he left.
[27:23–27:25] Yeah, very very sad.
[27:25–27:26] And then...
[27:27–27:28] Yeah, that's kind of it.
[27:28–27:31] I think Ecconsuit and Davide suit each other to the ground.
[27:31–27:32] To a tee.
[27:32–27:34] Oh, they'd be mental together.
[27:34–27:36] The two of them are two.
[27:36–27:37] Yeah.
[27:38–27:39] Mars.
[27:39–27:40] Did you see there doing what you...
[27:40–27:41] Oh, what's called?
[27:41–27:42] Never having ever.
[27:42–27:44] And there, like, been in the mile hall.
[27:44–27:45] It's called, you only have six left.
[27:45–27:46] Yeah.
[27:46–27:47] And Ecconsuit was like,
[27:47–27:48] Jesus Christ, she has to say what happened.
[27:48–27:49] I don't know.
[27:50–27:52] She's a bit mad all together.
[27:52–27:54] Like, I don't know how people get away with that.
[27:54–27:55] Do you reckon she would have to see it?
[27:55–27:56] And I just like, turn it on.
[27:56–27:58] I reckon it happens that like, private jets.
[27:58–27:59] Yeah, true.
[27:59–28:02] Can't imagine being on a Ryanair fly, having a shag in the toilet.
[28:02–28:04] Here in the wall, it's just like knocking.
[28:04–28:06] You can barely put one person in there in the middle of a mic too.
[28:06–28:09] I love the girls that I love India.
[28:09–28:11] And I think her and Ecconsuit...
[28:11–28:13] She's not into Ecconsuit.
[28:13–28:15] Ecconsuit is not given, like, more.
[28:15–28:16] She's very...
[28:16–28:17] I don't think she's had much air time.
[28:17–28:18] Well, yeah, there's...
[28:18–28:19] Yeah, probably that as well.
[28:19–28:21] But even when you're talking to the beach, what now?
[28:21–28:23] It's just very like, does she even want to be there?
[28:23–28:24] She's in the port.
[28:24–28:25] Yeah.
[28:25–28:26] I like Tammy.
[28:26–28:27] Really like Tammy.
[28:27–28:28] Yeah.
[28:28–28:29] He's very...
[28:29–28:32] Like, I think he had to harm everyone.
[28:32–28:33] He's very harsh.
[28:33–28:34] Last night he was very to the...
[28:34–28:35] Like, there was actually a cliff.
[28:35–28:36] It wasn't last night.
[28:36–28:37] I see him out in the...
[28:37–28:38] In Tetsumoran.
[28:38–28:39] And Luke was go mad that...
[28:39–28:40] Jacks was talking to...
[28:40–28:41] Had you talked to Gemma?
[28:41–28:42] Oh, sure.
[28:42–28:43] And Andrew...
[28:43–28:45] So Jacks was over talking to Tashik.
[28:45–28:46] And Andrew was just sitting there.
[28:46–28:47] He was like, I don't mind.
[28:47–28:48] And Luke was like, well, I mind.
[28:48–28:49] They usually put him on it too.
[28:49–28:51] And Tammy was like, well, you're Luke and he's Andrew.
[28:51–28:52] Yeah.
[28:52–28:53] And like, do you ever...
[28:53–28:54] I'm like, I like that.
[28:54–28:57] Like, Tammy said something that made me laugh when...
[28:57–28:59] Jacks came in, but I can't remember what was.
[28:59–29:01] I think it was when Jacks came in.
[29:01–29:02] Really?
[29:02–29:03] He said something really awry.
[29:03–29:04] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[29:04–29:05] That's just typical.
[29:05–29:06] Yeah.
[29:06–29:07] The awrys were so good in itself.
[29:07–29:08] Oh, no.
[29:08–29:09] They don't give them enough...
[29:09–29:10] No.
[29:10–29:12] And him and Amber are kind of cute.
[29:12–29:13] Hmm.
[29:13–29:15] But I don't know if she's waiting on someone else's command.
[29:15–29:16] Oh, I think so potentially.
[29:16–29:17] She's not...
[29:17–29:19] I feel like she's not, like, giving her whole self.
[29:19–29:20] I think that's the problem with that.
[29:20–29:22] It's like, people are standing off because they're like,
[29:22–29:25] I don't want to give my everything to him if someone on rail comes in.
[29:25–29:26] Yeah, what do I do with that?
[29:26–29:27] I like that.
[29:27–29:28] Even if someone might never come in.
[29:28–29:29] But like...
[29:29–29:30] Did you see?
[29:30–29:31] I can still be talking to Jacks and like,
[29:31–29:33] yeah, if you had come in, yes, I would've picked you.
[29:33–29:35] I suppose I've played the game.
[29:35–29:36] You got...
[29:36–29:38] You got part of the yesterday, like, I know.
[29:38–29:40] But then she was mad about David A. before, that wasn't she?
[29:40–29:41] Yeah.
[29:41–29:42] Yeah.
[29:42–29:43] So, well, every fella that comes in...
[29:43–29:44] Yeah.
[29:44–29:45] I don't know.
[29:45–29:46] Something gives me...
[29:46–29:47] I like her.
[29:47–29:48] I love her confidence.
[29:48–29:49] Oh, I'd love to be like that.
[29:49–29:50] So, when he...
[29:50–29:51] I would love it.
[29:51–29:54] Someone asked me last night, what ever went to the house, and I was like, now, everyone's
[29:54–29:55] out.
[29:55–29:56] No, no, no, no, no.
[29:56–29:57] The only reason I'm holding is I am just...
[29:57–29:58] I hate confrontation.
[29:58–30:00] It makes me so uncomfortable.
[30:00–30:01] Yeah.
[30:01–30:02] Like, I wouldn't be able for that.
[30:02–30:05] And I feel like something like that, you have to be able for confrontation.
[30:05–30:06] You have to be able to give it a try.
[30:06–30:07] To get it kind of thing.
[30:07–30:08] Yeah.
[30:08–30:09] And I just...
[30:09–30:12] I think I actually would be able to end that situation, because in the moment you're
[30:12–30:13] shouting, I'll wear this very life.
[30:13–30:14] I'm like, ugh.
[30:14–30:15] No, I couldn't.
[30:15–30:16] I think I could.
[30:16–30:17] I'd die.
[30:17–30:19] I think this year, I don't more than ever.
[30:19–30:20] I've been like, fuck.
[30:20–30:21] The top, like, actually...
[30:21–30:26] You have to actually be in a pain on camera on National TV all day.
[30:26–30:29] I think this first year, I watched it, I'm like, shit, that's actually...
[30:29–30:30] All the time.
[30:30–30:31] A lot.
[30:31–30:32] Yeah.
[30:32–30:34] I feel like you can't see me like...
[30:34–30:35] Oh.
[30:35–30:37] Imagine after a mail, sitting by the bill.
[30:37–30:38] No.
[30:38–30:40] I just always find it mental, I think I don't know what time it is around.
[30:40–30:41] Yeah.
[30:41–30:42] I think that's what I thought it is.
[30:42–30:43] It's a mad word.
[30:43–30:44] Yeah.
[30:44–30:46] I've seen the more in Amy Heart's tick.
[30:46–30:47] I think I've watched it so far.
[30:47–30:48] Yeah.
[30:48–30:49] She already touched the other boards.
[30:49–30:52] Chloe was doing it as well, kind of, I've seen her do interviews and so forth.
[30:52–30:53] She talked about like...
[30:53–30:55] And like what they do on the Saturday and they're off.
[30:55–30:56] And all they just...
[30:56–30:57] Get my channels and all.
[30:57–31:01] Yeah, but they're not allowed, like, talk about everything to do with the show.
[31:01–31:03] So there's someone sound around, but like, no.
[31:03–31:04] Presumed?
[31:04–31:07] I wonder if this is a record of what it just can go anywhere so they know what they're saying.
[31:07–31:09] Because obviously people have to watch it and see what they're saying.
[31:09–31:12] Do you reckon they clear out their Instagrams before they go in?
[31:12–31:13] Yeah, they do.
[31:13–31:14] Because I was on Gemma's last night.
[31:14–31:18] And she has a handful of posts on it and the first one is from 2018.
[31:18–31:19] Yeah.
[31:19–31:21] And they like delete, like, on follow people and all.
[31:21–31:22] Yeah.
[31:22–31:23] Because I always know this is someone.
[31:23–31:24] Yeah.
[31:24–31:25] Why?
[31:25–31:26] Just to clean it up.
[31:26–31:27] Just because there's something like...
[31:27–31:28] I don't know.
[31:28–31:30] But I'd like to go on and see their personality.
[31:30–31:31] Yeah.
[31:31–31:32] They have some downed.
[31:32–31:35] I'd say some are recommended to whatever and some are just like, no.
[31:35–31:37] As Gemma said, who are the ad is she?
[31:37–31:38] No.
[31:38–31:39] Why is she still keeping it?
[31:39–31:41] It's not like she could have on Saturday when the cameras were off.
[31:41–31:43] Apparently, there was an interview with him and he was like, I don't want to talk about it.
[31:43–31:44] Oh, really?
[31:44–31:45] Yeah.
[31:45–31:46] Someone asked me about it and he was like, no, don't.
[31:46–31:47] Because she's getting a lot of stickers out.
[31:47–31:48] I think she's getting too much stickers.
[31:48–31:49] Do you think?
[31:49–31:50] Yeah.
[31:50–31:52] I think her attitude just...
[31:52–31:53] I know.
[31:53–31:54] I think she's really awkward, though.
[31:54–32:01] I think it comes from a place of like, she comes across very real because she's actually actually...
[32:01–32:02] Of course, you're not.
[32:02–32:04] Yeah, because you haven't got to look people in the eyes.
[32:04–32:05] No, I didn't see that.
[32:05–32:06] She's just a lot like...
[32:06–32:07] No, she looked in jack size.
[32:07–32:08] She could look at him like a lot.
[32:08–32:09] No, right.
[32:09–32:10] So I know what was there.
[32:11–32:12] So I know what was there.
[32:12–32:13] I was like, she doesn't really look.
[32:13–32:15] She's obviously looking like this looking straight in front of her.
[32:15–32:17] Whereas with Jack, she's like looking at him.
[32:17–32:19] Who was it that said she had a rest in this face again?
[32:19–32:20] Oh, I don't know.
[32:20–32:21] Was it a girl?
[32:21–32:22] Yeah, a page.
[32:22–32:23] Oh, yeah.
[32:23–32:24] I love page.
[32:24–32:25] Love page, is that?
[32:25–32:26] She'll go very far.
[32:26–32:27] Yeah.
[32:27–32:28] She'll do well after it.
[32:28–32:29] Yeah.
[32:29–32:30] And maybe...
[32:30–32:31] I don't know.
[32:31–32:32] Maybe it's just...
[32:32–32:33] She's very smiley.
[32:33–32:34] Maybe...
[32:34–32:35] Well, much of me maybe.
[32:35–32:36] Obviously, they know what they're doing when they put all the different personalities in.
[32:36–32:39] So they obviously know when Gemma goes in, like, before putting Gemma in it,
[32:39–32:43] they obviously know, like, okay, Gemma has this rest in this face or whatever.
[32:43–32:44] Or like...
[32:44–32:48] They know what each individual is like is bringing in.
[32:48–32:50] Yeah, so they have to mix it all up.
[32:50–32:51] Because sure, they're all the same.
[32:51–32:52] We go on.
[32:52–32:53] Of course.
[32:53–32:55] Or I've seen everyone just giving out of it and like, yeah.
[32:55–32:56] Yeah.
[32:56–32:57] Her...
[32:57–32:58] Yeah.
[32:58–32:59] Just stinking.
[32:59–33:00] I think it's just her a...
[33:00–33:01] The way she's like, the brush.
[33:01–33:02] She's so young.
[33:02–33:03] Yeah.
[33:03–33:05] But they're like, a tummy and money, maybe 20.
[33:05–33:07] Which is a mad thing back on.
[33:07–33:08] I think it's because I was young again.
[33:08–33:10] I was like, that age then, that I didn't know what was it.
[33:10–33:12] And now your older is like, fuck 19, is like a baby.
[33:12–33:13] 19.
[33:13–33:14] Yeah.
[33:14–33:15] Is...
[33:15–33:16] I think I know what you're saying.
[33:16–33:17] I was kind of freezing it.
[33:17–33:19] Yeah, so, the way, like, all the...
[33:19–33:23] Now, I know, I didn't start that young and I was pretty well-dressed when I was that age as well.
[33:23–33:27] But it's always like the older man who would go for the very, the youngest girl.
[33:27–33:29] Oh, what's that for the age 27?
[33:29–33:30] Yeah, I thought that was it.
[33:30–33:31] And she's...
[33:31–33:32] No, I don't know.
[33:32–33:33] I don't know.
[33:33–33:34] I know.
[33:34–33:35] It's looking back when you're like...
[33:35–33:36] Look at you.
[33:36–33:40] The older you get, age gaps don't make that much of a difference.
[33:40–33:41] I actually get older.
[33:41–33:42] Yeah.
[33:42–33:45] But I think it's when people relate it back to like, okay, well, when you were...
[33:45–33:46] When you were that age.
[33:46–33:48] 10, he was 19 or something.
[33:48–33:49] I mean, when you...
[33:49–33:51] When you put it that way, it's like, oh, good Jesus.
[33:51–33:52] Yeah.
[33:52–33:54] I don't know.
[33:54–33:56] Because I saw someone put it up last night as I was saying that when...
[33:56–33:58] Gemma was with...
[33:58–33:59] Jacks.
[33:59–34:00] She was like...
[34:00–34:01] She was 16 or something.
[34:01–34:02] Yeah, and he was 20.
[34:02–34:03] Yeah.
[34:03–34:04] Literally.
[34:05–34:06] I don't know.
[34:06–34:08] Yeah, that makes me feel that strong type of boy.
[34:08–34:09] I don't know.
[34:09–34:10] I don't know.
[34:10–34:11] But so far, and shanning?
[34:11–34:12] Yeah.
[34:12–34:13] I like.
[34:13–34:14] I do like have something zero every night and nine.
[34:14–34:16] It's nice to have like, sometimes, like, purpose.
[34:16–34:17] Yeah.
[34:17–34:19] Because I don't watch TV otherwise, really.
[34:19–34:20] Do you know?
[34:20–34:21] So it's not no, never like.
[34:21–34:22] I do.
[34:22–34:24] So I like having that, like, it's felt like he made up with your friend.
[34:24–34:25] I like...
[34:25–34:26] Yeah.
[34:26–34:27] It's nice.
[34:27–34:29] But there are opinions of her.
[34:29–34:31] I think if we've forgotten any people, it's...
[34:32–34:34] She doesn't have an impact.
[34:34–34:35] Yeah.
[34:35–34:36] But...
[34:36–34:37] Yeah, 50 people wouldn't have a passion.
[34:37–34:38] Yeah, I like passion.
[34:38–34:39] I like passion.
[34:39–34:40] Yeah.
[34:40–34:41] Very much like her.
[34:41–34:42] Yes, gorgeous.
[34:42–34:43] Yeah.
[34:43–34:44] Andrews would quite as a...
[34:44–34:45] Yeah.
[34:45–34:46] Him and a Ken need to step up.
[34:46–34:47] Yeah, I need to bid a...
[34:47–34:48] bid a gas from them or something.
[34:48–34:49] Yeah, but you know what I mean?
[34:49–34:53] They probably think that they're getting a personality gas, but they're not showing it.
[34:53–34:54] They're not...
[34:54–34:55] Yeah.
[34:55–34:56] They call it all-in.
[34:56–34:58] I think they have no way of having an idea of what's shown and what's not.
[34:58–34:59] Yeah.
[34:59–35:01] It's like a jammer because she seems to be like...
[35:01–35:02] The whole episode.
[35:02–35:04] Yeah, we know how jammer is.
[35:04–35:05] That was the other episode.
[35:05–35:06] She should stay in it long.
[35:06–35:07] Definitely.
[35:07–35:08] Definitely.
[35:08–35:10] So we'll definitely see a lot of jammer and like...
[35:10–35:11] Maybe her...
[35:11–35:13] Her own personality might be my little bit more, I think.
[35:13–35:14] Yep.
[35:14–35:15] But...
[35:15–35:16] I'm 16, Davide.
[35:16–35:17] 16, I can say.
[35:17–35:18] Yeah.
[35:18–35:19] 16 same people.
[35:19–35:20] Oh, Affy is love forever.
[35:20–35:21] Oh yeah, yeah.
[35:21–35:22] Yeah.
[35:22–35:23] Yeah, we need some...
[35:23–35:24] Switch it up a bit now.
[35:24–35:25] Yeah.
[35:25–35:26] We need the new people, either.
[35:26–35:27] Yeah.
[35:27–35:32] So, Jermord Week is where I teach you the Jermord because my mom is German.
[35:32–35:34] And I'm fluent in it, you didn't know.
[35:34–35:35] She's fluent sometimes.
[35:35–35:36] Sometimes.
[35:36–35:37] Sometimes I just like that.
[35:37–35:38] Sometimes I'm like...
[35:38–35:40] I got to go really for a sentence, maybe.
[35:40–35:41] She's a little anapoll.
[35:41–35:42] Yes.
[35:42–35:43] She's German.
[35:43–35:44] Yes.
[35:44–35:45] She's not in the middle.
[35:45–35:46] She's in the middle.
[35:46–35:47] She's in the middle.
[35:47–35:48] She's in the middle.
[35:48–35:49] I can even though she sat the door.
[35:49–35:50] It's like...
[35:50–35:51] How you would say it?
[35:51–35:52] Is it?
[35:52–35:54] But this week's Jermord Week is...
[35:55–35:57] I'm going to relate to something in the real.
[35:57–35:58] Okay.
[35:58–35:59] Zorse.
[36:00–36:02] Yeah
[36:02–36:03] We're mo
[36:03–36:04] No
[36:04–36:06] Speaker no
[36:06–36:08] Wires
[36:08–36:10] No
[36:10–36:16] Can you clear it's to start the same layers kind of like sounds like the word a little bit. Oh
[36:17–36:21] So yeah, yeah, yeah, think what sounds like that?
[36:22–36:25] So think of like what would you have on pass it?
[36:26–36:27] Fast yeah
[36:27–36:28] Is it so?
[36:28–36:30] Yeah, she's about to start my pass
[36:31–36:33] So I say I had
[36:33–36:37] Passed and soft from my dinner tonight say in your most authentic German
[36:37–36:40] I feel like when I ask you a feature and you say in your job in German accent
[36:40–36:43] I'm like no, I don't say I had
[36:44–36:50] Passed and soft from my dinner tonight and I have a pasta on dessert for my abdessen. Oh I love it
[36:51–36:53] It's adorable
[36:54–36:56] That's what we were making a feature in
[36:56–37:04] The only content that I remember is younger and tell you your term say it. Yeah, I'm like say what say something just say something in German
[37:04–37:06] And you're like oh my god
[37:06–37:07] German is
[37:07–37:09] Honestly
[37:09–37:10] So saucy so say it sauce
[37:10–37:12] Can I be any sauce?
[37:13–37:20] Yes, I will like garlic sauce is canola sauce. Okay, so whatever it is sauce. Yeah, I like ketchup is just ketchup
[37:21–37:26] See so we're getting into the name. We're just live. That's what you say. Oh, yeah, what did you say?
[37:26–37:30] Sources just like that. Yeah, and I was like that's actually not it at all
[37:31–37:37] So this week we want to talk about the future suppose on like immigration and
[37:38–37:42] All that jazz mm-hmm because two my friends are actually leaving
[37:42–37:45] evacuate in country so ones are already gone our friend Creeve. It's gone to New York
[37:45–37:46] Mm-hmm
[37:46–37:51] My friend Lucy's gone traveling for four months and my friend Kira is going to Australia
[37:52–38:00] Then one of another one my friends is going to I think it's happy in August and then two of them are going to Australia at the end of the year
[38:00–38:03] So
[38:03–38:05] I feel so sorry
[38:05–38:11] Isn't it so sad that everyone just leaves? It's sad, but it's also like fair if I can play it. Oh, no
[38:11–38:14] What's that they like it's I wonder what people say if like
[38:14–38:19] Think we're different here. Yeah, if you can actually afford to live. I would like
[38:19–38:23] Yeah, if things are better here would you have no need to go or?
[38:24–38:29] If you're not Irish for the way our housing prices are it's a Christ joke
[38:30–38:36] Christ. Yeah, there is no way of you. There's no way to rent. There's no way yet. You can rent mostly people like it's
[38:37–38:39] rented or buying it's just not a
[38:40–38:45] Thing that you're not viable. No, but you can do so no wonder people are getting the fuck out
[38:45–38:46] Yeah, for us people to live it does
[38:46–38:50] It's really sad. I think the weather is out of the big things. You know that's true
[38:50–38:54] Like it's just what we're at the end of like an air like you know, and you're like no
[38:54–38:56] It is that's not it is
[38:57–38:59] It kind of popped down roads like
[38:59–39:02] Season or like going to drop like they're just not there anymore
[39:03–39:05] But things like
[39:06–39:11] It's a new one that you have excuse to go on business. Yeah, I'm gonna be doing trips around the world
[39:11–39:17] Yeah, how for a stop American. Yeah, how for is that gonna be so don't think about as a sad thing
[39:17–39:21] But then you'll have new memories and news. Yeah, when's here we go? She's leaving
[39:22–39:26] Next week, okay, I'm at least gone tomorrow. Oh shit. Mm-hmm
[39:26–39:28] We're gonna see them tonight. Mental
[39:29–39:32] We're thinking about much fun stories and stuff. I know I know
[39:32–39:34] I like
[39:34–39:39] Like I don't know what does Australia like interest you to live it never in that
[39:39–39:44] Not me never in a million years. We say so she's like she's always forced me to live there
[39:44–39:49] She's like trying to make me go. She's actually actually now. I was you jealous. It's too time now like
[39:49–39:53] Yeah, it's fair. It's way too far. I have family living in Australia
[39:53–39:57] They they went over and now they lived there and have families and stuff but like it's just not somewhere
[39:57–40:01] I've ever been like oh yeah, I'd go there and live what man do you just a ball?
[40:02–40:05] If you see like you need to come somewhere that you have to have a home life as well
[40:05–40:08] I don't mean like you have to have yeah, you can't just have a ball
[40:08–40:12] I'd be parried for four years. Yeah, you can't just have a ball 24 or seven of course you can but then
[40:12–40:16] One day it needs to hit you need to be realistic about like you have to yeah
[40:16–40:19] Because even after gone like if I gone over gone one week holiday weeks
[40:19–40:24] I'm like okay, I'm wasn't to go back to like normal. Yeah, yeah, just for a while just for a little while
[40:24–40:27] Yeah, to get it to make it excited for something else as well
[40:27–40:33] I mean, yeah, you need that bit of reality again to look forward to the next project and when you move to
[40:34–40:38] To yeah, that time did you leave because you would just like fuck up trying new thing
[40:39–40:42] Like leave Ireland. Yeah, what made you decide to actually if
[40:43–40:49] Yeah, I think that's what it was just for good. Yeah, what else were we down? Yeah, it was not as we were about just working in jobs
[40:49–40:53] Like there was yeah, nothing was tying us here. So we said you be very kind of this here is I'll actually
[40:53–40:56] Yeah, yeah, a lot of Irish does kind of put em
[40:56–41:00] My mom reckons if I went to Vancouver I'd certainly there really I like it
[41:00–41:03] I went there for like a week to do yeah when I was in do my day one
[41:03–41:07] I went up to visit and I loved it. It's really nice. I don't know if that would have been the case on that
[41:07–41:10] But it's not weird. I think that like if something was different
[41:10–41:16] Like I know what could happen to me. I could have citizenship or something. They're how mad as that like and like if I can
[41:16–41:21] Canadian husband how like mad or laughing but
[41:22–41:25] Yeah, we thought about Australia for about five minutes and I straight I was like
[41:26–41:33] Yeah, no way even the fact that I came home three times in this small space time that I was there to show like I couldn't have done that if I was in Australia
[41:33–41:39] Yeah, no way and also the feeling that you can't nothing else do so that would panic me yeah panic me
[41:39–41:42] Yeah, it taught me how much of a home board I actually am really oh, yeah
[41:43–41:49] All I wanted to do was just we at home like yeah, and taught me how much like you really in a cliche way
[41:49–41:51] I need to value time with your family
[41:51–41:53] You know, you're younger teenage and all I love you
[41:53–41:58] I'm just hang out with your friends and fucking you don't care about your family. Yeah, but I think I was like people live in your head
[41:58–42:01] Yeah, they're just like yeah strangers that live with you
[42:01–42:07] But definitely as I've gotten old I realize like yeah, I think I value time with my family over
[42:07–42:14] Over and yeah, yeah, yeah, I went out. I tried to get my health family to emigrate to Germany after I don't like I don't like shame
[42:14–42:19] Over there for a month you went to school there did you know for a month? Yeah, and I was obsessed and I came back
[42:19–42:22] I was like literally showing the house and all to try to make them on
[42:23–42:28] My mom was like 10 to because I've seen your family's there like but I didn't make sense
[42:28–42:30] Maybe a little schnitzel now
[42:32–42:35] What did you say your second name is Klinger or something? My mom's
[42:35–42:40] Klinger oh your mom's Klinger. Oh, yeah, so you could have been churning Klinger. Yeah, why away? I called me to you bitch
[42:41–42:47] Why is your mom milk here? She moved so she lived in she was alone and
[42:47–42:54] To do fashion design in knowledge when she was like my teen and then met my dad over there in London
[42:54–42:56] Yeah, so he was living there for work
[42:56–43:02] He moved over like around me, but like I'm impressed up my mom. I met him. He only had one pair of shoes
[43:03–43:09] And she always was always like always but she was like always right and only she was like the same ones and it was turn every on you
[43:10–43:12] Oh my god no
[43:14–43:19] Anyway, you went over it was like on me you know like what I is that young enough a mom so pretty was like
[43:20–43:27] Maybe he was like I see when they met or something like that or yes or myself and they met at a dubbler's concert. Oh yeah
[43:28–43:30] Well your mom was just into dubbler's
[43:30–43:35] I don't know how she handled it but I always think that my folk imagine like one of them had been like sick at my ear
[43:35–43:37] Like didn't go to the bar at the same time
[43:37–43:43] That just freaks me out mad isn't we here like isn't it? It's mad like what you would severe like it would like
[43:44–43:45] nah
[43:45–43:48] You just like one person can change someone. He was like yeah
[43:48–43:52] Once for a second in a situation can change things so like that's not
[43:53–43:57] Is it mad? They just happened like I didn't or just didn't get a ticket for it like yeah
[43:58–44:03] And then what they moved to Ireland and then sorry now they lived in London for go for years my sister's born there
[44:03–44:04] Oh
[44:04–44:06] She was too when they moved back over here and then they had me
[44:07–44:09] Just Selena have a British pathos she did
[44:09–44:12] Oh she got new when she's got married. Oh yeah, but she I think she still
[44:12–44:15] I don't know one like no way which actually is handy because of
[44:15–44:19] The Brexit now actually yeah, yeah, she and she know how I was in English for your friends. Oh yeah
[44:20–44:22] So fate again and then
[44:23–44:25] Yeah, it moves over here
[44:25–44:28] And had me and living the same house ever since. Thank you. Yeah
[44:29–44:31] Yeah, and King's actually my brother is gone to
[44:32–44:36] Oh she your brother's going he's gone next week to America to get a fight change
[44:37–44:39] No, he's not yet. I said book a new one. I think someone's got the money back
[44:40–44:43] Yeah, I don't like where but anyway, he's going to work in a summer camp
[44:45–44:47] Is it a boss?
[44:47–44:50] Yeah, which is boss is in there. Wow
[44:50–44:52] Do you have summer camps work?
[44:52–44:54] Girl the king you're not Jewish like
[44:55–44:57] You're like well, I don't think it's a word
[44:58–45:00] He's a headboard anyway. You're gonna have no one left
[45:00–45:02] No, no!
[45:02–45:02] I know.
[45:02–45:03] Lucky?
[45:03–45:04] Yeah.
[45:04–45:08] And I put some, I think, because it cold, but like everything like stuffed and then everything was put on
[45:08–45:11] all those plans and they were just back with a bang.
[45:11–45:11] Yeah.
[45:11–45:14] Is everybody dribbling off like gradually it's like everyone's gonna want it.
[45:14–45:15] Yeah.
[45:15–45:15] They can't.
[45:15–45:16] So I was just leaving.
[45:16–45:18] I think I'm gonna do a season I'll be the next summer.
[45:19–45:19] Really?
[45:19–45:20] Yeah.
[45:20–45:21] I'll come and visit every two or all season.
[45:21–45:23] But I'm a cross-child.
[45:23–45:23] I'm a cross-child.
[45:23–45:23] I'm a board.
[45:23–45:24] I'm B-28 next year.
[45:24–45:25] Another whole cell.
[45:25–45:26] After dinner.
[45:27–45:27] My hair is real.
[45:27–45:28] It's just like a knot in my hair.
[45:29–45:30] Don't do that, I think.
[45:30–45:33] I'm not even a knot just needs a bit conditioning.
[45:33–45:35] I'll come and visit every two or all.
[45:35–45:36] I'll come more full-time.
[45:36–45:38] I just love her hair.
[45:38–45:41] I just want like a minor.
[45:41–45:42] Exactly.
[45:42–45:43] A minor.
[45:43–45:44] I always said it.
[45:44–45:47] I'm like, I don't want to be looked back on them for it.
[45:47–45:48] And they're like, I wish I had a lot of season.
[45:48–45:49] Yeah.
[45:49–45:50] At least I just do it and see.
[45:50–45:51] Yeah.
[45:51–45:52] And you want to join me?
[45:52–45:53] Let me know.
[45:53–45:54] I probably need a roommate.
[45:54–45:55] Yeah.
[45:56–45:57] Um.
[45:57–45:58] Yeah.
[45:58–45:59] That was a bittersweet time.
[45:59–46:00] Yeah.
[46:00–46:01] Everyone leave us.
[46:01–46:02] Just try and look at it more slowly.
[46:02–46:04] Many of your friends live it.
[46:04–46:05] Right now.
[46:05–46:06] I'm trying my friends are mothers.
[46:06–46:07] Really?
[46:07–46:09] I feel like, yeah, it's like a different.
[46:09–46:11] For them actually are mothers, yeah?
[46:11–46:12] Yeah, none of mine are mothers.
[46:12–46:15] One of my best friends get married in all this.
[46:15–46:17] I'd be really concerned if one of them became mothers
[46:17–46:19] because we actually would have parents right now.
[46:19–46:20] Three or four of my-
[46:20–46:21] I can't mind ourselves.
[46:21–46:23] Three or four of my girls have their own houses.
[46:23–46:26] So like, we're just on a different age.
[46:26–46:27] Yeah.
[46:27–46:28] Yeah, yeah.
[46:28–46:32] Like the immigration stuff is just not.
[46:32–46:34] Another thing for us.
[46:34–46:35] No.
[46:35–46:37] You can't just open leave your whole life.
[46:37–46:40] So that was our little immigration talk.
[46:40–46:41] Just a little rant.
[46:41–46:42] I see.
[46:42–46:43] Actually, I see no really sad.
[46:43–46:44] I took talk of my record.
[46:44–46:45] I did the job.
[46:45–46:46] No one was there.
[46:46–46:48] I love my home, but my home was a little bit like.
[46:48–46:49] It was like a dozen.
[46:49–46:50] Fortunately, I hope like it.
[46:50–46:51] It's so sad.
[46:51–46:53] I agree with our friends saying she just in New York.
[46:53–46:55] She was like, my home is a classic.
[46:55–46:57] She was like, I just feel like you don't appreciate
[46:57–46:58] your own until you're gone.
[46:58–46:59] New York.
[46:59–47:00] Yeah.
[47:00–47:01] And the more she's you love it.
[47:01–47:03] Like, you obviously want to live away.
[47:03–47:07] The more I came home from Toronto for like the final time
[47:07–47:09] that I knew I was moving home.
[47:09–47:10] I was like, I love this place.
[47:10–47:11] So I'm really.
[47:11–47:13] I'm never leaving again.
[47:13–47:14] Why would I leave?
[47:14–47:15] Sometimes like, I hate to stay.
[47:15–47:17] When you're here for too long, you don't appreciate it.
[47:17–47:18] It's like anything in your life.
[47:18–47:20] When you have it for too long, you don't appreciate it.
[47:20–47:22] When something's gone or you miss something,
[47:22–47:23] you really like it.
[47:23–47:25] I would sometimes you appreciate things that might show.
[47:25–47:28] And my friend let me drive her home from the airport.
[47:28–47:29] Definitely really dangerous.
[47:29–47:31] Because you haven't driven an age.
[47:31–47:33] I hadn't driven in months and you never.
[47:33–47:34] I don't think I'd ever.
[47:34–47:35] I didn't have a full license.
[47:35–47:38] Now when I came home, the more I came back to Dublin,
[47:38–47:40] she collected me from the airport.
[47:40–47:41] Gemma, thanks Gemma.
[47:41–47:43] And she let me drive her home.
[47:43–47:44] She definitely doesn't let me book.
[47:44–47:45] Yes, yeah.
[47:45–47:46] Oops.
[47:46–47:47] Jet lags and all.
[47:47–47:48] Oh, stop.
[47:48–47:51] But yeah, I'll get enough flight next year to visit all my men.
[47:51–47:53] At least a lot of them will be Australia's.
[47:53–47:54] I can just go there once.
[47:54–47:55] Have fun.
[47:55–47:56] Have fun, well done.
[47:56–47:57] Why?
[47:57–47:59] We'll be going after getting there soon.
[47:59–48:01] I'll just keep you up.
[48:01–48:02] Yeah, don't worry.
[48:02–48:03] Thank you.
[48:03–48:06] And we're going to do our seats in the South.
[48:06–48:07] No.
[48:07–48:10] And I picked up some ones that are to do with Australia.
[48:10–48:12] And like that side of the world.
[48:12–48:16] So the first one is quite a long one,
[48:16–48:17] but it's a good one.
[48:17–48:19] So this is where we try to give you the voice,
[48:19–48:20] by the way.
[48:20–48:22] And if you we have an answer yours,
[48:22–48:24] you could have answered it in a previous.
[48:24–48:25] Yes, it's just to do.
[48:25–48:26] Extra do.
[48:26–48:28] Yeah, because sometimes you take one from my previous week.
[48:28–48:30] So make sure to like listen back and see.
[48:30–48:33] And well, yeah, we try to give you their best advice that we can.
[48:33–48:35] So the fellow I'm seeing who Emily's juice.
[48:35–48:37] That's what is moving to us in September.
[48:37–48:40] I only found out suddenly like what he told me he did see a lot of potential.
[48:40–48:42] And said we never know the future holds.
[48:42–48:44] I think we could end up back together.
[48:44–48:46] Sorry, end up together when he's back.
[48:46–48:48] I may as friends and found this weekend we got on so well.
[48:48–48:53] He asked me to decide whether we keep seeing each other until he goes or call it off now.
[48:53–48:54] He did say it's worried.
[48:54–48:55] We're feeling ourselves.
[48:55–48:59] We keep meeting until September, but we are about mad about each other.
[48:59–49:00] There was always a chance he'd be going back to us,
[49:00–49:03] but he only confirmed this Saturday and now I'm heartbroken.
[49:03–49:05] He said we've always had each other.
[49:05–49:08] How each other regardless and said what's meant to be will be.
[49:08–49:10] But since I'm already heartbroken that he's leaving.
[49:10–49:14] Should I just enjoy my summer with him and have no regrets or will it be 10 times worse?
[49:14–49:15] Saying about September.
[49:15–49:17] I know I'll be devastated either way when he gets on that plane.
[49:17–49:19] I know need to know his worth.
[49:19–49:21] Itter to keep seeing him or not.
[49:21–49:22] He said he'd love to have stayed here with me,
[49:22–49:26] but he has to go for himself because it was kind of his plan for me and me.
[49:26–49:28] As any I always knew, I was an option before I came along.
[49:28–49:31] So I would never want to hold him back because I want him to be happy.
[49:31–49:34] I'm glad he's doing what he needs, but I will spend my entire summer heart broken.
[49:34–49:36] I've forced myself to stay away from him.
[49:36–49:38] If anyone's ever in so much situation, I'd love to hear.
[49:38–49:39] They've handled it by the way.
[49:39–49:42] Love the podcast so much that that was cheers me off.
[49:42–49:43] Oh, that's really hard.
[49:43–49:45] That's so difficult.
[49:45–49:48] You don't know whether like keep yourself happy in the moment,
[49:48–49:52] but no, you're going to be sad in the future or be sad now.
[49:52–49:54] And get over it sooner.
[49:54–49:54] Yeah.
[49:54–49:57] So you like which do you choose?
[49:57–49:59] Yeah, that's hard.
[49:59–50:02] I know someone had a summer situation that I could actually tell you about,
[50:02–50:05] but she wasn't going for like really long last time,
[50:05–50:07] but it was kind of similar to that.
[50:07–50:09] That like, they didn't know where to call off.
[50:09–50:10] Yeah, they didn't call off.
[50:10–50:12] They didn't know.
[50:12–50:16] And they kept it going, but it wasn't for any kind of,
[50:16–50:18] I'd say I was like kind of he's going for a few years.
[50:18–50:19] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
[50:19–50:22] Yeah, you don't go just for a season.
[50:22–50:23] God, I think.
[50:25–50:26] I think keep it going.
[50:26–50:27] I will keep going.
[50:27–50:31] I find it very hard just to put it off when no one there around the corner
[50:31–50:32] and being like, oh, I'm not.
[50:32–50:33] Well, yeah, if you want to hear.
[50:33–50:36] Yeah, in a few months, I'm not going to be able to actually see him.
[50:36–50:38] Yeah, one of like most of now have the best memories.
[50:38–50:41] Yes, we have you're going to have broken either way.
[50:41–50:43] Yeah, either way you will be.
[50:43–50:44] That's so hard.
[50:44–50:45] That's really shit.
[50:45–50:48] But I do believe that having happened for a reason,
[50:48–50:50] and if you're ready to be somehow you find your way back.
[50:50–50:51] Hmm.
[50:51–50:53] No matter what it is like.
[50:53–50:55] Yeah, yeah, you might even end up in Australia.
[50:55–50:57] Yeah, who knows?
[50:57–51:00] Follow me over like, put it like, hey, not going to draw high.
[51:00–51:03] Yeah, it's going to like, it's going to be hard saying about it.
[51:03–51:06] September, but it's going to be hard saying by now or in September.
[51:06–51:10] So maybe push off the side of this a little bit.
[51:10–51:14] Yeah, yeah, that was a toxic also say to push that.
[51:14–51:15] Avoid some really a half.
[51:15–51:17] But it's kind of like that.
[51:17–51:19] Like it just if you know it's inevitable, it's going to happen anyway.
[51:19–51:21] Yeah, don't mean the sad part.
[51:21–51:22] You can stop the separate.
[51:22–51:24] Yeah, the sad part is going to happen anyway.
[51:24–51:25] So fuck up, push it off for a little bit.
[51:25–51:27] And I think if you if you end it now,
[51:27–51:30] you'll always wonder like, I wonder if we had to just kept going.
[51:30–51:34] If you want to happen like what new memories we've made.
[51:34–51:35] You'll always wonder.
[51:35–51:38] So I think keeping a grown is the best.
[51:39–51:41] Maybe just don't go like full throttle.
[51:41–51:43] Don't be like.
[51:43–51:44] Going further than you now.
[51:44–51:45] Would that make sense?
[51:45–51:46] Yeah, just keep it the way it is.
[51:46–51:48] Yeah, like say they're not each other every day.
[51:48–51:50] We don't start doing that before we go.
[51:50–51:51] So that make a hard up.
[51:51–51:54] We're just keep going with our and just go from there.
[51:54–51:55] I think.
[51:55–51:56] Oh, that's so cool.
[51:56–51:57] That's so hard.
[51:57–51:58] I'm thinking of it.
[51:58–52:00] If someone bright in, I'll send you what they say.
[52:00–52:01] Oh, yeah, yeah.
[52:01–52:02] The situation.
[52:02–52:05] Did we have one before actually written in?
[52:05–52:06] It wasn't like a season of cells,
[52:06–52:08] but she replied to one of them and I was like,
[52:08–52:09] my boyfriend male, if they're okay.
[52:09–52:11] And I come back, we got together.
[52:11–52:13] Oh, well, something like that.
[52:13–52:14] See that girl.
[52:14–52:14] Yeah, yeah.
[52:14–52:17] Hey, actually that too.
[52:17–52:18] You don't know.
[52:18–52:19] I think she's going back and he's already been there.
[52:19–52:21] I think.
[52:21–52:22] He got hate at the second.
[52:22–52:25] I think you like him go and and doing his own thing
[52:25–52:28] is a really good sign of him because some people would be like,
[52:28–52:32] no, I'm saying for you and I'll be like him doing his own thing.
[52:32–52:33] Gives you a really good chance in the future.
[52:33–52:36] He'll never be like, you kept me here.
[52:36–52:38] Yeah, or like he'll never wake up when he's 35.
[52:38–52:40] And be like, I wish I'd done that.
[52:40–52:41] He will do.
[52:41–52:42] We love doing it.
[52:42–52:44] Yeah, you know, and you're like,
[52:44–52:46] then he's more even more sure about you.
[52:46–52:47] That's what happens.
[52:47–52:49] And if you say you're about to end up like you'll be there and stuff.
[52:49–52:51] Yeah, you don't know what happened in the future.
[52:51–52:52] You just have to be positive about it.
[52:52–52:54] Yeah, as much as you can sense.
[52:54–52:58] And again, I will text you if someone's answering.
[52:58–53:00] Okay, the next one is help.
[53:00–53:02] I had a section about my boyfriend's brother.
[53:02–53:04] I've never talked about him like that.
[53:04–53:06] And I still don't think about him like that.
[53:06–53:08] I don't know why I had an earplish.
[53:08–53:09] I don't know my boyfriend.
[53:09–53:12] No, don't tell him dreams.
[53:12–53:13] I'm at dreams.
[53:13–53:17] I have to work and wear like I don't think dreams are a reflection of your
[53:17–53:18] your conscious.
[53:18–53:19] I don't they can be.
[53:19–53:20] Do you ever watch a movie?
[53:20–53:21] They can be wild.
[53:21–53:23] So watch a movie in bed.
[53:23–53:25] You fall asleep after the movie.
[53:25–53:27] You dream something about that movie or like.
[53:27–53:28] Yeah, do you know what I mean?
[53:28–53:30] So I think it's it's just.
[53:30–53:32] Pictures playing your head.
[53:32–53:34] I don't think it's a reflection of anything.
[53:34–53:35] Yeah, or it's the opposite as well.
[53:35–53:37] If you if you watch movie or like something happens in your day
[53:37–53:38] and you're like, I'm definitely going to dream.
[53:38–53:40] I'm like, and dream of something completely opposite.
[53:40–53:41] Yeah.
[53:41–53:42] It's like obviously it's not what's in your brain.
[53:42–53:43] Yeah.
[53:43–53:45] It's like sometimes I think I can tell myself what's the dream.
[53:45–53:47] But I wish I could do that.
[53:47–53:47] I can.
[53:47–53:48] Can you?
[53:48–53:48] Yeah.
[53:48–53:50] I try to do that and I can see.
[53:50–53:51] I do.
[53:51–53:54] Or if I tell myself I'm going to have a nightmare and see processes.
[53:54–53:54] I'll have it.
[53:54–53:55] Jesus.
[53:55–53:56] Yeah, it's really, really bad.
[53:56–53:58] If I face the wall in my room.
[53:58–53:59] Oh, yeah, you'll get.
[53:59–54:00] Yeah, I get really bad.
[54:00–54:02] processing not allowed sleep that way.
[54:03–54:04] That's mental, isn't it?
[54:05–54:07] So yeah, I don't think I wouldn't be, it's not
[54:07–54:09] not feel like I've had it.
[54:09–54:10] It's not like you've done anything.
[54:10–54:11] No, yes.
[54:11–54:12] You can help with your brain.
[54:13–54:14] Lamps sometimes is just saying,
[54:14–54:16] hey, let's try to talk in there and definitely don't
[54:16–54:19] tell you what I think because you probably would get
[54:19–54:20] annoyed by everybody can't.
[54:20–54:22] Yeah, everybody can't ever be subject every line of
[54:22–54:25] side to one that you're safe with and you overdreamed
[54:25–54:27] that you cheat on your feet and you're fucking hate.
[54:27–54:27] And you're like,
[54:27–54:30] yeah, what even the fact that she's saying like I had a
[54:30–54:33] sex dream about my don't think like that and I still don't.
[54:33–54:34] Yeah, that that shows you.
[54:34–54:36] No, yeah, exactly.
[54:36–54:38] If you were like, I have a sex dream about my now I think I like
[54:38–54:38] them.
[54:38–54:39] Yeah, I mean, no.
[54:40–54:42] Did you get to have a sex dream about anyone in the world?
[54:42–54:44] No, you just had a little thing.
[54:44–54:46] Maybe you're going to say, yeah, yeah, it's not me.
[54:46–54:49] No, you sort of fling in your dream about shagging your
[54:49–54:50] boyfriend's boyfriend.
[54:50–54:51] Yeah, as long as you don't.
[54:51–54:53] No, don't worry.
[54:53–54:54] You're right.
[54:54–54:55] Keep that on a secret.
[54:55–54:56] Yeah, we won't tell them.
[54:56–55:00] So when asked, I have elderly grandparents and a very sick
[55:00–55:01] relative.
[55:01–55:03] Do I make my move to New Zealand or not?
[55:03–55:05] So I've never always wanted to do a relative could live for
[55:05–55:07] years or may not do I leave?
[55:09–55:10] That's a rehertz.
[55:10–55:12] I don't have grandparents or anything.
[55:12–55:15] Well, I obviously do like, but I don't anymore.
[55:15–55:18] I think I don't know who the relative is, but like I think
[55:18–55:20] whoever.
[55:20–55:22] Is that what you would want you to go live here?
[55:22–55:24] Do something you've always wanted to do?
[55:24–55:25] All people always think about you.
[55:25–55:27] The first time I had an year or something that I was waiting
[55:27–55:29] here for her, she would like, come on.
[55:29–55:29] Go.
[55:29–55:32] Yeah, they'd always want you as much as you want to say with them.
[55:32–55:34] They wouldn't want you to make it.
[55:34–55:37] Yeah, to make it sell on your younger years in life.
[55:37–55:42] I also know New Zealand's expense to get it and far, but I
[55:42–55:45] always think like it's only a day to go home 24 hours.
[55:45–55:46] Do you?
[55:46–55:46] Is the guts of it?
[55:46–55:47] Yeah, like I know it's hard.
[55:47–55:48] It's something suddenly happens.
[55:48–55:50] There's something about like one day.
[55:50–55:51] Right.
[55:51–55:51] Yeah, yeah.
[55:51–55:52] It's the long journey.
[55:52–55:54] It's fucking probably the better.
[55:54–55:55] Yeah, it's the better.
[55:55–55:56] Is it in a photo, not surely?
[55:56–55:58] I don't think by much it's like right next door.
[55:58–55:59] Right next door.
[55:59–56:01] It's like a stay.
[56:01–56:04] Yeah, I think that you can go.
[56:04–56:06] Obviously if someone's like, we need you here right now, like you
[56:06–56:08] can't go here that second.
[56:08–56:09] Yeah.
[56:09–56:10] A day in your home.
[56:10–56:11] I think.
[56:11–56:15] And the relative could live for years or maybe not.
[56:15–56:16] Exactly.
[56:16–56:17] You can't be living on.
[56:17–56:18] I don't know.
[56:18–56:19] I don't know.
[56:19–56:20] Is that really bad?
[56:20–56:21] No.
[56:21–56:22] But I think it's kind of.
[56:22–56:23] I hate that what if mentally?
[56:23–56:24] Yeah.
[56:24–56:25] I hate it.
[56:25–56:28] I think you need to do it because then you'll know in your head.
[56:28–56:29] I don't know if it would be different.
[56:29–56:30] It was like a sick man and dad.
[56:30–56:31] I probably wouldn't.
[56:31–56:32] Yeah.
[56:32–56:33] If it's a romantic.
[56:33–56:34] I don't think I would.
[56:34–56:35] Yeah.
[56:35–56:36] And then a close heir to the right.
[56:36–56:37] I don't know.
[56:37–56:38] Yeah.
[56:38–56:40] A tire really only don't need the relatives are how close their
[56:40–56:43] are but I think that anyone sick even would not want to have
[56:43–56:44] me.
[56:44–56:45] Yeah.
[56:45–56:48] And I think they value life a lot as well.
[56:48–56:49] So they'd want you to experience your life as well.
[56:49–56:54] But it's hard because you don't when you're leaving like someone is sick you don't know if you're gonna see the weekend
[56:55–56:57] Like that is tough
[56:57–57:00] Yeah, I think I've lost my boys. Yeah
[57:01–57:04] But don't think of it like that. We're just thinking we're more sick
[57:04–57:08] But don't think of it like that and like straight inside if you do really want to come on
[57:08–57:13] You can yeah, I'll save you what you go over a few months and you find yourself always worried about them
[57:13–57:16] Or like regretting your own you can go anywhere you feel yeah
[57:16–57:20] You're not home. You're not stuck anywhere like like and you know, you tried it and it didn't work
[57:20–57:26] Yeah, I'd rather try something and say it didn't work then sit there and try it on what if yeah
[57:26–57:28] So
[57:28–57:34] I'm sending you love so my ex broke up with me in the earlier year we go and one stop checking my insusory
[57:34–57:40] She doesn't follow me and has a new girlfriend after saying he needed to be alone. Does this mean there's something still there for him
[57:40–57:42] for him
[57:42–57:44] For him in him like oh
[57:44–57:49] So confused love you girls. We love you to you. No, he's probably just a nosy fucker
[57:50–57:56] Yeah, I'm just on a rampage. I'm just anti-man. I think yeah, so I don't think I'm the right person to be given advice
[57:57–57:59] I don't know exes are weird people
[57:59–58:02] Yeah, very odd
[58:02–58:08] People I don't know though like this there's being creeped with them. It's like it is always checking every insusory like block them
[58:09–58:13] Yeah, don't give him that satisfaction to say in that if he broke but you and said that he wanted to be alone
[58:13–58:17] They ain't got a new girlfriend, but now he's checking in on you like he's saying my games with you. That is my games
[58:18–58:20] Don't give him you want you to be still
[58:20–58:24] Yeah, because you even right into us it shows he's living in your brain right? He's living in your head
[58:24–58:29] Yeah, don't give him a satisfaction of living in your mind because that's what he wants. Yeah, you block him do him the favor
[58:30–58:32] Fuck off man want one to there, but also
[58:33–58:37] Don't want you to do you want you. Yeah. Yeah. They don't want you. Yeah, I want you kind of yeah
[58:38–58:39] No
[58:39–58:41] block him
[58:41–58:42] Yeah
[58:42–58:44] Because if there's nothing there for you, especially as well
[58:45–58:50] But they're probably it's too saying is there something does he do you think he has something there for maybe yours, but don't
[58:51–58:52] Don't come back there
[58:52–58:59] Many new girls. Yeah, new girlfriends. But yeah, like but point him leaving you last year saying that he wants to be alone and going and getting a new girlfriend
[58:59–59:04] That just shows how he who he is and even if there is something to learn from that means nothing
[59:05–59:07] Tell him boy, but
[59:08–59:10] Yeah
[59:10–59:17] That's my games for me. Yeah, red flag if he was to dump the girlfriend and I come back to you and say like sorry and like
[59:18–59:20] I made a move say it's different to like just
[59:21–59:26] Like we're right just look like being there in your sorbios. Mm-hmm. That's just like no either act on it
[59:27–59:30] Like for him he should if he is feeling like that towards you
[59:31–59:35] He should have yeah, he needs to be direct. Yeah, so rest something can be direct about now
[59:35–59:40] Direct and maturely gotten to us. You know and said how he feels because right now. He's just like we said playing my game
[59:40–59:45] Yeah, are you could think that's what he wants if that's what you want him to think
[59:45–59:50] My just you reached out to him and he was like no, I don't know what like yeah, I was like no, I don't like anymore
[59:50–59:54] I'm gonna use that as much as I was see you know me. Yeah, yeah, yeah, man man
[59:55–59:57] Men for the under time and yeah
[59:58–60:00] No, I feel like I feel like in that in that case
[60:01–60:08] Presumed that he doesn't have that in for you. Yeah, so I would never even suggest
[60:08–60:12] Presuming the worst but in situations like that just deal. Yeah, just be like if you already left your ones
[60:13–60:19] People leave you wonder and say people are like I always think of like a fellow like your picture like something like that
[60:19–60:23] Like you're so already like you're wondering something but like just wonder the worst just won't just won't be like
[60:23–60:26] Oh, he probably didn't mean that yeah, are you probably like John me? Yeah
[60:26–60:28] I'm always get caught up in like
[60:28–60:32] Mind games you place fakes in our eyes on your head. Yeah, yeah
[60:34–60:41] And you're only fucking out yourself. No, yeah, so presume the worst the worst presume that and just yeah
[60:43–60:48] Don't give don't let him live in your heads for longer than you're living his head. Don't give him the opportunity
[60:49–60:51] So we answered our season's styles
[60:52–60:58] But we have extra ones on our own episode, which is how my drink exeges so you can listen back to them after this episode every Monday
[60:59–61:02] And they come out so there's ones from previous weeks and then there's gonna be one next week as well
[61:03–61:05] Nicholas on the go load app or whatever
[61:05–61:07] Place you get your podcasts
[61:08–61:12] So super skip is where we take it up with based on the week's episodes and
[61:12–61:16] Because the name with podcasts is how my drink we are holding our drinks
[61:17–61:21] Well, I actually do the empty
[61:21–61:24] But if we sip it means we agree on the
[61:25–61:29] Topic or if we skip it means you disagree. Okay, today's topic is
[61:30–61:34] Watching her exes stories based on the up-seed six themselves. We just had
[61:35–61:38] No, I'm gonna try my drink at the window. I am not
[61:39–61:42] Full good as this no, absolutely. You did not do that
[61:43–61:45] Which I sometimes I have to tell myself not to do it
[61:46–61:50] Because I can do it, but sometimes I tell myself don't you're just gonna be so annoyed
[61:50–61:56] Most of my exes have me blocked. I actually had to exercise. No, I blocked all oh no, do I?
[61:57–62:02] I think if I had if I was eight if there's one that I was able to yes, I would
[62:04–62:06] Er
[62:06–62:11] I would yeah you would just yeah now putty in a bad mouth really yeah, but no
[62:11–62:13] I don't I don't mean like if there's like
[62:13–62:15] Savory from me y'all when there was something or like you're
[62:16–62:19] It's a few years on and you just curious what they're doing. You're like I wonder what he's doing
[62:21–62:27] Just to see it right now. No, no, just no skip. Yeah, I think skip okay. I'm gonna take your advice
[62:27–62:31] There's always gonna be something that linoia or something that will you just get that you know
[62:31–62:36] When you're so much drops are you just I've been in so many situations before that's only when they're a little fuck
[62:37–62:41] Oh, yeah, little big fuck. I mean, but like no, I just like
[62:42–62:48] That's saying they're an extra reason like is there not a part of your life anymore? Yeah, depending on what terms you're on obviously
[62:48–62:53] But like I don't know. I just don't think it's ever good idea like yeah, it has no that's my knee cracking reviews
[62:54–62:58] That's only jobs. Yeah, she was my knee. We forgot it the one at the end. Oh, um
[62:59–63:01] Yeah, it's just
[63:00–63:02] No, I've no benefit to you.
[63:03–63:06] So yeah, no, I say skip.
[63:06–63:07] Skip skip skip. Bye bye.
[63:07–63:08] Bye bye.
[63:08–63:10] Bye bye.
[63:11–63:12] So that was this episode.
[63:13–63:14] It was wrapped up.
[63:14–63:15] Yep.
[63:15–63:16] We talked a lot.
[63:16–63:17] We did.
[63:17–63:19] Of yes, we did.
[63:19–63:20] Smack.
[63:20–63:20] Is that what they say?
[63:21–63:22] A lot of black.
[63:22–63:22] I don't know.
[63:22–63:23] I mean, I don't mean.
[63:23–63:24] I don't mean.
[63:24–63:24] Does that mean her?
[63:24–63:25] I want to say smack.
[63:25–63:26] Oh, I'm sure.
[63:26–63:27] I wish I was an American.
[63:28–63:29] We didn't talk about her.
[63:29–63:32] Um, so thank you so much again.
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[64:26–64:28] Can I tell you when a trip.
[64:28–64:29] Yeah.
[64:29–64:33] Can I go anywhere when I would do on that last minute pennies shop and buy them
[64:33–64:35] like clear bottles for daily goods.
[64:35–64:37] Penny's was also what I miss most when I lived abroad.
[64:37–64:39] Yeah, just as that is now.
[64:39–64:40] Yeah.
[64:40–64:41] Definitely.
[64:41–64:43] Ever I've been actually has had a past had a primac.
[64:43–64:44] Toronto didn't have on the.
[64:44–64:45] I was in Boston.
[64:45–64:46] I worked in.
[64:46–64:47] I worked in.
[64:47–64:48] Yeah.
[64:48–64:49] And my J1 go away.
[64:49–64:50] Yeah.
[64:50–64:53] People when I used to live in Toronto, people used to go down.
[64:53–64:54] Yeah.
[64:54–64:55] I was like.
[64:55–64:56] I was about to board, isn't it?
[64:56–64:57] Yeah, yeah.
[64:57–64:58] Something fair.
[64:58–64:59] I was in the stock up.
[64:59–65:00] But we healed you the appreciator.
[65:00–65:01] Yeah.
[65:01–65:02] We're so grateful.
[65:02–65:03] Yeah.
[65:03–65:04] I'm really happy to announce that.
[65:04–65:05] I know.
[65:05–65:06] Yeah.
[65:06–65:08] But thank you so much for listening and we'll see you next week.
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