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Hold my drink with Charlie Nenele, a go-laid original podcast,

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I love my journey, when I booked myself into the hermitage for an MRI.

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I was trying to get my health family to amigrate to Germany after I joined my

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I don't have an exchange over there for a month.

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but never was checking in on you.

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Like, he's saying, my game for you.

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That is my games.

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Welcome back to this episode of How My Drink with Charlie Nenele,

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which is kindly sponsored by Primark.

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I'm home.

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That's all not your stuff.

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So on this week's episode of How My Drink, we talked about immigration.

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We talked about leaving the country, our future plans, how like bittersweet it is as well

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some people are leaving and times are changing and then we also helped some listeners

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with their seafood sauce, the lemon, which some are Australia-related.

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And we talked about having sex dreams about your boyfriend's quarters.

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We talked about wanting to keep seeing someone with their moving away soon,

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what do you do, do you keep it going, do you stop it, make self sad now,

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or sad in the future, and then we talked about watching your ex's stories.

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So we were interested in that, then we keep you still.

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And enjoy it.

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Yay!

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Welcome back, bitches!

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I was just saying tell you, it's like, how do we...

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You forgot how we started, like...

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Oh, welcome.

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We should definitely do a recap of our first episode, I think it'll be for us.

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Oh my god, I loved it.

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We should do a first, what's it called, first reaction to it?

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Of it.

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Yeah.

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I think we were rattling down it.

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I'd say the first episode would talk us an hour through a card, do they?

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I don't even think we were rattling, we were just like, what the fuck is going on.

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I think we were really going over, which has kind of been a running team.

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Yeah.

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The heart of the radio.

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Oh, this situation.

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Yeah.

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What happened to the lovely week?

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Was it last week you recorded a Monday's album?

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It was a Tuesday.

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Tuesday, last week?

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Well, it wasn't it?

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Yeah, that's why I feel like it was not that long ago.

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I didn't actually see it last few days.

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No, I haven't seen it.

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Er, Thursday.

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We had an event on a little meatware management on Thursday, wasn't it?

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It was actually so good.

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It was like a little...

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No, it was like...

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It was.

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It was.

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I was like ready to go.

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Yeah, like, hey, well, that was like...

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Yeah.

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Because before we went, I was like, oh, not nervous, but I was like, wow, god, everybody...

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I think I always think that I'm going to get in trouble by my management.

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Yeah.

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I don't know why we got to get in trouble by my management.

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We're being all called here to get sacks, to be honest.

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But, you know, it was a really good day.

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We all went to have to go to the junk town and stay hotel.

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A little flea?

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Yeah.

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Had lovely food and just...

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We're in so much fun.

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We're in so much fun.

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Yeah.

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I saw actually there was a comment on a normal, impromptu, protect our people.

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I see.

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I was just going to come in today.

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It was like one in Irish multiverse is this.

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Someone comes in and says, oh, my god, so embarrassing.

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They have management for TikTok.

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I replied to it and was like, no, actually, I have management to help me with my two very successful businesses that I own.

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Fuck you.

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And she was like, oh, that's brilliant.

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I was like, so why did you leave the comments before she came in?

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Change her too.

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Yeah.

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Someone actually we were out.

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So in the end of the day, we had to do like little challenges.

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So we got put like, we're one person so I was at Laura Johnson.

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And we had to go out and make a TikTok in the face of like, like, six minutes or something.

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And we were sitting outside and these two men came up and they're like, ah, TikToks.

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And I was like, it's actually my full time job.

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I was like, you take selfies and put like, social media and a full time job.

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And he goes, oh, really?

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I was like, yeah.

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Yeah.

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Fuck you.

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Yeah.

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No.

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And then he's like, oh, it's happening when back into his booth.

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And like, what?

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No, I'll, like a lot of the comments on it were like, oh my god, who do they think they

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are having management?

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Well, a people can, I don't know.

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I love my own.

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She's Christ.

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I can't even answer any email.

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No.

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I'm in my own email.

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Nurse.

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No.

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I just see the money.

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My mother just said, like, need it.

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Need it.

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But I think people also don't know, like, it's like, I think people also don't know, like,

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we pay our management.

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Yeah.

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We pay them.

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Yeah.

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So it's not like, it's not like when you had a nine to five job and you had a manager in

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your job and like, they were paying you to do certain things.

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It's not like that.

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They take a court of view.

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What you're basically, yeah.

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So we're paying them and they're helping us.

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Yeah.

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That's how it kind of worked.

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And they help you kind of build up and stuff.

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For example, I don't like that.

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I think people actually realize how, I think people might realize now that my, obviously my

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hair is gender about three weeks now, maybe two weeks or weeks.

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Yeah.

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But I've in the last week, I've had to put up two rails that only got pre-approved this

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week.

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Oh, yeah, you're a blunder where I've planned hair.

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But I take for like, what's like, what's she doing?

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She's not going to delay, but that's how long you have to have like content prep for

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beforehand sometimes.

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And that's how it works.

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Or like something's not in stock or like something like that.

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So there's more to it than people know.

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Definitely.

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Yeah.

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So about the half of it.

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We have a content calendar and I'll plan your days and weeks and stuff.

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And like Lauren was saying in the comments, some people are like, oh, people considered

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a job and all.

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We're not saying it's like a really, really hard job, but it's time consuming.

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Oh, yeah.

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There's no doubt about that.

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There's no doubt about that.

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It takes up time.

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It takes up a lot of time.

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And it takes me a lot.

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It's like a lifestyle.

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It's very lonely as well.

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Is that really, is that really, I'm really, I can't say it's that lifestyle.

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No, what is?

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Because you, there's no way you can't bring it into your personal life.

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Yeah, you don't turn, you can't turn it off.

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Yeah.

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Props to people who can because I find that really hard.

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Yeah.

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Who can you, to like, to tell people you don't even show like a friend, let alone like

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a family or nothing like they just have it completely damn or like fashion base or something

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but like, I don't know.

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Yeah, it hurts.

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And you open yourself up to love.

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And I share that.

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Yeah.

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So, yeah.

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There was that.

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That was her, is it?

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Friday, you had your own candy.

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I did.

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I met so many people that I'm having candy.

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Yeah.

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And I kept saying to them, I kept saying like, everything was just, we loved podcasts.

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I loved the film.

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Well, and I kept saying to them, what's your name?

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I remember it and I'll say your name.

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I'm the one.

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I can't remember one thing.

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She's running notes because I'm so bad in age.

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I'm so sorry, girls.

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So, every girl that I met that I said, what's your name?

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I met, oh my god.

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For you.

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Yeah.

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I met girls in Saint-Anne Park in Saint-Anne Park.

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I met two lovely girls.

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Was it two?

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No, there was a few actually.

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I met another few girls in the Regini Inn.

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That's where you went after.

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Yeah.

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And so, girls, I'm really, really sorry.

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I met few in at Move with the Manor.

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Oh, yeah, yeah.

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I didn't go.

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I was like, when we're on, in Smith's, on Saturdays,

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I was like, what's the one that Smith is running?

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That's where you run, actually.

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Paul?

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Yeah.

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Good?

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Yeah.

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But, yeah.

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And then when Ellie's up there, I'm like, oh, dear.

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I'm happy to hear.

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Oh, shit.

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You, when it takes me so far, and I actually, yeah.

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To go with me, you should have.

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Yeah.

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I just kept being like, I was like, when I opened up, and I

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actually come on.

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From the town.

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We were on the other side of the planet.

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Oh, no.

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And then I also, right in my ankle, I'm Friday night.

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Oh, yes.

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That's for right totally.

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Oh.

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Through these edges of the leg, like just elevated until

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little.

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I'm just liability honest.

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Oh, no.

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No, she won't.

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No, she won't.

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You haven't seen the stuff.

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Which, oh, I thought it was going to be black, the sock.

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Oh, I wonder if it was.

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No, it was not.

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If anybody saw me on the floor of the reunion,

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I'm just sorry.

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Sitting there for a reason.

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Don't even think it's right.

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Oh, really?

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Yeah, I was just sitting.

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Just sitting.

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If you were to guys, I remember I

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and Queen came in and she was like, get

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all brilliant.

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I was like, I can't.

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Like, what?

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Yeah.

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Is that where St.

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Hancock is, Reini?

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I don't know.

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You haven't ever been to Reini.

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Where is that?

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North side somewhere.

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Like, the side of the Air Force.

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Not as too far.

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I think.

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I don't know. I've never been there in my whole life.

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Isn't a mother's place is it like it's so close that you just never attend?

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Yeah. Like when I was younger I used to think like Luke and was the world.

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I used to think, yeah, no literally. I remember driving to Valley and feeling like you're driving years

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and now I get there in five minutes. It's like, what?

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Yeah.

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Everybody just feels so much bigger and...

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Further away, no, a big adventure.

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Do you remember going into Smith's toy store?

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Oh yeah.

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And you look and hope I got in like the toys and everything.

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Now you go and I'm on top.

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What did you go to?

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I was there one or something.

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Yeah, I was there one near you.

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But like now I'm just looking over the shelf.

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Yeah.

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It's not having just looked bigger because you're so small.

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Big girls now, sure.

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Look at us.

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We have so many cute babies on the weekends.

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You just?

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Yeah.

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She gets the glue.

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Like, I would love one boy.

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I'd love to just have it for like a day and get borrow it.

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Yeah.

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I'm just so...

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But I can't wait to have one and have it like half me, half like the person I love.

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But like I just think it's so cute.

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No.

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I don't know.

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I genuinely don't know.

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I'm so weird about it.

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I think as I get older the more I think about it.

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Like I've never actually fully taught...

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Do I actually want kids like...

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Really?

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I've just done seeing myself with a child.

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Yeah.

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I just...

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That's not to say that I want.

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I will.

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I will have kids.

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That's really a bit of...

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But I just can't picture myself.

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How do you know?

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Hold my own child.

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Yeah, I know.

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I'd be like, what are you?

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I know.

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I think I'd be nice.

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I made you.

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You were in my stomach last time.

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I said, I used to say the child.

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I got rest or so.

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Boy, you say the child was like, who made you?

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Who made you?

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Who made you?

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I feel like I'd be doing that with a child.

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I'd be like, you.

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And you're like me.

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You came from me.

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What?

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I don't know.

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3D words.

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It's a word.

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It's a word.

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I'll put it like...

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Yeah.

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I'm actually here with this.

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It's going to make me sound ancient.

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I know I always go on about my age.

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Bobby is tree.

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Oh no, Bobby is 11 weeks old now.

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Okay.

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When Bobby is 8.

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So that's like the kind of life expressly they give a boxer.

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Between 8 and 10.

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Kind of thing.

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Don't say it.

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When Bobby is 8, you're going to say something like that.

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I'll be 34.

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Yeah.

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Ew.

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Wow.

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That's good.

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Good.

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Yeah.

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Curly.

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No, I just do not like to stop again.

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I'll...

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No.

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I covered two years away from myself.

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I'm 24.

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I'm 24.

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I'm 21.

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Yeah.

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Woohoo.

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I'm 24.

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I'm just going to lie to everyone.

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Yeah.

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We did nothing for two years.

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We didn't experience life.

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We didn't get to grow.

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We didn't get to go anywhere.

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Yeah.

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I did fuck all.

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I was crying my birthday.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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It's really emotional.

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Oh, so why is that?

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Because we're old.

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To use for flat on like 3 ladies.

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No.

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Well, I...

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No.

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I was like, I was going...

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I used to even cry when I was like, fucking, going, turning it.

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Oh, yeah.

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I just get really emotional anyway.

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I just get emotional.

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I just get emotional.

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You see the video on me when I came home from my beat last year and I walked into the kitchen.

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Oh, yeah.

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And I just...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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Oh, yeah.

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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Oh, yeah.

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So...

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So slow and like...

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Or is actors being worn out and beingj​

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For being squared.

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an guests, if you may, you don't however sit in your lap and you're dancing with her in 2 pm.

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Yeah.

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Goddamn.

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Cause of some sort, I was like, guys, me and I just got off the plane and she just collapsed.

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It's absolutely...

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I just made it.

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notable.

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Dugum.

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Well, yeah, that was it.

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And then yes, I had a video.

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Bad.

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Yeah?

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Turn lights on your Real.

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We just feel like....

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...the real image of her behind her eyes.

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I'm a remissite being having anxiety and having a fear and being home over.

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But I'm just tearing face back because I'm a hoarder.

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If any of you see my room, you probably would not want to listen to the podcast because she's a hoarder.

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She's something about women.

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So, honestly.

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It's really bad.

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You've a lot of people.

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I need to come and aggy.

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You really do.

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Definitely.

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I can just say about a whole, I'm actually being caught from, like, look, I'm not an African actually owner.

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If I need that, I can buy it again.

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Yeah.

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It's not something like that.

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And I also had to vacuum back some pot of windows within them.

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Okay.

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I put them away.

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Yeah, it's not good.

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I don't think I have enough of you one second.

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Although, my dad says, if in doubt, fork it out.

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If you're him and in Han, you don't want to.

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No trouble at all.

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And that goes to every aspect of life.

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Give it away.

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Your uncle is the main event on Saturdays Friday.

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So for days, wait, I tell you.

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That's what you're going to say.

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For today's way, so I tell you at least for a year.

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Three weeks after having boobs or a surgery.

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So for the last three weeks, the top of my body wasn't very functional.

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And now it's the bottom of my body.

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Yeah, just a lot of it.

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You don't like my mom says when I was younger, I was never what I would an arson or an elbow.

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What's that mean?

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It was always something wrong with me.

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She's like, yeah, I always had a bump or a scab or a bruiser.

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There was always something wrong with me.

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Always.

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So.

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And you only felt that one step.

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One step.

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So I was in the reunion.

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And I was going down to the side.

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I think I was talking to somebody.

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It's highly intoxicated.

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So I looked at them.

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I think I was talking to somebody who was at the bottom of the series.

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So I was looking at them instead of looking at the step.

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So I do sometimes at home as well though.

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You think the next part is the floor.

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Getting the food.

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Do you ever get a heart just stops?

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Yeah.

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So I thought I was on the second last step.

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And I talked the next thing was the floor.

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But there was another step.

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So I completely missed that.

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Went down on my right foot and just fell.

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Did you fall?

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Did your ankle go like that to the sides?

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Yeah, twisted out.

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And I had like platform boots on.

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I twisted out.

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And then I was just sitting there.

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And the lovely Scrooge man that came and gave me money and all of them were.

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Money?

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What?

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I was looking at the windshield with flame.

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I just say, war.

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I was looking at the window thinking of money.

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What was I doing?

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Money on my mind.

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Oh, God.

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There are going to be war on.

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Help me and.

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God open.

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Anyway, they were like, no, go home.

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Put ice on it.

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And I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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I promised.

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No, I just say that.

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I went to another pub and just say that.

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Which definitely did not help.

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But I was drunk.

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So I could feel the pain.

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No, went home and all like.

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Walks up the stairs, grind a bottle.

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And then I woke up the next morning and started running me.

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And I was like, oh, fuck.

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Yeah, I just saw.

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And I was like, oh my god.

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Her and Sean are going to be.

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I don't know if he's no, but he's planning on some fifths.

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But he broke his ankle.

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That's easy.

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I was just afraid I might understand the shit with the wheel around the beast.

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No, absolutely.

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I was just afraid that it was broken.

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Yeah.

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When I was a bit of a hypercrime drag as well,

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I was just sitting in the kitchen screen and crying.

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I think it was broken.

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Yeah.

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I was just crying.

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And my mom was like, what you stop you, not what if it was broken?

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You couldn't, you'd be an excruciate.

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Yeah, I feel like you were.

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Oh my god.

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You couldn't even move your toe.

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I remember.

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Yeah, only two.

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My toe was good move.

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Never in the other guy.

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Yeah, they can all kind of move now.

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Which is good.

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So I went to the her message.

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I don't know if he's a remember if you followed me on Instagram.

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Do you remember my finger thing?

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Oh, yeah, your finger.

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We told on the podcast.

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Oh, do you think it proves that?

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My mom said she was like, no, don't start all that fucking Instagram fiasco with your leg.

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She was like, we were sick of hearing about your finger when it happened.

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That's like, man, let me help my mom.

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It's my life.

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But I am.

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We were going to go to a video.

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I call it.

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Yeah, that thing.

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But my mom then said she was like, the door was really far away from the.

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Carp.

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Okay.

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That's not a good idea.

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Let's get into the her message.

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Yeah.

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We went to the her message.

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We went in.

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Went to like their emergency department.

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And she your woman was like, I don't know if we'll get to see you today.

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If you don't have an appointment.

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So she's like, just see her in wake.

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But like my mom has to get me a wheelchair.

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From the car from my dad had to pull up to the dorm and I got me a wheelchair.

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I was just rolling around in there.

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And.

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But I went in a court pass three and I was home by five and block.

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Well, which was good.

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You got to scan that quickly.

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And I was like, yeah, I'm going to.

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I got an X ray on it.

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Do you know what I mean?

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I'm going to have an X ray.

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Don't think I'm going to put like this.

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Tying over you.

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Like a gown.

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Yeah.

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Something it's like a heavy thing.

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Is it in case your pregnant soul like the radiation doesn't go into you?

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No, because you just can't get one of your pregnant.

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You're not noticed.

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Because the radiation does go into you.

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Didn't ask me was I.

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There's no chance I am like.

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No.

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I don't know.

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And then my boobs as well.

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I was afraid like, oh God, was the radiation.

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There's something to the moon.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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No.

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I was like, shit.

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But anyway, got an X ray.

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Did you have a body?

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No.

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It was just an acable.

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Yeah.

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Got an X ray.

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Came back.

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He said it's not broken.

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I said, woohoo.

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So he said it's a sprain.

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And I was like, okay.

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So I have this like compression sock on it.

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And I have to do rice.

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Rice.

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Rice.

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Rice.

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Rest.

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Oh, yeah.

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I'm compression and elevation.

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I'm currently in the studio.

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My photo panel is still.

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Mm hmm.

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And my fluffy.

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I love you, Saaghania, I need to put ice on it and stuff.

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All I can have to ask them was, well, I'd be ready for Friday.

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I've got to live with you.

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Two hands.

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I think you would.

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I hope.

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I hope to God.

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If I just put, it's like loads of ice on it.

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Yeah, my hair don't want tomorrow and platinum.

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So I'm going to bring ice in, we'll probably.

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Yeah.

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A bag of broccoli and say, and it shows you can't eat.

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I put that in the freezer.

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Yeah.

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Just keep putting ice on it.

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I need to get neurofeng, because there's

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anti-inflammatory and neuroflem.

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Yeah, neuroflem.

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And let's just pray I'm not making it work.

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I can hobble on my toe.

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No, I think if I'd, I'd say people, some people don't even

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rest it like, and you're doing so good, put it up and off.

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Yeah.

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So it's a, it's fine.

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Just story of my life.

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There's just always something.

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I've got, maybe that's why I was crying a bad last night.

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I got really down.

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Did you?

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Yeah, I got really down.

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That was kind of like when I was saying after my boobs, I felt like I could have.

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So, yeah.

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What's the cult?

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I hate relying on being needed to.

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Yeah.

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You're so healthy.

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You're so healthy.

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You're so healthy.

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Yeah.

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I was asking Jack, I was asking Jack and I have a glass of water.

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He's like, oh, and then he was like, oh, I'm just starting to take glass of water like

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what?

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Like my life, and I snore to a bit about my, I like to fail them getting annoyed.

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And I was like, can I do it?

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Or even Bobby, obviously, if I can 12, we go, poppy.

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And he was in.

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I'm using all the time.

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Oh, he was in at my four trying to eat and all the time.

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Oh, but yeah, the feeling of help is I got really down.

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That's why I was crying.

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Yeah.

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So I just sat like, oh, God.

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Just sat.

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Yeah, but I'm so happy.

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I'm so happy for him.

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I'm also a hyper-conjure.

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Why would he think it's going to happen?

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No, I think I think it's worse.

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Oh, it's worse.

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Yeah.

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I just need to.

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Yeah.

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Like if it was broke, it's not broke.

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Because for some time.

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Sean, when Sean's one is broken, he was driving the day.

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It was a very, my text him.

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I looked at his story and he was in drives.

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No, that can be right.

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It's a commodity flipped.

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I was like, no, he's in the drive.

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I have a voice in the form of actually, I asked him yesterday.

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He was testing and he was like, how's it for?

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But he could drive it a broke and then he would definitely walk on the anchor.

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But I was like, Sean, why did they shave the leg that didn't get a surgery?

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They probably meant to do the wrong one or something.

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I don't know.

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Is it for a vein or something, maybe?

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No.

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What was the purpose of shaving?

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It's just like where?

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Do you send a voice on the back?

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I think so.

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We were saying as well, it's what you know what the egg is.

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When someone breaks their leg or something and like just goes around with no sock on it

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and just has like two toes, they're going to.

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No, I'm the walk-and-ick with this thing.

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No, you're from the way I'm walking with a fluffy sock on it.

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You let the car stand and just tell us, like, now I can.

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Well, I play what you said?

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Yeah.

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Let's hope it's super well, because Sean.

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Like just like nutrition, like what's really going on for everybody?

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What?

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Because it's like a whole coping process.

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I'm walking with my walk.

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I will take the swallow away like because ill-fork and flush out the toxins at an angle.

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Like it's a lower-the-war imagination.

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But I have all these mountains that I forget what I'm saying because I just can't get alienally.

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And I can't say anyone like I'm going off me rocker.

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Life, so it's worth, life, compression and elevation.

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Okay, tell you whether.

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That's not for perstays.

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That's all I remember.

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So Sean, perstays.

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Hey, thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Well, yeah, now that's my way of feeling it.

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I tell you what you got in one leg, shapes.

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Yeah, I don't know.

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I'm thinking of having me on a S and a.

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I don't get them.

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I really don't put the nourishing side in the room, which is just so nice to me.

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Really?

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Yeah, she was so nice.

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Like, just so lovely.

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Do I ever tell you about?

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Oh, God.

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I never tell you about when I book myself into the hermitage for an MRI.

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No.

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Why did you do that?

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What's in it?

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Look at that for your brain.

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An MRI is a big machine.

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You're going to get scared.

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Oh, just like that.

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They have to wear earphones on you because they're in there.

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You're like cost-a-probe.

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Yeah, the noise of it.

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Like it's taking the shape.

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Oh, I didn't want it in there.

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And I've got cotscan.

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I've got cotscan.

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Oh, an MRI is terrifying, but why did you work yourself in?

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Because I have a sore wrist.

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Oh, I remember that wrist.

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Oh, yeah, yeah.

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Was the carpal tunnel or something like that?

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No, they taught a lot.

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But then it just ended up being a really, really tiny bone in my wrist that's broken.

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Like, you can't put a car sound around.

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It's so tiny.

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It's still in there.

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It's broken, but every now and again, I don't know if it moves a certain way.

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The pain is excruciating.

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So I sent myself for an MRI.

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It's so huge.

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It's over it.

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That's a great one.

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Is that what they told you after the MRI?

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Yeah, it was like this.

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It's just a tiny bone.

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It can't be done.

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Why didn't it just X-ray it?

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Why did you get the whole bone?

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MRI sees like veins.

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Okay.

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A little tissue.

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Yeah.

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So, like that.

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I remember we had the episode saying that we didn't.

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I'll just go figure in our sans.

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X-ray is excellent.

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X-ray is excellent.

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What the fuck?

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What is that?

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I want to put the gel on your body and then all of a sudden they can see your organs.

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How?

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I'm a baby floating around.

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How can you see that from a little plastic stick that you're rubbing on?

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The girl actually who brought me from my, um, brought me forward the X-ray.

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Like she would wheeled me down to the X-ray.

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Yeah.

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Oh my gosh.

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She was flying me around her.

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I was just hospital.

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She was brilliant.

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When I was leaving the girl.

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So like, let me know how she's driving her drive and is.

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Now she was flying me around my brain.

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Oh my gosh.

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But she was saying to me, she was like, if they can't see something in X-ray they might have

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to do on her mind.

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Okay.

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Yeah.

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But like people are actually an Instagram scary me being like, oh I spray my ankle too and

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I'm recovering eight weeks later.

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I'm like, bitch, eight weeks.

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No, but people are scary me.

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Yeah, but I'm like, get a second.

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You have to get a second opinion and all of a sudden you're broken.

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I'm like, no, I don't know.

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No, I think you know all about it.

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It was broken.

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Yeah.

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I don't think it is.

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Yeah, it would.

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I don't think you'd move once broken because you can't.

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No, it's a good.

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No, I can bend it.

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Yeah, no, it's fine.

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It just feels fast here.

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Yeah.

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Very fast.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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That's great crack.

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Can everyone say a prayer for me that I get to do a pill one like one prayer?

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Yeah.

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I thought I get to do a pill that I can get to do a prayer.

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Yeah.

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I feel like I'm working on it before.

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I know.

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I got one before.

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I wasn't feeling in my West.

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That's just so weak.

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I don't want people to think I'm just.

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Yeah, but you're not saying the thing, if you're not walking I don't know if it's a long way

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to walk.

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I feel like you're rubbing the wheelchair to someone else.

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You're in this plenty of way.

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I also couldn't use crutches either.

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No, because the boobs.

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Yeah.

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So she was like, we'll give you a crutches and crutches and a strap and all.

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And I was like, I can't take the crutches.

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What's a strap?

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Like for my uncle.

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Oh, yeah, yeah.

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She's not like, I'm not a hold of my own body weight.

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So that's definitely why I got sad last night.

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I just feel sorry for myself.

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Yeah, I just have bad moods that you're in.

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You're just nobody else feels sorry for my family definitely.

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Yeah, so on a Sunday night, it's there.

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But I had a few of them because he wanted to go into the loop hoping that I'm sorry.

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And I was like, I need to go hospital and he was like, oh, fuck sake, I do everything for everyone else.

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I'm a dog.

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Oh, my uncle.

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Help me.

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I'm really sick.

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Yeah, I'm sick.

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So you got to go, yes, they don't sound good.

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Well, that's my way to say sorry.

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I'm going to go to the stool.

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There's just always something I know.

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But like, get a break.

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I said, my friends last night, we were all watching the violence.

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And I was like, we literally at one point, something is wrong with someone.

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No one is ever just happy at once.

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It's kind of tragic what's funny at the time.

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When it's something obviously not really serious.

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When is my break?

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I'd love to know.

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Yeah.

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Any breaks.

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Seriously, any break down my lens.

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Yeah.

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Honestly, I think life is never ever going easy.

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It's time we've got six months into the year.

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I know.

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And the violence on, like, what the fuck?

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I think the violence is not starting until July, you know.

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Because this year it's like two, it's like 10 or 12 weeks.

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And it's going to be eight years.

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Longer?

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Yeah, it's all January.

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Oh, Lord.

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Yeah.

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By time they called it.

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Yeah, it's in the villa.

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Charlie and work.

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Imagine being strutting into the thing.

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Was it?

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Are we good?

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You'd be brilliant.

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I don't know how to go for a 12 year.

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It's like, I think Luke, I guess, like just now.

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No.

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Just gives me a player and now I'm so pretty game has been with me before the girls in there,

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which I get, but like, I just don't get you anyone vibes off them.

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Oh, yeah.

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Plus I actually follow his ex girlfriends.

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Oh, yeah, yeah.

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And I really like her.

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So I'm just like, oh, see it all.

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I just like, no.

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My dad loves it.

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My dad is like, thank God you are not on that show.

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I guess we're in the middle of the world.

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Just when the five of us are watching, I'm telling the rest.

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So can the face of it, you're on it.

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I'm like, I close my eyes.

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Oh, no.

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Yeah.

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No, no, no.

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Yesterday I can see you and Daviday.

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By the way, these are spoilers if you haven't watched the episode.

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Oh, yeah, yeah.

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We're on Monday right now.

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So if you're listening Wednesday, you probably are caught up.

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We are so now and I everybody watches it as well.

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So we're keeping short.

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Yeah.

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But yeah, Luke, I, who would you go for right now?

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Do you have to pick one for me?

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Um, Jack's probably.

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I was going to say that.

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Yeah.

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I'm going to pick for Luke at a very much my type.

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Pretty boy.

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Like.

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Blue because I think it's a dick.

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I think it's a dick.

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No, not just a mean, but like a player like.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Not into Davide.

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Not into...

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Yeah, Davide is beautiful.

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Look, man, what the fuck man, he has...

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Who wants to get left again, Liam?

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Liam, I like him.

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I like him.

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He'd be my kind of...

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I would've... I would've went for him.

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Yeah, very sweet, like...

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Very sad that he left.

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Yeah, very very sad.

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And then...

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Yeah, that's kind of it.

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I think Ecconsuit and Davide suit each other to the ground.

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To a tee.

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Oh, they'd be mental together.

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The two of them are two.

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Yeah.

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Mars.

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Did you see there doing what you...

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Oh, what's called?

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Never having ever.

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And there, like, been in the mile hall.

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It's called, you only have six left.

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Yeah.

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And Ecconsuit was like,

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Jesus Christ, she has to say what happened.

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I don't know.

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She's a bit mad all together.

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Like, I don't know how people get away with that.

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Do you reckon she would have to see it?

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And I just like, turn it on.

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I reckon it happens that like, private jets.

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Yeah, true.

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Can't imagine being on a Ryanair fly, having a shag in the toilet.

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Here in the wall, it's just like knocking.

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You can barely put one person in there in the middle of a mic too.

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I love the girls that I love India.

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And I think her and Ecconsuit...

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She's not into Ecconsuit.

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Ecconsuit is not given, like, more.

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She's very...

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I don't think she's had much air time.

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Well, yeah, there's...

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Yeah, probably that as well.

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But even when you're talking to the beach, what now?

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It's just very like, does she even want to be there?

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She's in the port.

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Yeah.

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I like Tammy.

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Really like Tammy.

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Yeah.

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He's very...

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Like, I think he had to harm everyone.

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He's very harsh.

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Last night he was very to the...

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Like, there was actually a cliff.

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It wasn't last night.

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I see him out in the...

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In Tetsumoran.

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And Luke was go mad that...

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Jacks was talking to...

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Had you talked to Gemma?

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Oh, sure.

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And Andrew...

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So Jacks was over talking to Tashik.

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And Andrew was just sitting there.

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He was like, I don't mind.

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And Luke was like, well, I mind.

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They usually put him on it too.

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And Tammy was like, well, you're Luke and he's Andrew.

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Yeah.

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And like, do you ever...

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I'm like, I like that.

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Like, Tammy said something that made me laugh when...

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Jacks came in, but I can't remember what was.

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I think it was when Jacks came in.

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Really?

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He said something really awry.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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That's just typical.

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Yeah.

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The awrys were so good in itself.

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Oh, no.

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They don't give them enough...

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No.

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And him and Amber are kind of cute.

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Hmm.

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But I don't know if she's waiting on someone else's command.

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Oh, I think so potentially.

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She's not...

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I feel like she's not, like, giving her whole self.

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I think that's the problem with that.

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It's like, people are standing off because they're like,

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I don't want to give my everything to him if someone on rail comes in.

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Yeah, what do I do with that?

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I like that.

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Even if someone might never come in.

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But like...

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Did you see?

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I can still be talking to Jacks and like,

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yeah, if you had come in, yes, I would've picked you.

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I suppose I've played the game.

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You got...

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You got part of the yesterday, like, I know.

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But then she was mad about David A. before, that wasn't she?

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Yeah.

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So, well, every fella that comes in...

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I don't know.

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Something gives me...

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I like her.

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I love her confidence.

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Oh, I'd love to be like that.

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So, when he...

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I would love it.

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Someone asked me last night, what ever went to the house, and I was like, now, everyone's

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out.

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No, no, no, no, no.

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The only reason I'm holding is I am just...

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I hate confrontation.

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It makes me so uncomfortable.

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Yeah.

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Like, I wouldn't be able for that.

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And I feel like something like that, you have to be able for confrontation.

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You have to be able to give it a try.

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To get it kind of thing.

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And I just...

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I think I actually would be able to end that situation, because in the moment you're

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shouting, I'll wear this very life.

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I'm like, ugh.

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No, I couldn't.

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I think I could.

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I'd die.

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I think this year, I don't more than ever.

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I've been like, fuck.

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The top, like, actually...

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You have to actually be in a pain on camera on National TV all day.

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I think this first year, I watched it, I'm like, shit, that's actually...

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All the time.

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A lot.

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Yeah.

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I feel like you can't see me like...

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Oh.

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Imagine after a mail, sitting by the bill.

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No.

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I just always find it mental, I think I don't know what time it is around.

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Yeah.

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I think that's what I thought it is.

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It's a mad word.

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Yeah.

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I've seen the more in Amy Heart's tick.

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I think I've watched it so far.

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Yeah.

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She already touched the other boards.

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Chloe was doing it as well, kind of, I've seen her do interviews and so forth.

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She talked about like...

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And like what they do on the Saturday and they're off.

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And all they just...

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Get my channels and all.

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Yeah, but they're not allowed, like, talk about everything to do with the show.

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So there's someone sound around, but like, no.

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Presumed?

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I wonder if this is a record of what it just can go anywhere so they know what they're saying.

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Because obviously people have to watch it and see what they're saying.

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Do you reckon they clear out their Instagrams before they go in?

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Yeah, they do.

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Because I was on Gemma's last night.

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And she has a handful of posts on it and the first one is from 2018.

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Yeah.

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And they like delete, like, on follow people and all.

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Yeah.

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Because I always know this is someone.

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Yeah.

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Why?

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Just to clean it up.

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Just because there's something like...

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I don't know.

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But I'd like to go on and see their personality.

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Yeah.

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They have some downed.

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I'd say some are recommended to whatever and some are just like, no.

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As Gemma said, who are the ad is she?

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No.

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Why is she still keeping it?

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It's not like she could have on Saturday when the cameras were off.

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Apparently, there was an interview with him and he was like, I don't want to talk about it.

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Oh, really?

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Yeah.

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Someone asked me about it and he was like, no, don't.

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Because she's getting a lot of stickers out.

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I think she's getting too much stickers.

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Do you think?

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Yeah.

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I think her attitude just...

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I know.

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I think she's really awkward, though.

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I think it comes from a place of like, she comes across very real because she's actually actually...

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Of course, you're not.

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Yeah, because you haven't got to look people in the eyes.

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No, I didn't see that.

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She's just a lot like...

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No, she looked in jack size.

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She could look at him like a lot.

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No, right.

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So I know what was there.

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So I know what was there.

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I was like, she doesn't really look.

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She's obviously looking like this looking straight in front of her.

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Whereas with Jack, she's like looking at him.

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Who was it that said she had a rest in this face again?

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Oh, I don't know.

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Was it a girl?

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Yeah, a page.

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Oh, yeah.

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I love page.

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Love page, is that?

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She'll go very far.

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Yeah.

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She'll do well after it.

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Yeah.

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And maybe...

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I don't know.

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Maybe it's just...

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She's very smiley.

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Maybe...

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Well, much of me maybe.

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Obviously, they know what they're doing when they put all the different personalities in.

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So they obviously know when Gemma goes in, like, before putting Gemma in it,

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they obviously know, like, okay, Gemma has this rest in this face or whatever.

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Or like...

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They know what each individual is like is bringing in.

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Yeah, so they have to mix it all up.

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Because sure, they're all the same.

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We go on.

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Of course.

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Or I've seen everyone just giving out of it and like, yeah.

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Yeah.

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Her...

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Yeah.

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Just stinking.

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I think it's just her a...

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The way she's like, the brush.

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She's so young.

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Yeah.

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But they're like, a tummy and money, maybe 20.

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Which is a mad thing back on.

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I think it's because I was young again.

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I was like, that age then, that I didn't know what was it.

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And now your older is like, fuck 19, is like a baby.

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19.

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Yeah.

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Is...

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I think I know what you're saying.

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I was kind of freezing it.

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Yeah, so, the way, like, all the...

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Now, I know, I didn't start that young and I was pretty well-dressed when I was that age as well.

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But it's always like the older man who would go for the very, the youngest girl.

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Oh, what's that for the age 27?

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Yeah, I thought that was it.

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And she's...

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No, I don't know.

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I don't know.

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I know.

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It's looking back when you're like...

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Look at you.

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The older you get, age gaps don't make that much of a difference.

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I actually get older.

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Yeah.

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But I think it's when people relate it back to like, okay, well, when you were...

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When you were that age.

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10, he was 19 or something.

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I mean, when you...

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When you put it that way, it's like, oh, good Jesus.

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Yeah.

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I don't know.

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Because I saw someone put it up last night as I was saying that when...

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Gemma was with...

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Jacks.

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She was like...

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She was 16 or something.

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Yeah, and he was 20.

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Yeah.

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Literally.

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I don't know.

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Yeah, that makes me feel that strong type of boy.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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But so far, and shanning?

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Yeah.

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I like.

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I do like have something zero every night and nine.

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It's nice to have like, sometimes, like, purpose.

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Yeah.

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Because I don't watch TV otherwise, really.

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Do you know?

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So it's not no, never like.

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I do.

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So I like having that, like, it's felt like he made up with your friend.

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I like...

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Yeah.

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It's nice.

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But there are opinions of her.

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I think if we've forgotten any people, it's...

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She doesn't have an impact.

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Yeah.

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But...

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Yeah, 50 people wouldn't have a passion.

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Yeah, I like passion.

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I like passion.

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Yeah.

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Very much like her.

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Yes, gorgeous.

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Yeah.

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Andrews would quite as a...

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Yeah.

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Him and a Ken need to step up.

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Yeah, I need to bid a...

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bid a gas from them or something.

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Yeah, but you know what I mean?

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They probably think that they're getting a personality gas, but they're not showing it.

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They're not...

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Yeah.

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They call it all-in.

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I think they have no way of having an idea of what's shown and what's not.

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Yeah.

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It's like a jammer because she seems to be like...

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The whole episode.

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Yeah, we know how jammer is.

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That was the other episode.

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She should stay in it long.

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Definitely.

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Definitely.

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So we'll definitely see a lot of jammer and like...

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Maybe her...

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Her own personality might be my little bit more, I think.

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Yep.

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But...

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I'm 16, Davide.

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16, I can say.

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Yeah.

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16 same people.

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Oh, Affy is love forever.

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Oh yeah, yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, we need some...

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Switch it up a bit now.

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Yeah.

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We need the new people, either.

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Yeah.

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So, Jermord Week is where I teach you the Jermord because my mom is German.

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And I'm fluent in it, you didn't know.

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She's fluent sometimes.

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Sometimes.

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Sometimes I just like that.

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Sometimes I'm like...

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I got to go really for a sentence, maybe.

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She's a little anapoll.

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Yes.

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She's German.

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Yes.

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She's not in the middle.

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She's in the middle.

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She's in the middle.

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She's in the middle.

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I can even though she sat the door.

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It's like...

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How you would say it?

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Is it?

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But this week's Jermord Week is...

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I'm going to relate to something in the real.

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Okay.

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Zorse.

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Yeah

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We're mo

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No

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Speaker no

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Wires

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No

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Can you clear it's to start the same layers kind of like sounds like the word a little bit. Oh

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So yeah, yeah, yeah, think what sounds like that?

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So think of like what would you have on pass it?

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Fast yeah

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Is it so?

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Yeah, she's about to start my pass

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So I say I had

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Passed and soft from my dinner tonight say in your most authentic German

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I feel like when I ask you a feature and you say in your job in German accent

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I'm like no, I don't say I had

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Passed and soft from my dinner tonight and I have a pasta on dessert for my abdessen. Oh I love it

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It's adorable

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That's what we were making a feature in

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The only content that I remember is younger and tell you your term say it. Yeah, I'm like say what say something just say something in German

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And you're like oh my god

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German is

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Honestly

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So saucy so say it sauce

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Can I be any sauce?

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Yes, I will like garlic sauce is canola sauce. Okay, so whatever it is sauce. Yeah, I like ketchup is just ketchup

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See so we're getting into the name. We're just live. That's what you say. Oh, yeah, what did you say?

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Sources just like that. Yeah, and I was like that's actually not it at all

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So this week we want to talk about the future suppose on like immigration and

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All that jazz mm-hmm because two my friends are actually leaving

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evacuate in country so ones are already gone our friend Creeve. It's gone to New York

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Mm-hmm

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My friend Lucy's gone traveling for four months and my friend Kira is going to Australia

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Then one of another one my friends is going to I think it's happy in August and then two of them are going to Australia at the end of the year

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So

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I feel so sorry

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Isn't it so sad that everyone just leaves? It's sad, but it's also like fair if I can play it. Oh, no

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What's that they like it's I wonder what people say if like

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Think we're different here. Yeah, if you can actually afford to live. I would like

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Yeah, if things are better here would you have no need to go or?

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If you're not Irish for the way our housing prices are it's a Christ joke

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Christ. Yeah, there is no way of you. There's no way to rent. There's no way yet. You can rent mostly people like it's

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rented or buying it's just not a

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Thing that you're not viable. No, but you can do so no wonder people are getting the fuck out

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Yeah, for us people to live it does

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It's really sad. I think the weather is out of the big things. You know that's true

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Like it's just what we're at the end of like an air like you know, and you're like no

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It is that's not it is

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It kind of popped down roads like

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Season or like going to drop like they're just not there anymore

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But things like

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It's a new one that you have excuse to go on business. Yeah, I'm gonna be doing trips around the world

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Yeah, how for a stop American. Yeah, how for is that gonna be so don't think about as a sad thing

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But then you'll have new memories and news. Yeah, when's here we go? She's leaving

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Next week, okay, I'm at least gone tomorrow. Oh shit. Mm-hmm

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We're gonna see them tonight. Mental

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We're thinking about much fun stories and stuff. I know I know

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I like

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Like I don't know what does Australia like interest you to live it never in that

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Not me never in a million years. We say so she's like she's always forced me to live there

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She's like trying to make me go. She's actually actually now. I was you jealous. It's too time now like

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Yeah, it's fair. It's way too far. I have family living in Australia

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They they went over and now they lived there and have families and stuff but like it's just not somewhere

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I've ever been like oh yeah, I'd go there and live what man do you just a ball?

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If you see like you need to come somewhere that you have to have a home life as well

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I don't mean like you have to have yeah, you can't just have a ball

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I'd be parried for four years. Yeah, you can't just have a ball 24 or seven of course you can but then

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One day it needs to hit you need to be realistic about like you have to yeah

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Because even after gone like if I gone over gone one week holiday weeks

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I'm like okay, I'm wasn't to go back to like normal. Yeah, yeah, just for a while just for a little while

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Yeah, to get it to make it excited for something else as well

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I mean, yeah, you need that bit of reality again to look forward to the next project and when you move to

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To yeah, that time did you leave because you would just like fuck up trying new thing

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Like leave Ireland. Yeah, what made you decide to actually if

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Yeah, I think that's what it was just for good. Yeah, what else were we down? Yeah, it was not as we were about just working in jobs

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Like there was yeah, nothing was tying us here. So we said you be very kind of this here is I'll actually

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Yeah, yeah, a lot of Irish does kind of put em

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My mom reckons if I went to Vancouver I'd certainly there really I like it

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I went there for like a week to do yeah when I was in do my day one

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I went up to visit and I loved it. It's really nice. I don't know if that would have been the case on that

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But it's not weird. I think that like if something was different

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Like I know what could happen to me. I could have citizenship or something. They're how mad as that like and like if I can

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Canadian husband how like mad or laughing but

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Yeah, we thought about Australia for about five minutes and I straight I was like

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Yeah, no way even the fact that I came home three times in this small space time that I was there to show like I couldn't have done that if I was in Australia

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Yeah, no way and also the feeling that you can't nothing else do so that would panic me yeah panic me

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Yeah, it taught me how much of a home board I actually am really oh, yeah

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All I wanted to do was just we at home like yeah, and taught me how much like you really in a cliche way

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I need to value time with your family

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You know, you're younger teenage and all I love you

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I'm just hang out with your friends and fucking you don't care about your family. Yeah, but I think I was like people live in your head

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Yeah, they're just like yeah strangers that live with you

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But definitely as I've gotten old I realize like yeah, I think I value time with my family over

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Over and yeah, yeah, yeah, I went out. I tried to get my health family to emigrate to Germany after I don't like I don't like shame

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Over there for a month you went to school there did you know for a month? Yeah, and I was obsessed and I came back

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I was like literally showing the house and all to try to make them on

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My mom was like 10 to because I've seen your family's there like but I didn't make sense

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Maybe a little schnitzel now

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What did you say your second name is Klinger or something? My mom's

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Klinger oh your mom's Klinger. Oh, yeah, so you could have been churning Klinger. Yeah, why away? I called me to you bitch

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Why is your mom milk here? She moved so she lived in she was alone and

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To do fashion design in knowledge when she was like my teen and then met my dad over there in London

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Yeah, so he was living there for work

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He moved over like around me, but like I'm impressed up my mom. I met him. He only had one pair of shoes

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And she always was always like always but she was like always right and only she was like the same ones and it was turn every on you

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Oh my god no

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Anyway, you went over it was like on me you know like what I is that young enough a mom so pretty was like

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Maybe he was like I see when they met or something like that or yes or myself and they met at a dubbler's concert. Oh yeah

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Well your mom was just into dubbler's

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I don't know how she handled it but I always think that my folk imagine like one of them had been like sick at my ear

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Like didn't go to the bar at the same time

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That just freaks me out mad isn't we here like isn't it? It's mad like what you would severe like it would like

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nah

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You just like one person can change someone. He was like yeah

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Once for a second in a situation can change things so like that's not

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Is it mad? They just happened like I didn't or just didn't get a ticket for it like yeah

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And then what they moved to Ireland and then sorry now they lived in London for go for years my sister's born there

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Oh

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She was too when they moved back over here and then they had me

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Just Selena have a British pathos she did

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Oh she got new when she's got married. Oh yeah, but she I think she still

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I don't know one like no way which actually is handy because of

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The Brexit now actually yeah, yeah, she and she know how I was in English for your friends. Oh yeah

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So fate again and then

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Yeah, it moves over here

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And had me and living the same house ever since. Thank you. Yeah

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Yeah, and King's actually my brother is gone to

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Oh she your brother's going he's gone next week to America to get a fight change

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No, he's not yet. I said book a new one. I think someone's got the money back

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Yeah, I don't like where but anyway, he's going to work in a summer camp

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Is it a boss?

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Yeah, which is boss is in there. Wow

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Do you have summer camps work?

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Girl the king you're not Jewish like

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You're like well, I don't think it's a word

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He's a headboard anyway. You're gonna have no one left

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No, no!

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I know.

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Lucky?

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Yeah.

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And I put some, I think, because it cold, but like everything like stuffed and then everything was put on

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all those plans and they were just back with a bang.

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Yeah.

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Is everybody dribbling off like gradually it's like everyone's gonna want it.

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Yeah.

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They can't.

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So I was just leaving.

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I think I'm gonna do a season I'll be the next summer.

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Really?

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Yeah.

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I'll come and visit every two or all season.

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But I'm a cross-child.

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I'm a cross-child.

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I'm a board.

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I'm B-28 next year.

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Another whole cell.

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After dinner.

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My hair is real.

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It's just like a knot in my hair.

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Don't do that, I think.

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I'm not even a knot just needs a bit conditioning.

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I'll come and visit every two or all.

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I'll come more full-time.

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I just love her hair.

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I just want like a minor.

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Exactly.

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A minor.

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I always said it.

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I'm like, I don't want to be looked back on them for it.

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And they're like, I wish I had a lot of season.

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Yeah.

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At least I just do it and see.

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Yeah.

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And you want to join me?

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Let me know.

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I probably need a roommate.

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Yeah.

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Um.

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Yeah.

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That was a bittersweet time.

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Yeah.

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Everyone leave us.

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Just try and look at it more slowly.

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Many of your friends live it.

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Right now.

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I'm trying my friends are mothers.

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Really?

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I feel like, yeah, it's like a different.

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For them actually are mothers, yeah?

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Yeah, none of mine are mothers.

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One of my best friends get married in all this.

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I'd be really concerned if one of them became mothers

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because we actually would have parents right now.

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Three or four of my-

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I can't mind ourselves.

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Three or four of my girls have their own houses.

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So like, we're just on a different age.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Like the immigration stuff is just not.

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Another thing for us.

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No.

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You can't just open leave your whole life.

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So that was our little immigration talk.

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Just a little rant.

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I see.

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Actually, I see no really sad.

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I took talk of my record.

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I did the job.

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No one was there.

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I love my home, but my home was a little bit like.

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It was like a dozen.

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Fortunately, I hope like it.

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It's so sad.

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I agree with our friends saying she just in New York.

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She was like, my home is a classic.

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She was like, I just feel like you don't appreciate

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your own until you're gone.

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New York.

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Yeah.

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And the more she's you love it.

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Like, you obviously want to live away.

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The more I came home from Toronto for like the final time

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that I knew I was moving home.

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I was like, I love this place.

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So I'm really.

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I'm never leaving again.

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Why would I leave?

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Sometimes like, I hate to stay.

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When you're here for too long, you don't appreciate it.

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It's like anything in your life.

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When you have it for too long, you don't appreciate it.

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When something's gone or you miss something,

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you really like it.

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I would sometimes you appreciate things that might show.

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And my friend let me drive her home from the airport.

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Definitely really dangerous.

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Because you haven't driven an age.

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I hadn't driven in months and you never.

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I don't think I'd ever.

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I didn't have a full license.

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Now when I came home, the more I came back to Dublin,

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she collected me from the airport.

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Gemma, thanks Gemma.

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And she let me drive her home.

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She definitely doesn't let me book.

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Yes, yeah.

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Oops.

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Jet lags and all.

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Oh, stop.

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But yeah, I'll get enough flight next year to visit all my men.

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At least a lot of them will be Australia's.

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I can just go there once.

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Have fun.

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Have fun, well done.

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Why?

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We'll be going after getting there soon.

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I'll just keep you up.

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Yeah, don't worry.

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Thank you.

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And we're going to do our seats in the South.

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No.

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And I picked up some ones that are to do with Australia.

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And like that side of the world.

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So the first one is quite a long one,

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but it's a good one.

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So this is where we try to give you the voice,

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by the way.

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And if you we have an answer yours,

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you could have answered it in a previous.

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Yes, it's just to do.

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Extra do.

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Yeah, because sometimes you take one from my previous week.

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So make sure to like listen back and see.

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And well, yeah, we try to give you their best advice that we can.

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So the fellow I'm seeing who Emily's juice.

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That's what is moving to us in September.

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I only found out suddenly like what he told me he did see a lot of potential.

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And said we never know the future holds.

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I think we could end up back together.

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Sorry, end up together when he's back.

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I may as friends and found this weekend we got on so well.

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He asked me to decide whether we keep seeing each other until he goes or call it off now.

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He did say it's worried.

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We're feeling ourselves.

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We keep meeting until September, but we are about mad about each other.

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There was always a chance he'd be going back to us,

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but he only confirmed this Saturday and now I'm heartbroken.

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He said we've always had each other.

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How each other regardless and said what's meant to be will be.

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But since I'm already heartbroken that he's leaving.

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Should I just enjoy my summer with him and have no regrets or will it be 10 times worse?

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Saying about September.

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I know I'll be devastated either way when he gets on that plane.

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I know need to know his worth.

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Itter to keep seeing him or not.

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He said he'd love to have stayed here with me,

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but he has to go for himself because it was kind of his plan for me and me.

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As any I always knew, I was an option before I came along.

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So I would never want to hold him back because I want him to be happy.

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I'm glad he's doing what he needs, but I will spend my entire summer heart broken.

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I've forced myself to stay away from him.

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If anyone's ever in so much situation, I'd love to hear.

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They've handled it by the way.

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Love the podcast so much that that was cheers me off.

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Oh, that's really hard.

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That's so difficult.

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You don't know whether like keep yourself happy in the moment,

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but no, you're going to be sad in the future or be sad now.

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And get over it sooner.

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Yeah.

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So you like which do you choose?

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Yeah, that's hard.

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I know someone had a summer situation that I could actually tell you about,

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but she wasn't going for like really long last time,

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but it was kind of similar to that.

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That like, they didn't know where to call off.

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Yeah, they didn't call off.

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They didn't know.

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And they kept it going, but it wasn't for any kind of,

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I'd say I was like kind of he's going for a few years.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Yeah, you don't go just for a season.

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God, I think.

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I think keep it going.

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I will keep going.

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I find it very hard just to put it off when no one there around the corner

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and being like, oh, I'm not.

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Well, yeah, if you want to hear.

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Yeah, in a few months, I'm not going to be able to actually see him.

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Yeah, one of like most of now have the best memories.

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Yes, we have you're going to have broken either way.

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Yeah, either way you will be.

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That's so hard.

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That's really shit.

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But I do believe that having happened for a reason,

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and if you're ready to be somehow you find your way back.

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Hmm.

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No matter what it is like.

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Yeah, yeah, you might even end up in Australia.

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Yeah, who knows?

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Follow me over like, put it like, hey, not going to draw high.

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Yeah, it's going to like, it's going to be hard saying about it.

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September, but it's going to be hard saying by now or in September.

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So maybe push off the side of this a little bit.

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Yeah, yeah, that was a toxic also say to push that.

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Avoid some really a half.

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But it's kind of like that.

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Like it just if you know it's inevitable, it's going to happen anyway.

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Yeah, don't mean the sad part.

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You can stop the separate.

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Yeah, the sad part is going to happen anyway.

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So fuck up, push it off for a little bit.

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And I think if you if you end it now,

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you'll always wonder like, I wonder if we had to just kept going.

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If you want to happen like what new memories we've made.

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You'll always wonder.

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So I think keeping a grown is the best.

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Maybe just don't go like full throttle.

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Don't be like.

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Going further than you now.

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Would that make sense?

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Yeah, just keep it the way it is.

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Yeah, like say they're not each other every day.

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We don't start doing that before we go.

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So that make a hard up.

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We're just keep going with our and just go from there.

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I think.

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Oh, that's so cool.

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That's so hard.

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I'm thinking of it.

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If someone bright in, I'll send you what they say.

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Oh, yeah, yeah.

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The situation.

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Did we have one before actually written in?

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It wasn't like a season of cells,

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but she replied to one of them and I was like,

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my boyfriend male, if they're okay.

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And I come back, we got together.

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Oh, well, something like that.

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See that girl.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Hey, actually that too.

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You don't know.

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I think she's going back and he's already been there.

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I think.

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He got hate at the second.

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I think you like him go and and doing his own thing

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is a really good sign of him because some people would be like,

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no, I'm saying for you and I'll be like him doing his own thing.

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Gives you a really good chance in the future.

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He'll never be like, you kept me here.

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Yeah, or like he'll never wake up when he's 35.

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And be like, I wish I'd done that.

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He will do.

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We love doing it.

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Yeah, you know, and you're like,

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then he's more even more sure about you.

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That's what happens.

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And if you say you're about to end up like you'll be there and stuff.

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Yeah, you don't know what happened in the future.

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You just have to be positive about it.

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Yeah, as much as you can sense.

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And again, I will text you if someone's answering.

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Okay, the next one is help.

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I had a section about my boyfriend's brother.

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I've never talked about him like that.

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And I still don't think about him like that.

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I don't know why I had an earplish.

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I don't know my boyfriend.

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No, don't tell him dreams.

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I'm at dreams.

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I have to work and wear like I don't think dreams are a reflection of your

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your conscious.

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I don't they can be.

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Do you ever watch a movie?

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They can be wild.

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So watch a movie in bed.

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You fall asleep after the movie.

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You dream something about that movie or like.

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Yeah, do you know what I mean?

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So I think it's it's just.

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Pictures playing your head.

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I don't think it's a reflection of anything.

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Yeah, or it's the opposite as well.

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If you if you watch movie or like something happens in your day

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and you're like, I'm definitely going to dream.

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I'm like, and dream of something completely opposite.

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Yeah.

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It's like obviously it's not what's in your brain.

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Yeah.

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It's like sometimes I think I can tell myself what's the dream.

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But I wish I could do that.

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I can.

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Can you?

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Yeah.

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I try to do that and I can see.

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I do.

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Or if I tell myself I'm going to have a nightmare and see processes.

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I'll have it.

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Jesus.

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Yeah, it's really, really bad.

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If I face the wall in my room.

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Oh, yeah, you'll get.

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Yeah, I get really bad.

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processing not allowed sleep that way.

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That's mental, isn't it?

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So yeah, I don't think I wouldn't be, it's not

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not feel like I've had it.

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It's not like you've done anything.

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No, yes.

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You can help with your brain.

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Lamps sometimes is just saying,

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hey, let's try to talk in there and definitely don't

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tell you what I think because you probably would get

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annoyed by everybody can't.

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Yeah, everybody can't ever be subject every line of

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side to one that you're safe with and you overdreamed

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that you cheat on your feet and you're fucking hate.

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And you're like,

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yeah, what even the fact that she's saying like I had a

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sex dream about my don't think like that and I still don't.

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Yeah, that that shows you.

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No, yeah, exactly.

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If you were like, I have a sex dream about my now I think I like

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them.

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Yeah, I mean, no.

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Did you get to have a sex dream about anyone in the world?

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No, you just had a little thing.

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Maybe you're going to say, yeah, yeah, it's not me.

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No, you sort of fling in your dream about shagging your

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boyfriend's boyfriend.

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Yeah, as long as you don't.

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No, don't worry.

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You're right.

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Keep that on a secret.

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Yeah, we won't tell them.

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So when asked, I have elderly grandparents and a very sick

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relative.

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Do I make my move to New Zealand or not?

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So I've never always wanted to do a relative could live for

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years or may not do I leave?

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That's a rehertz.

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I don't have grandparents or anything.

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Well, I obviously do like, but I don't anymore.

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I think I don't know who the relative is, but like I think

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whoever.

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Is that what you would want you to go live here?

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Do something you've always wanted to do?

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All people always think about you.

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The first time I had an year or something that I was waiting

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here for her, she would like, come on.

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Go.

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Yeah, they'd always want you as much as you want to say with them.

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They wouldn't want you to make it.

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Yeah, to make it sell on your younger years in life.

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I also know New Zealand's expense to get it and far, but I

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always think like it's only a day to go home 24 hours.

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Do you?

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Is the guts of it?

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Yeah, like I know it's hard.

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It's something suddenly happens.

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There's something about like one day.

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Right.

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Yeah, yeah.

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It's the long journey.

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It's fucking probably the better.

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Yeah, it's the better.

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Is it in a photo, not surely?

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I don't think by much it's like right next door.

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Right next door.

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It's like a stay.

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Yeah, I think that you can go.

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Obviously if someone's like, we need you here right now, like you

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can't go here that second.

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Yeah.

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A day in your home.

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I think.

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And the relative could live for years or maybe not.

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Exactly.

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You can't be living on.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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Is that really bad?

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No.

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But I think it's kind of.

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I hate that what if mentally?

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Yeah.

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I hate it.

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I think you need to do it because then you'll know in your head.

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I don't know if it would be different.

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It was like a sick man and dad.

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I probably wouldn't.

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Yeah.

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If it's a romantic.

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I don't think I would.

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Yeah.

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And then a close heir to the right.

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I don't know.

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Yeah.

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A tire really only don't need the relatives are how close their

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are but I think that anyone sick even would not want to have

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me.

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Yeah.

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And I think they value life a lot as well.

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So they'd want you to experience your life as well.

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But it's hard because you don't when you're leaving like someone is sick you don't know if you're gonna see the weekend

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Like that is tough

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Yeah, I think I've lost my boys. Yeah

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But don't think of it like that. We're just thinking we're more sick

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But don't think of it like that and like straight inside if you do really want to come on

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You can yeah, I'll save you what you go over a few months and you find yourself always worried about them

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Or like regretting your own you can go anywhere you feel yeah

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You're not home. You're not stuck anywhere like like and you know, you tried it and it didn't work

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Yeah, I'd rather try something and say it didn't work then sit there and try it on what if yeah

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So

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I'm sending you love so my ex broke up with me in the earlier year we go and one stop checking my insusory

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She doesn't follow me and has a new girlfriend after saying he needed to be alone. Does this mean there's something still there for him

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for him

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For him in him like oh

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So confused love you girls. We love you to you. No, he's probably just a nosy fucker

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Yeah, I'm just on a rampage. I'm just anti-man. I think yeah, so I don't think I'm the right person to be given advice

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I don't know exes are weird people

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Yeah, very odd

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People I don't know though like this there's being creeped with them. It's like it is always checking every insusory like block them

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Yeah, don't give him that satisfaction to say in that if he broke but you and said that he wanted to be alone

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They ain't got a new girlfriend, but now he's checking in on you like he's saying my games with you. That is my games

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Don't give him you want you to be still

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Yeah, because you even right into us it shows he's living in your brain right? He's living in your head

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Yeah, don't give him a satisfaction of living in your mind because that's what he wants. Yeah, you block him do him the favor

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Fuck off man want one to there, but also

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Don't want you to do you want you. Yeah. Yeah. They don't want you. Yeah, I want you kind of yeah

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No

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block him

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Yeah

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Because if there's nothing there for you, especially as well

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But they're probably it's too saying is there something does he do you think he has something there for maybe yours, but don't

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Don't come back there

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Many new girls. Yeah, new girlfriends. But yeah, like but point him leaving you last year saying that he wants to be alone and going and getting a new girlfriend

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That just shows how he who he is and even if there is something to learn from that means nothing

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Tell him boy, but

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Yeah

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That's my games for me. Yeah, red flag if he was to dump the girlfriend and I come back to you and say like sorry and like

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I made a move say it's different to like just

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Like we're right just look like being there in your sorbios. Mm-hmm. That's just like no either act on it

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Like for him he should if he is feeling like that towards you

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He should have yeah, he needs to be direct. Yeah, so rest something can be direct about now

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Direct and maturely gotten to us. You know and said how he feels because right now. He's just like we said playing my game

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Yeah, are you could think that's what he wants if that's what you want him to think

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My just you reached out to him and he was like no, I don't know what like yeah, I was like no, I don't like anymore

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I'm gonna use that as much as I was see you know me. Yeah, yeah, yeah, man man

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Men for the under time and yeah

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No, I feel like I feel like in that in that case

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Presumed that he doesn't have that in for you. Yeah, so I would never even suggest

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Presuming the worst but in situations like that just deal. Yeah, just be like if you already left your ones

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People leave you wonder and say people are like I always think of like a fellow like your picture like something like that

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Like you're so already like you're wondering something but like just wonder the worst just won't just won't be like

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Oh, he probably didn't mean that yeah, are you probably like John me? Yeah

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I'm always get caught up in like

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Mind games you place fakes in our eyes on your head. Yeah, yeah

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And you're only fucking out yourself. No, yeah, so presume the worst the worst presume that and just yeah

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Don't give don't let him live in your heads for longer than you're living his head. Don't give him the opportunity

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So we answered our season's styles

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But we have extra ones on our own episode, which is how my drink exeges so you can listen back to them after this episode every Monday

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And they come out so there's ones from previous weeks and then there's gonna be one next week as well

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Nicholas on the go load app or whatever

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Place you get your podcasts

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So super skip is where we take it up with based on the week's episodes and

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Because the name with podcasts is how my drink we are holding our drinks

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Well, I actually do the empty

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But if we sip it means we agree on the

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Topic or if we skip it means you disagree. Okay, today's topic is

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Watching her exes stories based on the up-seed six themselves. We just had

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No, I'm gonna try my drink at the window. I am not

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Full good as this no, absolutely. You did not do that

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Which I sometimes I have to tell myself not to do it

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Because I can do it, but sometimes I tell myself don't you're just gonna be so annoyed

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Most of my exes have me blocked. I actually had to exercise. No, I blocked all oh no, do I?

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I think if I had if I was eight if there's one that I was able to yes, I would

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Er

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I would yeah you would just yeah now putty in a bad mouth really yeah, but no

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I don't I don't mean like if there's like

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Savory from me y'all when there was something or like you're

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It's a few years on and you just curious what they're doing. You're like I wonder what he's doing

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Just to see it right now. No, no, just no skip. Yeah, I think skip okay. I'm gonna take your advice

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There's always gonna be something that linoia or something that will you just get that you know

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When you're so much drops are you just I've been in so many situations before that's only when they're a little fuck

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Oh, yeah, little big fuck. I mean, but like no, I just like

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That's saying they're an extra reason like is there not a part of your life anymore? Yeah, depending on what terms you're on obviously

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But like I don't know. I just don't think it's ever good idea like yeah, it has no that's my knee cracking reviews

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That's only jobs. Yeah, she was my knee. We forgot it the one at the end. Oh, um

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Yeah, it's just

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No, I've no benefit to you.

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So yeah, no, I say skip.

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Skip skip skip. Bye bye.

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Bye bye.

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Bye bye.

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So that was this episode.

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It was wrapped up.

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Yep.

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We talked a lot.

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We did.

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Of yes, we did.

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Smack.

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Is that what they say?

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A lot of black.

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I don't know.

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I mean, I don't mean.

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I don't mean.

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Does that mean her?

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I want to say smack.

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Oh, I'm sure.

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I wish I was an American.

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We didn't talk about her.

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Um, so thank you so much again.

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