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EXTRA JUICE: "It's been six week since he moved away and I've come to realise that I am madly in love with him..." #86

Hold My Drink

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Hold my drink, Extrudeuse, with Charlene and Ellie.

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A go-laid original podcast, proudly sponsored by pennies.

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Get this season's must-haves in a store near you.

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Welcome to our drink, Extrudeuse, with the kindly sponsored by Primer for pennies,

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the ultimate high-sea destination for all of your needs.

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Now that Autumn has arrived, it's the perfect time to reset and refresh your wardrobe,

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whether you're back to school or college, starting a new job,

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or just looking to add some key pieces to your autumn winter wardrobe.

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Whatever the occasion, let out your smile, they really do have it all.

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From denim's classic trench coats,

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trending maxi skirts to flattering jumpsuits,

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Primax New Hero pieces will have your arms child covered.

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I love pennies at winter time.

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Yeah, fluffy PJs.

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I need to get new ones.

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I'm so rocking last year's ones, I need new ones.

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Yeah, I actually haven't got any new ones either.

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I need a good few sets.

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I love all the, um,

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is it called, what's the cut?

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Not checkered.

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Hounds too?

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Oh, is that what it's got?

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No, no, no.

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Hounds too, it's like the diamondy color.

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Yeah.

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No, is it tarn?

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Oh, yeah, tarn.

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Yeah, yeah.

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You have a good tarn.

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Is that pajamas?

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I never had one.

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Oh, never.

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I think I got pennies tarned in bed sheets as well when you're, like,

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oh, yeah.

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Oh my god, full shabby.

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Oh, yeah.

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I'm waiting till my little kids,

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may not have a kid, we can wear them together.

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The match and we match.

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You're going to force that out together.

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Oh, yeah.

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Oh, yeah.

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I've been living.

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I've been living.

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See all the pictures coming up when you can just tell by the, like,

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man's face that he's like, I don't want to be doing it.

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Yeah, no, he never does.

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Forced in that.

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Well, forced.

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Look, it's so not here where you have to wear your little jams.

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Head to your local store or log on to primark.com for such i.e.

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Check out other up winter pieces and see what's in your local store

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with their new stockfinder.

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This is our brown set, so we're going to answer even more to Lemurs

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and we try to give you some advice.

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On life problems, Salemurs, things you'd ask, you'd ask girls in the bathroom

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when you're chatting to them or at night, so whatever.

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So I can see we've been up day here, which I'm so glad about.

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Okay, so we get updates in as well of like if we've helped someone,

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someone with their dilemma, if we have not helped, if they took our advice, didn't,

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we like all updates.

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We don't discriminate on any updates.

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Whether you took our advice or not.

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So send them in if you have any.

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Just put updates in this up deadline in the email.

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So they're all sent in to our email address,

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which is home I drink a girl.

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Load now dot com.

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But here's your take.

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Hi words, Eek, I have the best update ever.

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If you remember from your live show in April, my girlfriend put in your

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demo box saying, wait for my G after propose maybe tonight.

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Well update, I propose and we're over the moon,

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but raising was not the life.

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Oh, oh my god.

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So cute.

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Congratulations.

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It's our first home wedding wedding.

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Magic. Can we come?

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Can we come?

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I would go in life.

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I fully would come.

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Like, hi.

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Now literally we base you made it happen.

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Yeah, yeah, we put it into existence.

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We've all delighted for you.

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So cute.

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Let's know the wedding plans.

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You can listen to that live show now actually.

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Oh, yes, we released it the week before last.

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Yep.

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To the only user taster of what the live shows are like and

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it's excited for the next one.

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Mm hmm.

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Now congratulations again.

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So cute.

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Like, congratulations.

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So we post clips of some other dilemmas in our

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or on our Instagram page.

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So tell me drink pods and on our TikToks as well.

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So you can give your feelings and advice in the comments

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if sending we missed and they're all sent into home.

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I drink a girl out now calm.

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This is the only way we take in dilemmas for this segment.

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So always send them there and they're always in on us too.

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The first one is hey, Charlie and Ellie,

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I absolutely adore the pod and love your advice so much.

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You have so many people and myself and you gave me more confidence.

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Some days I get really down on myself and it actually makes me feel depressed.

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Charlie and I go to therapy.

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It's the best and I do recommend it to.

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It's like a best friend you can talk to about anything.

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I was just wondering if you have any advice to make me more

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motivated to go to the gym.

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I have a membership but I don't really leave the house because of

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because of this.

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I use research now, I've gone person but I'm not anymore.

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I also do nails too but I've never have any motivation

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because I really get into my own head.

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I'm only after a 18 in January.

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I know myself.

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I should be out living my life and it breaks my heart to see me waste the years.

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I'm young because I know I'll regret it when I'm older.

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I really would appreciate some advice because I'm about to break down and cry

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and write in this night as a tear pod every day in work and it's put a smile in my face every morning.

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I appreciate you both so much and your help so much, Birds.

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Don't cry.

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Oh my heart.

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You're not wasting your younger years.

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Your younger years haven't even started.

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You're only gone 18 since January.

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What do you think you should be doing in those 11 months yet?

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What?

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Yeah.

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Don't be putting yourself under pressure.

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You're allowed to have sad times in your life.

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Yeah.

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And I think

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terrifree is obviously your already in it.

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But I think you need something that's going to force you to get out of the house.

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Like a gym membership is all well and good but like that's your thing.

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I think like

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I don't know how like book a class you can't get every year because some gym,

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a lot of most gyms have classes like spin class and all that you can join.

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Things like that's what you actually know.

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You have to go to it like mate,

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that comes with yourself.

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Look, I'm going to go and maybe the first three times you get up and you don't want to go and you don't.

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That's fine.

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But you try again.

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They just keep trying and trying and like the more you set yourself a little task like

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I talk to my therapist and I was like oh I was not to go to gym this morning.

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I didn't feel shit about that.

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I didn't go.

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She was like well don't write off your whole day.

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Like don't yeah she's like don't like you can do something else.

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I'm like I've wasted my day now like the day started off bad but it's because I probably

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gave myself an unreal unrealistic exercise.

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You can get it off by that time because I was wrecked and I before because I was really busy.

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Yeah.

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Like she was like don't put unrealistic things on yourself.

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Right.

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Just because then you'll feel shit from the moment you open your eyes.

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Yeah.

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Because you're like focused on your mind.

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I'm so again, no because I was wrecked.

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Mentor girls are gym days real and like then you get yourself into a rut then.

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Yeah, you will write the whole day off.

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You will.

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Yeah, and hate the whole day.

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Yeah.

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So I think having something booked like even start with like once a week.

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Like don't if you set your goals you would like you're not going to trust yourself.

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You need to do.

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You need to do.

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Yeah, you need to build like a trust in relation with yourself.

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It's going to make you trust that you're going to feel better.

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Like if you do like one a week and do that you can go up to two.

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But like then if you don't.

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Yeah, but if you don't make that then that's fine too.

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Or like if you don't if you get open you're going to the gym like just like

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create that's fine.

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I'll have a rest morning said like don't bring it up.

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Which is the rest of the day.

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Yeah.

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Um, would you go on a walk or something maybe instead of the gym?

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Yeah, or friends.

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Yeah.

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If it's if it's motivation to go to the gym is what you're looking for.

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Start smaller like.

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Walks towards the gym and then walk on.

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Yeah, like you want to be?

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Don't necessarily have to actually make it in there every day.

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Yeah.

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But each day you might get a little bit closer to going.

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And even go with friends.

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Yeah.

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For the first because always in your head like I got real I got a fear of the gym.

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A while ago like what?

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Maybe like summertime but I just didn't want to go to my gym like I loved

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PT was I loved going today.

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Yeah.

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But she went home to her and leave and then I just had my the flight.

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Never got it big commercial.

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Yeah, I usually love them but this one I just got the fear over.

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I was like every time I was there I didn't like it and like then the top of

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gone just it looks real dark on my head.

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Does it get on to go there?

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No.

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Yeah, and it's just it's about just getting over that I'm moving out just being

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a great that's quick I'm quitting that.

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I don't want to be there.

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Yeah.

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So did and just do something else.

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Yeah.

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Maybe pop it out for something.

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Yeah.

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Like even a pick up a hobby like people were telling me ones now with my

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foot that I can do and said like pottery, knitting, reading.

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Like something else put your time and energy and something that you do

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and not think about it now because then you can just switch off.

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Even reading because I agree to the only thing or something with your hands

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the only thing you can do and not be on your phone at the same time.

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Yeah and you're using your mind.

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Yeah.

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Well yeah.

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Or like even reading you can't really listen to read and watch the TV

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where you can do part-time what she lives in time but like you know me and my

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cousins are talking about it.

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Do you remember Scoobies?

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Oh my god yeah I can never do that.

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Could you not do that now?

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Oh.

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Anything with my hands is not.

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I was obsessed with them.

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They'd be coming out my pockets like they we oh.

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I just kept it to make them for me.

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I did.

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You just give them the colors.

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Yeah.

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You know make me.

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Can you start that for me?

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Oh people use I talk you know how to do the rest either.

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Every use of people used to make them around pens.

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Yeah.

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How do they do that?

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I could only do the far one.

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I know the one.

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I couldn't do say.

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If I die my work and they're like toxic or something.

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Probably.

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I used to choose them.

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Not yet.

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It's funny really bad.

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I might try to order them on Amazon.

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They weren't I used to choose actually.

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Yeah.

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I'm making it.

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I can feel them now.

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Yeah yeah yeah.

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Imagine.

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Yeah.

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Well something to take your mind off things don't put yourself under pressure

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to be a gym girl if you're not like.

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And the the worst thing you can do when you're feeling down is to be hired on

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yourself like you.

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How would you talk to someone who isn't you?

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Like your friend would you talk to them and say,

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oh, I feel shit, like that I'm not doing this.

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I should be doing more.

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Like talk to yourself like you're your friends.

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Not like you're letting yourself to them.

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Cause you're not.

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You're allowed to have ups and downs in life.

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And you're only a baby.

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Yeah.

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10 years younger than me.

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And yeah.

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And like, yeah.

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Just a little things, even like a journal,

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be great, journeying in your thoughts.

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And just get out there and even talking to your friend

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as well as your therapist.

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Maybe not as much in detail, but just expressing

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any feel because you're not the only one.

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And I think that's, yes, to my therapist that like,

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it's matter people, all of us in our own heads

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just think we're the only ones going through stuff.

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Cause you can't, you can't feel, you can't see it.

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Some of them are wearing.

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Yeah.

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But it's matter you're in every attack, you know,

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what's in someone's head like.

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What's going on?

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Yeah.

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Yeah, everyone's there.

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Well, everyone says no.

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But yeah, hopefully that's helping.

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We love you loads.

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And that's now here.

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The next one is, hi girls.

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Absolutely live for the party each week.

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And recently been to your last live show.

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These are two things that roll into one.

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I'm young 17, but it's always been said

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that I act more mature with my age.

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In my group of girls, I'm the one who always listens

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to the girl's stories.

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And I'm there when they need a show.

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Just cry on or some advice about their boy problems.

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But when I need to talk with mine,

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it's like I'm not being heard or listened to

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because I'm the type to be the mommy of the group.

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I've been texting her seeing a boy I know for three plus years.

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Wow.

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What?

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I'm so emotionally mentally connected to him

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to the point where I know I shouldn't be.

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He's recently been seeing a new girl

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after a failed stage between us with him telling me

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it'll work again.

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It's breaking my heart because he was the forest person

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I ran to with my achievements.

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And I can't do it anymore.

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As far as I'm just looking for the truth,

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will he come back and try again or should I go back

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to normal day to day life?

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I love being busy, but not even my distractions

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can keep my mind off him.

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Any advice appreciated?

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Thanks, guys, and I love your advice very much.

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Three years is a long time.

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Three plus years.

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I think if he was able to be, I'm so like since Francis was in,

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I feel like I know more things.

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Yeah.

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But like if he was able to be seen and texted you for three years,

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but didn't make you his.

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He won't.

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He won't.

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Yeah.

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Because he wants to always have you there as an option.

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If men really want that, they'll just,

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they'll do their thing.

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They'll make it known if you're theirs or not.

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Yeah.

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It's harsh, but it's the reality of it.

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Sometimes we all need a harsh slap of reality.

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Yeah.

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We all live in our own dilululans too much.

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And then we end up getting more hurt with things like,

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don't want you around for someone who couldn't even make it

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his after three years.

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After three years.

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After three years.

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And she said that they had a failed stage between them.

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So they tried after a failed stage between us.

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Because they say I'd say it was the case of like they kept

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seeing each other and they'd suffer a little bit and then back.

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And yeah, I think the.

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He told you look she said a failed stage between us with him

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telling me it'll never work again.

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Take his word for.

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Yeah.

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Listen to what you don't want to.

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But like listen, listen to what he says and take that.

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Like if he comes back at some stage.

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Well then you deal with it then, but don't hold it.

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Don't hold it for that.

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Yeah, don't wait for it.

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Like don't wait around.

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You know what you've really moved on.

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Yeah.

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Don't wait for someone who's not waiting on you.

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And he's like, what are these things?

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She if she goes seeing someone else here,

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haven't heard of it earlier.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Why would you do that?

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Well, sorry, but.

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You're done.

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What did they say?

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The park called the cat or the black or something.

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I never heard that.

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No.

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No, no, no.

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What does it mean?

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The park called the cat or the black.

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I think it's like double standards.

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Like you would do it by car.

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Oh, okay.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Yeah, because the partner car is the same thing.

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But they're different things.

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I don't know.

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Let me just make sure I got.

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I don't know.

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Different things.

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I don't know.

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Park calling.

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Kesel black meaning.

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The park called the cat or black.

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Yeah.

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Used to convey that the criticism of a person is aiming at someone else.

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Could it equally well apply to themselves?

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Yeah.

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The council is complaining that the poll staff is a slower communication.

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Talk about the park calling the cat or black.

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Yeah.

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Oh, yeah.

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I don't feel the black parts.

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Cat or black.

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Go because the part is black.

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Part or black.

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I don't think it's going to be a tea park.

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I always think of a park like a cooking park.

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So I'll spend.

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Yeah.

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So that's how black I've been caught.

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Mine's metal.

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I don't know.

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Anyway, yeah.

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Basically means that you're a continent like, yeah, double-sense.

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Okay.

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You do, I can't.

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Yeah.

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That's probably what will happen.

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Definitely.

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I think that you don't weigh over.

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No.

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I know he's like, when you're that age, especially your 70 and like, you're like, ah, he was my one

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true love forever.

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Don't know.

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You'll think that you'll grow up and then be like, what the fuck?

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Have me my ex years ago.

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But like literally thought was the one and only that we'd be together forever.

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Yeah.

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And I said, yeah, I was literally like, no, I can't even remember the name of that person.

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No, no, no.

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It's just like, it's just when you're in that young mindset, you think the world is so small,

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you think you're, you think you're grown at that age, you think you've mastered everything

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in life.

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Why don't you hit your mid 20s?

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You won't learn.

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You won't know what we're going to.

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No, no shit.

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I think as well, like, you're, it's your first person.

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Yeah.

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Because like, and you're like, that's all you know, you don't know these feelings.

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Yeah, you're so, so exciting.

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You know, I always mind like my first phone love.

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You know, that spray, the body spray impulse.

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Oh, no, no, not so.

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I remember it.

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I remember it.

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Yeah.

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And it was called like true love.

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Yeah.

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Oh my god.

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I was looking, I looked at a banana on through the day.

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I was going to buy it.

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I just need to smell it again, like just for the nostalgia.

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Because it's, yeah, it's not like all the new packaging, I want the old packaging.

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Oh, yeah, the old can.

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I need the old can.

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These three cheaper ships.

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They do?

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That was perfume back in the day.

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Oh, blasted.

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Probably not that long.

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No, no, no, you're the after you walk it on your.

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Yeah.

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I actually smell it so.

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Oh, perfume was a, I don't know.

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I'm not going to have so.

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Oh, it did.

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You definitely did.

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Oh my god.

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You won't hold your senses.

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Because it was a body spray, wasn't it?

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Or missed.

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Was it a miss?

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Yeah, they have her films as well.

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Yeah, yeah.

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And like, you were the bees days and you were drenched and it got more.

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Oh, drenched.

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Every time I left, I got to get to the movies.

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In the halls, sort of like, when parents, the halls deduces, they're like, all just

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impulse and so on.

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Definitely, yeah.

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So funny.

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Um, but yeah, I think move on, we're giving you the harsh truth.

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Mm-hmm.

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If I could tell myself that at that age, I would, he's not worth waiting for.

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And there's always be like, no, to show your achievements to who are going to care more than

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he does as well.

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Anyway, so he's not a lost, dear life.

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Next one is, hi, Charlie and Ellie.

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I've been going through something real crazy lately and I could redo what you're important

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this one.

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It might sound so crazy, so book a look.

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For reference, I'm 23.

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I just have ever heard you say, don't cry.

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Crazy.

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I'd actually say crazy all the time.

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I don't know what you're saying.

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What did I say?

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I never shared say that.

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What did I say?

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It's like so crazy.

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So crazy.

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So crazy.

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So crazy.

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So crazy.

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So book a look.

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For reference, I'm 23 and completely single.

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I met my closest guy friend for the first time when we were really young children.

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We know each other because of our families and we are close friends.

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We were both 15.

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We both had our first kiss together, but agreed to forget about it because both of our families

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are close friends and didn't want to complicate it.

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It's very mature, 15.

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I'm like marrying you.

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Yeah, plant one of my boyfriend.

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Nothing else happened for a good few years, but after it jumped forward to this year, we slept

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together twice, but again agreed to let go because of the complications involved in our

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families close ties.

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Six weeks ago, he moved to the States, but before he left, he came to my house and basically

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confessed to his love for me.

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Aww.

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That's my new love film.

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I can't remember the name, I love it.

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Love Rose, he loves Rose.

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I felt the same, but again, for the sake of everyone, I said best not to complicate.

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I said best not to complicate things, even though I really wanted him.

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He told me that I forgave my chance, he wouldn't move away, but I told him he should go,

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and so he did.

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Now, two and six weeks since he moved away, my heart is broken.

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I miss him so much, and I'm actually going to realize that I actually am maddened

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for him.

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One half of me thinks it's too late now and the other half of me wants to go get in a

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plane and follow him over, but I know that's not realistic.

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I'm obsessed with checking a social media constantly monitoring his stories and followers,

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trying to build a picture of who he's meeting over there.

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I know it sounds crazy, where should I go from here?

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Should I tell him how I feel or keep a bottle up?

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The problem is that I don't know if I can keep it to myself any longer.

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We've very time twice, at least twice a week, and I'm completely hooked on him.

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I'd really love to hear your thoughts on this.

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I really don't know what to do.

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My heart is really aching.

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I've never had this feeling before, and I'm really worried that I've missed my chance.

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Girl, get on the plane!

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Do it!

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Get on the plane!

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Get on the fucking plane!

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This is exactly like the prize!

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This is like, this is exactly like the movie.

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It's like she took off the movie.

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Oh my god, if she doesn't go and I don't have to tell her so I have to.

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Get on the plane.

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Surprise!

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Just throw up at the store and give them a huge kiss.

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Aww, we're going to do it.

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Oh my god.

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He feels the same way you feel.

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Yeah, just that he confessed to you.

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It's very mature.

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How much are you not so much of a...

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Tell him just to go and I'll like...

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Cause the fun, me.

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I know, I get what they mean, but they're very mature, for real, I was not 15.

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I'm like, it would complicate if they were like whatever, but...

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If you don't try, I never know.

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And like at the end of the day, this is going on, what?

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Here's now, I think his...

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I think his earnlots.

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Oh my god, get on the plane.

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Quick.

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That's adorable.

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That is so fucking cute.

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Just prising to show up to show up.

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Just show up.

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Like, and then you can decide what you're going to do with your life.

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And how much you miss him and like that's...

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It just shows how much you have feelings for him.

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Like I wouldn't...

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There's no question.

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There's no question you're mind now that how you feel.

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Maybe it was good for him to go for you to read.

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Maybe realise that even though you're new, but I think you have to go.

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Go to him.

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This sounds literally like something ever made.

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No, honestly, I like do it.

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I want you to do it like send us blogs.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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I think this will be...

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Blogger, I'll answer it.

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Yeah.

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This will be your canon event, like when you're...

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Your moment in your relationship where you're like, well, remember I came and flew over

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to you and...

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Oh my god.

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You have to do it.

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Why is it really sick to do it?

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And also if he's in, say to get...

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Most likely a year, probably for one of them graduate visas.

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I'm guessing.

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So whoever it is, put like...

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Then he can come home after a year.

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He was basically doing lung distance anyway, because he had been...

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Mm.

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Together.

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Yeah, even though lung distance is all your lung distance.

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Yeah, for the last eight years.

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Can you actually be like in...

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In a relationship where you have to fly to him?

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You have to go.

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I know, I know.

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I think... I was gonna say it's not realistic, but it is.

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It is.

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It is.

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Please get the flights.

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So what I'll have to actually...

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Actually, flights are expensive, so...

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Save up your money for your...

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If I don't...

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I'll just change the race.

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Probably the full time job.

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So just sacrifice your next few nights out for the next couple of months, a few months.

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Get flights.

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Class you vote.

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You've got the most good time.

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400, just maybe.

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January sales.

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Come on.

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Come on up.

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Mm-hmm.

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Sacrifice for your nights out.

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Sacrifice for you.

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Oh, sorry, not there.

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Sacrifice for you.

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Cloud shop.

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Yeah.

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Or just tell your mom that, I need to give me money.

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Yeah.

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That's you.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Yeah, I'm in love.

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Yeah, I'm in love when you're...

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They would definitely give money.

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100%.

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Oh.

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If you made a goal for me, I would...

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I would tell me.

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I'm not even messing.

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Get me to Merka.

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Get you to him, honestly.

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I think, yeah, you should just go and do it.

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What's that can happen is you get over there.

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Okay, so this is if you do go.

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You get over there.

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And he's...

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And you realize it doesn't work.

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You try.

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You'll never not wonder then.

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Where it's the sitting and wondering is the worst part.

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Yeah.

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But honestly, we will get...

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We will donate like...

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Yeah, yes.

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We will give bond to this.

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Yeah.

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Not fully like...

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No, not fully.

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Charlie might...

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We'll give you a break.

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Oh.

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But the only condition is you have to send us a video.

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We don't have to put anywhere we want to say when you're re-enighted.

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Yeah.

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I just want to see it.

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Yeah, I want to hear how you feel.

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Yeah, you can vlog how you feel.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Just do a check-out for keep...

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Keep rising.

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Oh my God.

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I love this.

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My pan.

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Keep us updated.

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That's it for this week's bond set episode.

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You can send it to them as into homeadrinkacolowneu.com.

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New episodes of homeadrink extra juice from every Monday.

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And I'm in episode right on Wednesday.

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Thank you to primary response from this episode.

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Make sure to like, rate, subscribe.

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And we'll see you...

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Oh, Wednesday.

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See you Wednesday.

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Thank you.

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Love you.

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Bye.

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